Taeyeon POV

Just another few months has passed, yet nothing has changed. 

I am still here longing for you, asking where are you, missing you and hoping that someday you will come back. 

But its ok, I deserve this. It was all my fault. If not because of me, you wouldnt leave. If only I wasnt a fool, you would still be here right next to me. 

"what are you doing here?"

I tried to smile at Hyoyeon. Yes i came to her bar club, I really need to drink tonight and I decided to come to her place to avoid myself doing stupid things as no one look after me

"I need to get drunk tonight", I said

"there are lots of place to drink", she said flatly

"but i want it here. it assure me that you wont let me do stupid things like going to a hotel with a stranger or let someone take advantage of me", I said

she didnt say anything and went to get my beer. after that, she continued to ignore me

I looked at my drink and sighed. just for tonight, let me forget everything for a while. I need a break from this pain

I gulped down the whole drink in one go

"argh", I groaned as I feel the taste of alcohol burning down through my throat

I held my head as I started to feel dizzy

"please give me another", I told to one of Hyo's staff and he complied

I drank the second glass and asked for the third glass and drank again

Now I feel much better

"did she just drink 3 glass?", I heard Hyoyeon's voice but I couldnt open my eyes properly as my head is spinning

"she asked for more so i just gave her", the guy, the staff said

"I think im still good to goooo, gimme one more", I said 

"dont listen to her. you go serve other customers Chunwoo"

"yes noona"

I pouted and asked for another glass once again

"thats enough Kim Taeyeon"

I continued pouting and nodded sadly

"where is she?", I mumbled and i can feel that Hyoyeon is looking at me now

"i know that you know where she is, tell me.. where is she?", I asked again

"you're drunk. i'll have to wait another hour before i could send you home", She said

"im so stupid, arent I? I didnt keep her properly when i have the chance", I said

"why am i that stupid to waste someone as precious as her?", I asked and chuckled bitterly

"I want to see her. I really want to see her", I said honestly

I dropped my head on the bar's counter as I smiled weakly

"I miss her so bad", I whispered

...

Hyoyeon POV

"I miss her so bad", she whispered and i heard her

I sighed as i looked at Taeyeon who already got knocked out due to alcohol in her body system

If you love her that much, you shouldnt hurt her in the first place. and yes Taeng, you are really stupid

Sigh. If only you knew, that she is as miserable as you are. 

"Chunwoo ya. take care of everything. i'll be gone for a while to take her home"

"oh. ok noona. do you need help?"

"ah no. its fine. I can handle her"

I brought Taeyeon in such a difficulty to my car and drove off to her apartment

"whats her password?", I hissed

but then i remember when Jessica bragged about how Taeyeon used her birthday as her password

"a try wont hurt"

So i typed in Jessica's birthday and it opened. stupid Taeyeon, why making someone you care so much went away because of your stupid brain

I dragged her inside and throw her onto her bed

"luckily you're not that heavy", I panted and fixed her arms and legs before i pulled up the blanket to her body

"Sica... please come back", I heard she whispered as she frowned

"pabo, did you dream about her every night?", I asked her even if i know she couldnt hear me as she was asleep

i think im done. she wont wake up till next morning

I was about to exit her room when i heard her mumbling something 

"forgive me... i love you only Sica ah"

I turned to look back at her. She's sobbing in her sleep right now

"im sorry, im so sorry. I was a fool", she sobbed 

"Sica ah", she kept calling Jessica's name and I can feel her pain 

not able to hear and watch any more, I quickly left

"why must both of you hurting this bad?", I asked myself as I set off from Taeyeon's apartment

...

Jessica POV

I had just arrived at my office and do a quick review about the report that need my signature this morning

Done with that, I asked my secretary who are.. Tiffany, about my schedule

"you have nothing so far for this morning. but you do have a lunch date with me, obviously", she told me and I just shook my head

"and oh. Yuri booked you later at 5, she said she want you to accompany her somewhere", Tiffany said

"alright", I nodded

just then, Sooyoung barged into my office making me and Tiffany startled

"and i booked you for a dinner later tonight. see you, princess", Sooyoung said and winked at me before she left

"better run, cause you're late for your photoshoot shikshin!", I heard Yuri yelled from outside and now she appeared as she entered my office

"hi gorgeous", Yuri grinned at me

"yah. im still here. dont flirt with her", Tiffany said in annoyance while Yuri just sticked out her tongue 

"Tiff, Yul", I warned them not to bicker

"sorry", they both mumbled

"anyway, i'll keep in mind about all my schedule. but now, i have a breakfast date with someone", I teased them

"what???? whooo???", they both asked as they frowned

"its a secret", I whispered and smirked as i hurried left them dumbfounded

I went to Wendy's favorite cafe and met her there

"hi! have you wait for long?"

"not at all unnie. i've ordered yours already"

"Thankyou"

I fixed my hair and looked around. not too many people today. Then i looked at Wendy who's busy texting someone

"who is that? Hyo?", I asked her

"eh? no", she shook her head

"who?", I asked again

"its... umm, Seulgi", Wendy answered in hesitate. I smiled and nodded my head

"why were you so afraid? i never prevent you to keep in touch with her", I said

"ah mianhe unnie"

"thats fine. how is she?"

"she's good. we've been contacting each other since last few months. she also update me about how Irene-"

Wendy paused as she widened her eyes. I laughed and patted her hand

"yah. you looked very funny right now so stop", I told her

"I.. I was just-"

"Wendy. its ok"

"o-ok"

"so, what about Irene?", I asked and smiled warmly at her. Wendy then smiled back at me

"she's working hard. too hard actually. she even forgot to take care about her own health", Wendy frowned when she told me that

"then you go tell her to take care of herself", I said

"its not that easy unnie"

"why?"

"unnie", Wendy pouted

"ey. arasso. anyway, I've received an email from Krystal. and we need to go back soon but we still have time here so no worries", i informed her

"alright. got that unnie"

"remember to discuss about it with Joy and Yeri"

"will do"

"good"

"are you going to meet her when we're back unnie?", Wendy asked

I think for a while, I remembered Hyoyeon told me about Taeyeon last week. 

"She still loves you. i can see how hurt she is. just like you, she's miserable too. but i know she deserve it"

Hyo also told me how Taeyeon got drunk and calling for my names while she was asleep. Taeyeon ah, I told you to be happy when I decided to leave. why were you being the opposite way? sigh

"i havent think about that yet, Seungwan ah", I replied to Wendy