Chanyeols pov

"I'm so full now Chanyeol" baek says while rubbing his tummy 

Taking his plate over to the sink I start to clean the dishes

"Hey I'll dry" as he reaches for a towel

"No sweetie you go sit and put your feet up I'll take care of this" as I poke his nose with my finger making him laugh

"Chanyeol you can't do everything please don't wrap me in bubble wrap just because I'm pregnant" he shouts while throwing down the towel and walking out of the kitchen  

Heading in after him as he is sitting on the sofa changing through the channels of the tv I get on my knees in front of him

"Baek please listen" as I try take the remote from him while he tries to look around me at the tv ignoring me

"I'm sorry ok please look at me" placing both my hands on his cheeks making him stop moving and look at me

"I'm just worried about you after being in the hospital baby that's all"

" but I'm home now Chanyeol I'm here like you wanted just don't wrap me in bubble wrap, I want to enjoy this pregnancy and if I can't cope I will ask for help"

"Ok baby but I will still worry about you, your my world and so is this little one" I say while placing my hands on his tummy

"And we will keep our baby safe chanyeol" as he places his hands over my hand on his tummy as we stay like that for awhile

Reaching up I take my chance cupping his face I lean it to kiss him.

"Chanyeol"

Leaning my forehead against his I close my eyes "I just wanted to kiss you Baek I miss your lips, I miss your touch on me" I say while grabbing hold of his small hands in mine.

"I miss you too chanyeol but not yet please I can't" he says with a tear falling

"I'll wait till you can trust me again baek, I will try with the last breath in me if I have to" I whisper while wiping his tears away. Getting up I head to the kitchen

"Would you like some warm milk baek?"

"I'd love some thank you"

I don't even have to turn around to know he is crying, but trying to be all brave and not let me see him.

Sitting on the single chair as baek sits on the sofa we decide on a movie. I can't even watch the movie as I can't help but look at him laugh at dory on the tv as he says all the words and rubs his tummy. It's so cute watching him, I can but just imaging him sitting there with our baby making him or her watch all the Disney movies. I can't help but think I'm the most luckiest man in the world.

"Hey what you staring at" he says with a cheeky smile while throwing a cusion at me

"Just looking at how beautiful you look and how when our baby comes along I can imagine you sitting there watching the movies, it warms my heart baek"

"Well we are starting early, they say the baby can hear everything" as he rubs his tummy

"It won't be long till we can see our babies heartbeat" I whisper

'I can't wait" he smiles

"I'm gonna head to bed if that's ok?" As he gets up from the sofa

"Of course baby, can I get you anything?" I question him

"Maybe some water"

"Ok I'll just lock up here and I'll drop it into you before I head to bed"

"Night chanyeol" he whispers softly as he walks away

Sitting back down on the chair I lay my head back taking a deep breaths, I need to do everything I can to get him back properly in my arms where he belongs and make this all right for him, for me, for us as a family.

"Chanyeol?" he softly speaks making me turn around

"Are you ok baek" I jump up from the chair

"I don't know where I'm sleeping" he laughs out

" sorry baek, come I'll show you" as we head upstairs to the next floor

"You can sleep in my room baek and I'll sleep in the other room"

"Chanyeol I can't sleep in your bed I'll sleep in the other room" he says with a bowed head

"Please baek you will be more comfortable in my room" taking his hand I guide him in, turning on the bedside light and pulling back the bed sheets. "I will go get you some water"
Heading out and returning with some water I can't help but stop in my tracks as I look at him all snuggled in bed with a smile on his face as he rubs his tummy.

Reaching the bedside table I place the glass full of water on it and take my leave.

"Goodnight chanyeol" he softly whispers

Turning to face him I can't help but ask

"Baek can I kiss our baby goodnight please?"

"Of course you can chanyeol" he smiles

Reaching the side of the bed he slides the cover down and pulls up his t-shirt as I sit on the side of the bed

"Hey little one its daddy its time for bed now so sweet dreams little one"  I say softly as I gently rub his tummy and lean in and kiss it .

Getting up I say goodnight to baek and turn to head to the door

"Goodnight chanyeol" he whispers

"Goodnight baek and goodnight little one sweet dreams you both" as I blow him a kiss. Heading back down stairs I turn off the tv and unplug all the plugs locking the door I head back up to the spare room while I hope one day baek will agree to it being our little ones room. Walking past my bedroom where baek is staying I can hear him talking. Stopping I lean against the wall near the door and have a listen.

"Hey little one in there I know you can't here me or daddy yet but I just want you to know that me and daddy will love you with all our hearts and soul and give you so much love, and even if me and daddy don't workout we will both be still in your life no matter what little one". I can't help but cover my mouth as tears start to fall

Hearing him sniff  from crying makes me cry more as I slide down the wall to the floor listening

"You will have so many uncles too little one, you will have crazy kyungsoo your body guard and  Kai who will probably kiss the cheeks off you, then you will have Chen who will probably try get you into trouble and Minseok who will give out to him, then you will have loving suho and lay who will try be your parents , then you have daddy's friends sehun and luhan who are crazy and love to dance and are very good but don't tell Kai I said that cause he will say he is the best dancer in the world which he is but don't tell him I said that it will make his ego bigger.

Hearing him say all that makes me laugh as I wipe away my tears

" Lets sleep now little one mammy needs rest now, goodnight"

Hearing baek move in the bed I quickly get up and head towards the spare room and reaching my bed I lay down on the covers covering my head with he pillow I let my tears flow.

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Baekhyun pov

Waking up I stretch out I feel so well rested more then I have in days gently rubbing my tummy

"Good morning little one are you hungry because I really am, let's go see what we can have for breakfast" as I climb out of the bed and walk down to the kitchen. Hearing music play I hear chanyeol singing so I stay outside listening a bit more as the song finishes I head in

"Morning" I say all happily

"Morning babies" he says making me smile

"I've made you some pancakes would baby like some?" He asks softly

"I think baby would cause I know I would Love some so much cause I am so hungry I don't know where i got my appetite from"

"I'm so glad to hear it" he says while placing the plate in front of me as he sits beside me tucking into his

"Chanyeol can you bring me to the apartment today please like we planned" I ask with so much nerves

"Of course baby what ever you want, but can I ask you something baek?"

"Of course anything"

"When do you want to tell the others about our little one?"

"Not yet chanyeol It's still early days plus I would like us to enjoy it first before we share it with everyone and I know how protective kyungsoo will be and having you protecting me is enough now without adding another person to it" I laugh out making us both laugh

***

Pulling up to the apartment as chanyeol switches off the engine not really looking at me as he grips the steering wheel tight.

"Baek I can't do this, I can't leave you here baby I just can't but I know it's what you want, I want to protect you I want to be there for yo