Minatozaki,

Hello, my Sana :)

I just read your letter again, for the nth time.

It’s been six years since we lost you, since I lost you.

It was never easy, coming to terms that you really left.

I wasn’t sure how to start living again when I already committed my whole life to be with you.

You know, I wasn’t done loving you. Not yet.

And then I had to let go of the one I didn’t want to let go.

I wasn’t ready to let you go. I was never ready for you to leave.

And even after all this time, moving on from you feels like betraying my own heart.

I just wanted a forever with you.

I will never love another not like I loved you. I just don’t have the love for it again.

I know it took too long, maybe it will still take a whole lot of time.

I’m sorry, I know I need to move on, but is it okay if I love you just a little bit longer?

A little bit longer, baby.

                                     Will always be in love with you,

                                     Momo Hirai