Get off me please ...........no no leave me alone........................ don't hurt me I will be good I promise  

Chanyeol pov 

Waking up during the night to seeing baek sweating in the bed beside me

"Baek baby wake up please"I try shake him awake making him jump 

"I'm sorry I woke you" he pants out trying to catch his breath 

"Baek baby its ok" I reach out to him as he climbs out of the bed and walks towards the door 

"Baek baby please let me hold you and take care of you I wont hurt you please" He just keeps walking away breaking my heart knowing I cant comfort him when he needs it the most, he cried for me earlier now I cant touch him, maybe I should just risk it and go after him, climbing out of the bed I go follow him.

Reaching our room I hear the shower on, walking closer the sounds of him sobbing

' this', I walk in heading into the bathroom and there he is sobbing in the shower, I reach for a towel opening the glass door to the shower  kneeling down 

"Baek come here baby" reaching out to him he takes the towel and wraps it around his waist as he steps out of the shower ignoring me heading into the bedroom. Following him I stand beside him as he looks for clothes in the wardrope.

"Baek talk to me please, I'm begging you baby" trying to reach out again and he pulls away 

"Please don't Chanyeol, I just want to be alone" he wipes his tears and pulls on a t-shirt and bottoms

"Ok since you don't want to talk to me I'm going to go out for a bit" grabbing a top and pulling it on I head towards the door

"It's the middle of the night where are you going?" he softly asks me 

"I just need some air baek or I will say something I might regret, I love you and it breaks my heart to see you like this, but you wont even let me touch you anymore" putting on a cap I go grab my car keys. I run down the stairs and climb into the car, starting the engine I pull out the gate and head off slamming the steering wheel with my hand in pure anger as I scream out.

After what feels like hours as I watch the sun come up I decide to head home.

Reaching the house I park the car and head up to find baek, walking towards our bedroom I look in to see him asleep on the bed with his favourite fluffy jumper over him and him holding the small picture of me and him at Chen and Minseoks wedding. Walking closer I cover the rest of him with a blanket, out of the corner of my eye I see he is holding the watch I gave him tightly in his other hand. Making me smile I softly move his hair out of his eyes as he sleeps. Walking out of the room I close the door and head to the kitchen putting on the kettle for some coffee. 

My phone buzzes with a text message

Hey yeol how is baek this morning?

Not good he won't let me comfort him or touch him he hardly said a word to me 

Do you want me to come over and try talk to him for you? 

I don't know if that will work D.O but if you want to try sure come over, I have a big meeting today so maybe him having his best friend here will be good for him 

Ok ill head over now see you in a bit  

 see you then 

Walking into the spare room I have a shower and get dressed, waking back to our bedroom I peak inside and see baek is still fast asleep and hasn't moved since the last time I checked him he looks so cute when he sleeps

My phone buzzes again

Sorry I'm gonna be late yeol just leave the code and key and I'll let myself in

Ok it's 0461 and the key is under the front wheel of baeks car

I have to leave for work now so call me later

Grabbing my suit jacket I take one more look in at my babies before I have to leave and head to work. I sneak in and leave him a little message on the bedside table

Morning my babies, how daddy misses you both so much, hopefully when I return I can hold you both in my arms again
Love C

I miss kissing him and his tummy so bad I know in time he will be in my arms again I just need to be strong for him I leave and head to work.

***

Work has been crazy today paper work is all over my desk meetings on and off all day. I can't concentrate on anything that's on my desk. Turning around in my chair I look out the big window over looking seoul all I can think of his baek at home hurting and me here. D.O arrived and baek won't talk to him either much.

"Excuse me sir I have the coffee you requested" April walks in carrying the tray and placing it on the table near the doorway

"Thank you april" turning back away I sit at my desk and just think of how I can get rid of this TJ once and for all. Picking up the phone I ring Donghae

"Hello yeol"

"Hey donghae can you come to korea?"

"Sure boss what's up"

"I need you to look into a guy call Tj"

Don't worry boss I already got the call from minseok last night we have been looking into him, once we have information on him we will let you know

Ok thanks Donghae I owe you one

No sweat boss talk soon

Drinking the coffee that April brought me in I can't help but think I won't be able to ask baek to marry me now, well not untill I know he still wants me, this I need my man back. Jumping up from the chair I grab my coat and keys and head out the door.

"Mr Park is everything ok?" skylar asks as I hurry past her

"Everything is fine" I shout back as I head down the lift.

Reaching my car I climb in and decide to pick some things up for baek on the way home. Heading into the flower shop I pick up a two dozen red roses and one small yellow one and have it placed in the middle after I found out from Kai that baeks favourite colour is actually yellow but he also loves red roses. I pick him up a box of the strawberry chocolates he loves so much and a massive bag of marshmallows since my baby seems to love them too just like mommy.

Once I put everything into the car I head home. Pulling into the garage I see D.Os car still here, so I head inside.

"Hello anyone home?" I shout as I close the door and carry all the things to the living room table. D.O joins me in the living room as he sits down looking wiped out

"Hey D.O how is he?" I ask him as I sit down on the sofa

"He won't talk to me and I ended up shouting at him" he sniffs a bit as a tear falls

"What made you shout at him?"

" I just lost it with him ignoring me, all I got out of him was leave me alone, so I shouted at him to talk to me and to stop rubbing his face it's so bad chanyeol but he keeps rubbing it as if he is trying to rub the kiss that Tj  gave him" my blood starts to boil knowing that Tj kissed my man and he was the last one to kiss him.

"Lay gave me some cream he brought back from China, its suppose to help the healing of his face but he won't take it so I left it on the counter in the kitchen"

"I want to erase that Tj out of his life for good D.O, I want to smother baek with kisses so I am the last one to touch him and the only one that is allowed to kiss him, I miss cuddling with him at night an