8 : just another hard day

you are my forever

Jessica POV 

 

"you know, sometimes i wish i have a superpower"

I glanced at Yuri with my weird stare. She looked at me then chuckled

"stop watching too much superheroes movie Yul", i told her

right, im fulfilling my promise to go out with her. so now, here we are after watching movies at cinema, strolling around just to enjoy our free time

"my dream is to see your happiest beautiful smile just for once", Yuri said

"i always smile though", i replied

"no"

Yuri stopped walking so i stopped too. she turned to face me

"there is something missing Sica. even Tiffany and Sooyoung could see it. your smile is like not your real smile"

"yah. i dont give a fake smile to you guys", i protested

"thats not what i meant. yes you do smile but, through your smile we can still see that you are not fully happy", Yuri said

"..."

"i said i wish to have a superpower is because i want to wash away all your sadness. i want you to be happy Sica ah"

"..."

"Sica ah. who is that woman? did she took all of your heart? to the point that you're like this?", Yuri asked

I smiled bitterly as i think of Taeyeon

"yes. she took everything, all of it. without even leaving a single bit of it. but she broke it to pieces. and the scars still there", i replied honestly

"Sica-"

"funny how much im hurt because of her, how much my heart is in pain because of her, i still love her so much. too much that i dont even know what to do with my heart anymore"

Yuri sighed and hugged me gently

"even after these past years, i still think about her. i still yearn for her Yuri ah", i whispered

Yuri just kept quiet and rubbed my back

"she's that special huh", Yuri mumbled

"very. i hold her dearly in my heart. but i cant have her", i replied

 

 

...

 

 

"thankyou for today. i had fun", i thanked Yuri as she sent me back home after going out

she got out of her car and send me to the door of my apartment

"no, thankyou for giving me a chance to experience a date with you", Yuri said and smiled at me

I chuckled and nodded my head

"take a good rest, ok?", Yuri held my shoulder

"will do. you drive safely", i told her

"yes. i'll see you tomorrow. bye", Yuri hugged me shortly and waved me goodbye and i waved back

i got inside the apartment and took off my heels. i went to my room to change into my comfortable attire before i search for Wendy

"hey", i went into Wendy's room and found her just lay there on her stomach looking at Irene's pictures

"oh unnie!", she hurriedly closed the pictures and smiled awkwardly at me

i shook my head and went to sit on her bed

"no need to hide it. i saw it already", i told her

"ah", she give me a small smile then played with her fingers

"do you miss her that much?", i asked

"i do", Wendy mumbled lowly 

i took her hands and hold it. she looked at me with her sad eyes

"do you want to go back?", i asked her

"no... we've gone through a lot. and i want to focus on my business fully", she answered

"but you did well Seungwan ah. you're on the top now. you're standing on your own already", i told her

"yeah. i know"

"then what are you waiting for? you can go back if you want"

"even if i go back, i cant have her back unnie. she hates me", Wendy sighed

"do you think so?", i asked

"if not, she wouldnt push me away and break up with me"

"dont just assume things. go ask her first"

"i dont.. want to see her"

"why? you hate her?"

"what?! no! noooo. i cant hate her i-"

"you love her", i cutted Wendy off

"you know me so well then why bother asking", Wendy pouted and i chuckled at her being adorable right now

"but one day, we'll be back either you like it or not", i told Wendy

"i know. just.. i want to go back if you're going to go back too. im not going back there alone"

"you can bring Joy and Yeri with you. they can accompany you"

"but i still need you unnie. im afraid im not strong enough to go back alone"

"arasso. but it wont be so soon if you're waiting for me to return too"

"thats fine unnie. take your time. besides, im comfortable working here", Wendy smiled at me

"all thanks to Joy and Yeri", i chuckled

"yeah. right. hahaha they're my bestfriends now", Wendy replied

Joy and Yeri doesnt have any family. when we first met them, they were working as waitresses at the cafe that Wendy like to go. 

Wendy often went there which made her became friends with them since they are friendly and they tried to cheer Wendy up once when Wendy went there with gloomy mood. 

to show my appreciation, i hired them to work for me and be my models. i taught them about everything and made them to be Wendy's partners. 

Joy and Yeri are already like a family. they often have a sleepover here too. i think, im gonna have to bring them and ask them to live in Seoul permanently when me and Wendy decided to return for good. 

hmm, but Tiffany, Yuri and Sooyoung. i think i cant live without them too. they already be a part of me. they were always there whenever i need a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to, someone to listen to my painful cry. 

"unnie, you ok?", Wendy asked

"im just thinking about the three girls", i said

"ah. them. hahaha why? did all of them confessed and asked you to be their girlfriends again?", Wendy teased

"oh shut up", i laughed and slapped Wendy's arm lightly

"they are kind, caring too. i will support you if you choose any of them", Wendy told me

i shook my head and just smiled

"but too bad", Wendy said

"what?"

"it seems that no one is able to replace Taeyeon unnie in your heart. just like how no one can replace Irene in my heart", Wendy said chuckling bitterly

"you're right. we're really such a fool, arent we?", i chuckled with her

"yeah. what a life", Wendy sighed 

"dont you want to ask about Taeyeon unnie from Hyo unnie?", Wendy asked

"its better if i dont know anything. i cant bear the pain of hearing about her with her first love", i smiled sadly

"im sorry", Wendy apologised

"no, its ok", i patted her arm

"there's one thing that bother me too. Irene have a boyfriend. but Hyo unnie told me she never saw Irene with him. i wonder if that guy treat her well or not", Wendy said

"thats why i told you to go back as you're done with all you need to do here. your business is stable already", i replied

"im gonna wait for you still", Wendy said

"you're stubborn", i shook my head

"arasso. i want to take a nap", i told her and stood up

"ok unnie"

i went back to my room and thinking of who should i ask for help. ah! i think i know who. 

i dialled the number and waited for her to pick up the call

"hello?"

"hello. Sulli ah, can you help me?"

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wansie #1
i miss this
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I hope you continue this story
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