It is one of those nights again; one of those painful nights where Sehun misses Taehee terribly. Knowing that he will never be able to have her again, he could feel his heart aching again. As he looked through the photos they have taken with each other, he wondered how she has been in the US. Does she sleep well? Does she eat well? Has she met another man that can treat her better than he did? When Jongin forwarded him the video of her beautifully decorated cake, he smiled, knowing that she has been having a good life. It has always been a dream of hers to be able to do such complex designs and he was proud that she managed to achieve it. 

Life without Taehee was hard. The sadness he felt was inexplainable, and it was as if a part of him is missing without his wife. No one can replace her, not even Yujin. He hate the mess he has become after the divorce, but he has another responsibility - and that is to take care of Yujin and the baby inside of her, so he tried to get his together just so that no one else will get hurt because of him anymore. 

Sehun misses Taehee on a daily basis, even when his hand was holding Yujin's hand. He wished it was Taehee's hand that he was holding. He knows that he should let her go completely after the divorce but it is not easy. Jongin didn't want to reveal anything about Taehee to him initially, but he begged, and begged, until Jongin gave in. 

Yujin has nothing comparable to Taehee and Sehun hates himself for only realising that after he lost his wife. As the saying goes, you will only learn to appreciate something after losing it. How can he just throw 10 years of their relationship away? It was the best time of his life. Knowing Taehee, loving Taehee, and marrying Taehee were the best things that happened in his life. He is the biggest fool to cheat on the woman that he loves with his whole heart. 

Sehun didn't want to marry Yujin, because he still holds onto the hope that maybe one day when Taehee forgives him, maybe, just maybe, they would be able to start afresh. But the girl got chased out of her home, Yujin would cry everyday over the fear and insecurity that she faces and she has no other person she can rely on except for him. The pregnancy really got the best out of her emotional side and it was affecting her negatively. Sehun felt obligated to marry her because she is carrying his child and he ought to be responsible for her. When he brought up marriage to Yujin, the girl's face glowed in happiness and her smile was like a ray of sunshine.  

If he can't spend the rest of his life with the only love of his life, then he should be a responsible man towards Yujin and be a responsible father to their unborn child. But it seems impossible now because of his parents, especially his mother.

"If you dare to marry that girl, I am going to disown you, Oh Sehun."

That message came right after the dinner, which ended on a bad note, and Sehun knew that his mother is dead serious about her words. There is no way she would approve Yujin and she would definitely give her a hard time if he marries her. 

If only he didn't commit infidelity and act without using his brain, he wouldn't have gotten into this mess. He still loves Taehee, but he doesn't have any rights to love that girl anymore. 

Yujin didn't sleep. She only pretended to be sleeping and when she opened her eyes, she saw Sehun flipping through the photo albums, her heart sank. She knows clearly that Sehun still can't erase his love for Taehee and it hurts for her to know despite having his child, she still can't bring him happiness like Taehee can. When he brought up marriage, she was elated, because she has never loved anybody else beside Sehun. But she also knows that he was doing it out of obligation and not beacuse he truly got over his feelings for Taehee and not because he loves her. Maybe at one point, he really did love her, but now, she could sense that the love has faded. Nothing can be compared to his love for Taehee.

A tear escaped knowing that she would never be able to own Sehun's heart completely. She is not Oh Taehee and she will never be able to replace her, not even their baby. Even so, she can't let go of Sehun because she really has no one else to depend on beside the father of her child. Her parents have disowned her upon knowing that she