Baekhyun pov

Waking up I look beside me to an empty bed, laying there looking up at the ceiling thinking of yesterday and everything that happend. I'm still mad at chanyeol, I know I let him hold me last night when I was upset but it doesn't change how I feel. Being back home I can't help but think maybe I need to be alone for awhile, maybe me falling for chanyeol was too fast and a mistake. Can I trust him? Climbing out of bed I head to the kitchen.

"Morning baby" he whispers softly I made you pancakes with strawberries on the side just the way you like them

"Chanyeol can we talk please" sitting down as he sits facing me

"I think Its best if I go and stay with D.o and Kai

"But baek baby please, I said I was sorry please give me a chance" he cries out as he moves closer to me grabbing my hands in his as he kneels in front of me

"Chanyeol I was living in a bubble this past week and being back here has opened my eyes, yes I'm stronger then I was before I left, but I can't let people hurt me anymore and I'm sorry but I can't do this right now"

Getting up from his grasp I head into the bathroom and switch on the shower stepping inside I let my tears fall.

***
After my shower I get dressed and decide to head out to my favourite coffee place, when reaching the door of the apartment I stop with the voice coming behind me

"Baekhyun are you going out?"

"Yes I need some fresh air"

"I'll head home to my place and I will give you the time you need but please don't move out, I told you you could stay here for as long as you need"

"I know and I'm very grateful but right now I don't want to be around anyone not you or TJ or anyone else, I just want to be alone" I close the door behind me as I walk out.
I've hurt him now and I hate myself for it I don't do this to people I hate this me.

Reaching my favourite coffee place I take my order and head outside. It's nice and clear after the storm last night, so I sit outside across the road at a little park. Sitting on one of the benches I take a deep breath and let it out leaning my head back as I close my eyes I let the light breeze touch my face. I'm brought back to reality as I hear children fighting, looking towards the noise I can't help but see two little twin boys only about 5 years old  fighting over who's fault it was that the ball got kicked into the tree.

Getting up from the bench as I place my coffee cup down. I approach them.

"Will I get it for you?" I ask them playfully

"Yes please" they shout "we are too small and it's his fault" the smaller brother shouts pointing at his other brother

Climbing the tree I grab the ball and climb down handing it to them

"Wow you are like Spider-Man" one giggles making me laugh

"I wanna climb like you one day" the smaller one says while pouting   
"but I'm too small"

Kneeling down infront of him, "hey there is nothing wrong with being small, I'm small for my age and people always called me dwarf and you know what I use to do, ignore them and prove to them that just because I was small didn't mean I stop doing things.

"How did you prove it?" he asks softly

"Well you see, I joined the basketball team when boys all laughed saying I was no good, but turns out I was the best scorer on my team and we won loads of trophys and where the best team around. But I also had the help of some tall guys too on my team like your brother,  you boys should not fight and work as a team together"

"I wanna be on the basketball team" he shouts as he jumps up and down

"Well if you practice hard and work together as a team and not fight with your brother over silly things then you guys will be the best duo on the basket ball court"

"Yayyy we will" they shout with smiles on their faces

"Hey you two don't be disturbing that young man"

"It's ok I just got the ball from the tree for them"

"Thank you so much, my name is Kris by the way and these two are my little monsters" he laughs tickling them

"Nice to meet you I'm baekhyun, as I reach out to shake his hand

"Hey daddy I'm gonna join the basketball team" the smaller of the twins shouts as he pulls on his dad's trouser leg "me too and we are gonna work as a team too and be the best ever in the world" he giggles

"Wow well you better practice so" Kris says while sitting down on the bench

The kids start running around us as we sit on the bench making me laugh out

"Wow they have alot of energy" I giggle watching them

"Tell me about it, I bring them out here to tire them out

"They must be a hand full?"

"I wouldn't change them for the world they are my little monsters"

"They have been annoying their dad all week while I was working so letting my hubby have a bit of a break"

"So your husband can have kids?" I question

"Yeah we where surprised too when we found out and it was all my fault~ if you know what I mean" he says with a laugh

"I do" I laugh taking a sip from my cup

"So what has you out this early, I know why I'm out, what's your excuse?"

"Aww I just need to clear my head I guess"

"Man trouble?"

"Yeah how you know?"

"Well I am gay so I can tell you are too" he says making me blush "but also I know that look you have cause my husband had that look before too, you wanna talk about it?"

"Aww I'm ok" as I bow my head messing with the lid on my cup

"Ok I won't push"

Sitting there in silence as we watch the kids play and laugh I find myself starting to tell the stranger my problem

"You see my ex boyfriend use to hit me and abuse me so my best friends wedding came and I had to make a deal with him so I could go as he couldn't cause he broke his leg

"What was the deal?"

"To text him every 3 hours"

"Wow that's alot of pressure for you"

"But when I got there he messaged me  and he said when I got back he would punish me"

"And did he baekhyun?"

"No"

"You see I met someone when I was there he was so nice and I felt myself being me again, I wasn't asked to behave a certain way or dress a certain way"

"I can understand how that must have made you feel"

"I then found out my boyfriend has been lying to me from day one and also cheats behind my back so when I found out I had the strength so I ended it"

"I wouldn't blame you baekhyun
So what about the other guy then" he questions with a smile on his face

"Well we spent the night together and also spent alot of time together, he was so gentle and caring and loving and so funny too, he made me laugh so much that my face ached"

"Well your smiling now talking about him you must like him alot"

"Well he asked me to be his boyfriend before we left and I said yes"

"Way to go you" he says gently tapping my arm

The smile fades from face again

"Are you ok"

"You see when we got back I decided to tell my ex it was over officially like face to face. But when I got there and told him he kept kissing me, I pushed him away and then he tried again but this time is was my soft spot and I felt myself give in to him a little but then my new boyfriend walked in and seen him kiss me" i started t