Taeyeon POV

after the breakfast, Yuri asked if she could get to know Yoona more. Yoona give me an eye signal saying that she is ok with it so i allowed Yuri to bring Yoona with her

"hey", Yuri talked to me while Yoona and Jessica went to the restroom for a while

"yeah?"

"i hope you are really serious with Jessica this time. i hope you know too, that it wasnt her choice to push you away before. she was just.. hurting", Yuri said

"i know. and i deserve it. it makes me think that nothing is easy in this world. and i wont break her heart again", i said

"alright", Yuri smiled so i smiled back

after few minutes, the girls came out of restroom

"take care of Yoong. dont cross the line", i warned Yuri

"dont worry", Yuri grinned

"unnie. i'll go first", Yoona told me and i nodded my head

"its nice meeting you Jessica unnie"

"me too"

Jessica and Yoona shared a brief hug, then Yoona left with Yuri

"do you have somewhere to go?", i asked Jessica

"not really", she answered

"ok. lets take a walk then?", i asked

"sure", she smiled 

"how are you?", i asked her

"hm, just fine", she replied

"good", i said

"how about you?", she asked me

"fine too", i answered

then we just kept walking and walking, without saying anything

i just want to enjoy this rare moment where i get to have her walking side by side with me

then we saw an ice cream truck, so we went to buy the ice cream and eat while walking 

i started to open up to her about how did i become an artist and told her how i met Elizabeth and her family. i also explained to her that Elizabeth is like another younger sister for me

i asked Jessica hows her business going, and she talked to me casually about it

we somehow forgot about the past and just talking comfortably with each other, sometimes joking and just go with the flow

when we got tired, we went back to the restaurant and to my car as i offered to drive her back to her hotel

"surprise?", i asked

"sorry. i asked Minho, my friend to find where you're staying. i hope you dont mind", i told her when she looked at me

"and you know which floor and my room number too?", Jessica asked when i bring her straight to her hotel room

i scratched my chin and grinned nervously at her

"err.. yeah. sorry about that too", i apologised

"thats fine. as long as you're not a seriel killer or something", Jessica chuckled

"im too goodlooking to be one", i joked

"there is a handsome seriel killer too you know", she said

"it was only in a drama, baby", i replied and i see her blushing now

i smiled as she doesnt reply anymore

i stepped forward at her, she is resting her back against the door of her hotel room currently

"can i.. ask you something?", i asked her and she just looked at me

"how.. how much pain did you have to endure because of me? did i make you cry too much?", i asked 

"..."

"i cant even imagine everything that you have to go through due to my stupidity"

"..."

"i honestly, really regretted it all Sica ah"

"..."

"but im telling you the truth, that i was just confused back then. i didnt love her, not anymore. from the first day we got together until now, i only have you in my heart"

"Tae.."

"you can.. you can blame it all on me. you can hit me, punch me or anything if that can make the pain go away"

"..."

-None POV-

"just, tell me. i need to know eveything Sica ah. i want to make it up for you", Taeyeon said

"..."

Jessica looked down at her feet. Taeyeon sighed and hold Jessica's arm

"did you cry too much?", Taeyeon asked

"...", Jessica nodded

"it must be.. so hard for you. you must be feeling so hurt because of me", Taeyeon said

"yes.. you're.. you're hurting me so much", Jessica said with her hoarse voice

"i.. dont know how am i even still breathing until now. my heart broke piece by piece because of you, you stabbed my heart over and over", Jessica sobbed

"im sorry. im so sorry", Taeyeon whispered and lifted Jessica's chin

Taeyeon's heart crashed seeing Jessica's tears

"you can cry it all out. let me feel your pain, let me know. i promise, after this, i wont let you go through everything alone. i'll take away all your pain", Taeyeon said

Jessica nodded but still sobbing. Taeyeon wiped off her tears for her and leaned in to kiss Jessica's forehead

"it might take a while to forget the pain or maybe its impossible to forget. but.. let me slowly make the pain fade away. ok?", Taeyeon caressed Jessica's face

"ok", Jessica whispered

"from now on, i'll look only at you. i will give my everything to make you happy again. i will do anything for you to make you accept me again. this time.. i will treat you better. i will love you right, Sica", Taeyeon said sincerely

and oh how Jessica's heart swelled in happiness the moment she hear it all, so she burst out into tears right in front of Taeyeon

Taeyeon then pulled her into a hug as she let Jessica cried in her embrace

"forgive me, for everything. i love you", Taeyeon said softly and tighten her hug on Jessica when Jessica cried harder

Taeyeon put her left hand on the back of Jessica's head as she Jessica's hair gently to comfort her

"just cry it out. let the pain go. im here now, i'll be with you from now on. i will help you to heal, my love", Taeyeon whispered

Jessica's hands grabbing Taeyeon's shirt tightly as she hugged Taeyeon, afraid if she will lose Taeyeon again but Taeyeon kept on saying words to comfort her, to assure her that she's staying

unknown to them, Yuri who was arrived not long ago have witnessed everything

Yuri smiled as slowly her tears rolled down on her cheek watching how Jessica hold onto Taeyeon tightly

'Sica ah. i hope you'll only smile from now on. let this be your last tears', Yuri thought as she wiped her tears

"Kim Taeyeon, please take care of my princess. she deserve to be happy.. with you", Yuri whispered

Yuri took one more glance and smiled with a relief before she decided to give the two some more time as she left to go out again 

"ah. i miss that cute Yoona girl now. but i have her number. keke, i need to fangirl about this to Sooyoung or Tiffany", Yuri grinned to herself as she stared at Yoona's contact number on her phone