Chapter Fourteen – Who are you?

Song - Wheesung & G.NA - We Meet For the First Time

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23 March 2003 – Female Dormitory

Another boring day as a student during weekend when all I do is just stay on my bed and do nothing. Past life is so bored with limited access of internet and not much gadget to play with. Suddenly, I got a surprise call from Kwang Soo.

Kwang Soo: Hello Lisa. Are you free today?

Lisa: Hello Kwang Soo. Yes. I am so free today. Why do you ask?

Kwang Soo: Do you remember about our study group?

Lisa: Oh yeah, about that~ of course. Why?

Kwang Soo: It just that we are going to have a study group today around 10 at Zapangi Café. Do you wanna join us?

Lisa: Hmmmm.

I look at the clock on the wall. It is already 9.10 in the morning. They will start in another 50 minutes.

Lisa: Well, if I join, is it alright if I come a little bit late?

Kwang Soo: It’s okay Lisa. I don’t think they will come exactly at 10. Just take your time. So, you join?

Lisa: Hmmmmmm. I guess I’ll join. See you there Kwang Soo. Thanks.

Kwang Soo: See you there too Lisa. Be careful.

I turn off the call. I don’t like study before this but I don’t know what have gone wrong to me because I started to feel like want to study. Maybe I want to start study again to forget all the things involving Taehyung but the more I tried to run away I keep on messing my life by meeting him in so many unintentional way. And the thing about Jungkook makes me really uncomfortable in so many reasons. First, he is the most popular guy here and people know how nice he is; but why he treated me like this? He makes me somehow feel a little bit special.

WAIT! This is not right. I can’t fall in love with a young guy like him. I will look like a weird ahjumma. After all, I don’t want to come back to past to make another mistake by falling in love. I want to change my future by being the best fashion designer for my new future.

I shake my head several times. I left my bed in quick and started to get ready.

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I walk and get a subway ride to the place where we all going to meet at. I have already here; back to the past for a week already. I change so many things so far as I can remember. I don’t know if anything I do right now will have consequences in the future later. I need to talk to someone about this. I really need to talk to someone; a person who will trust and doesn’t call me crazy if I talk about this.

As I walk I got a feeling that someone is walking right behind my back as that person has been following me around for such a long time. I glance back to see but I don’t find anyone behind my back or any trace of suspicious person. It really felt like someone was watching me. I got goosebumps all of sudden. Then, I get back to my senses, as I realize who will stalk me? I’m not even that hot to have a stalker to waste their time on me. Maybe I’m just being more sensitive than usual.

As I was waiting for the train, I decided to listen to some music with my HanGo o