`i might've told you a thousand lies

but behind all the beautiful lies i've told you, there's one truth that i can't deny

the truth that you've been running through my mind all day long`

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shrug.. shrug.. shrug..

"ouch! let go of me!" she glared at hoya. hoya brought her to a small dark alley near the cafe and loosen his grip of her "hoya you je----" she growled but before she finished talking, hoya had already slammed his hands pinning her harshly "SHUT UP! just SHUT UP!" he screamed at her.

soomi quickly stopped talking as she shutted , even avoiding his eyes. for a moment, the only sound they heard was the car passing by.

hoya started to sigh as soomi gulped in "hoya.. i'm sorry if i've done something wrong.. but i can't see what is wrong with that.." she bravely opened , still looking away from him.

hoya threw a glare "yeah you did something terribly wrong! i told you not to get in contact with that !!!" he screamed leaving soomi startled.

she started to teared. she was afraid of him, for the first time, soomi was afraid of hoya.

"i was just.. having a little chat.. nothing more..." her words shivered as she slowly wiped out her tears, hoya felt the electricity inside him, loaded and ready to set free

"a chat? don't go acting like a here, imagine if i wasn't here in hongdae and i didn't saw you there, you might've flirt with that all the way through" he screamed on her face

"but i was just---" soomi shivered "you was just forgotten about that contract and just play with boys! you forgot that i can fire your----" he was about to continue his mocking mouth but stopped when he saw soomi looking at him in disbelief. hoya shutted his mouth slowly.

soomi shook her head as she left him "wait!" hoya stopped her, soomi was looking away from him as he heard a soft sob coming from her. hoya's heart ached "soomi.. i'm sorry okay.."  he said, but she didn't want to turn to him.she shook her head "i hate you.." she softly mumbled under her breath "i said i'm sorry" hoya gripped onto her hands and turned her around facing him

"i was just.." he stopped before continuing "jealous" he coughed. hoya couldn't believe himself either. everytime he saw her with another man, his heart flinched and he just wanted to beat the guy real hard. that's how he really felt, but admitting it was the hardest.

"jealous? you're not jealous.. you just hated byunghyun oppa.. and you used me.. " soomi sobbed "i'm not your possesion" she make a quote in the air. hoya paused. "hey.. it's true that i hate him----" soomi quickly cutted off "see?" she slightly glared at him and walked away.

"listen to me!" hoya held her back as she shook his hands off "don't touch me!" she screamed.

hoya got frustrated and quickly pushed her to the wall. soomi was about to scream but then she couldn't. hoya crashed his lips against her, forcefully cupped her neck and brushed his lips on soomi's. 

*what the---* soomi struggled to release herself as she pushes him away from her but hoya kept on coming, he kissed her deeply. he was desperate for air and decided to back off. when he released her, soomi slapped him right away.

hoya looked at soomi, she was crying hard "soomi.." hoya tried to reach for her again but soomi slapped his hands away "you jerk!" she stormed off and left him and so hoya couldn't say anything else.

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SOOMI

soomi quickly wiped her lips as she ran back to her house. she couldn't stop the tears in her eyes. she opened the door rushingly and slammed it. her mom, who is watching the tv, quickly approached her daughter

"darling.. why are you soaking wet? this isnt your first time.. you know this is wet season you should've brought umbrella with you.." her mom nags as she took a small towel and slightly wiped her daughter's face

"what happened, dear?" her mom asked but soomi shook her head. she was crying but her mom mistook it as the rain.  

key quickly ran down the stairs "what happened? i heard a loud slamming door" he quickly approached soomi with concern in his eyes "what happened?" he shook her shoulders, but she didn't say anything.

she quickly shook off key's grip of her and rushingly went upstairs. "is something wrong..?" her mom looked at key

"i don't know.. let me talk to her" key said. her mother nodded agreely "geurae.. try to talk to her.. she trusts you very much" she patted key's back before he went upstairs.

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key knocked on her door slowly "soomi-ah.. can oppa come in?" he said, then waiting for response. Nothing. He knocked again, louder this time. “soomi-ah.. are you sleeping?” he asked, but he heard no answer whatsoever. he leaned in closer and placed his ear on the door. he heard soft sobs, almost unheard.

he tilted the doorknob slowly as the door creaked opened. surprisingly, it wasn't locked. key stepped inside as he approached soomi. soomi was sitting beside her bed, holding her knee against her chest.

she traced her fingers to her lips *why is he jealous? why did he kissed me?* her heart started to pumped with all the questions coming out.

what's weird was that she wasn't very mad either about the kiss. she was just quite dissapointed on how hoya's words has crushed her heart *why did he bring my father's job at the first place?*

she didn't noticed that key had his eyes locked on her, gazing at every move she made, his heart pained to see his sister looking so vulnerable. she wasn't usually like this

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"soomi.." key warmly wrapped his arms around her "key oppa... when did you come in? " she looked at him as she sobbed. she held key close to her "just now" key brushed the back of his hand on her back "you know you can tell oppa everything, right?" she shivered before she finally nodded

"i don't know what to do.." she mumbled "my baby girl always know what she does.. and whatever she did, she did it perfectly" key complimented "gomawo" she smiled at him

"so.. was this because of that hoya guy?" he clenched his fist, ready to smack someone down. soomi looked at key *i don't want to burden you anymore, oppa* soomi quietly shook her head "so why are you crying?" he asked

soomi stayed silent "soomi.. tell oppa.. how can oppa help you if you wont tell oppa anything?" key patted her back slowly "i'm just confused.. " she said "oppa.. can i ask you something?" soomi looked at key, slowly wiping her tears "sure.. you can ask me anything" he said "i just wanted to help my friend but i don't know what to do.." she lied

"your friend?" key asked. soomi quickly nodded "this friend is going out with this A person" soomi grabbed a pen and started to draw a mind map "this friend is also close with this B person, they're like close friends.. very close" she draw the second person as key looked at the picture closely

".. and this A person and this B person.. hates each other" soomi drawed a connection and a cross. key furrowed his eyebrow "how close is that friend with that B person?" he asked. soomi gulped in "they're sorta.. childhood friends.. apparantly, he also saved her life" she explained, key nodded

"does this friend loves this A person very much?" key looked at her as soomi quickly blushed "heck NO!! he was a total jerk and... and.." she stopped and quickly closed , slightly regretting her words 

*this must be about her* key thought, but still pretend to act innocent

"so.. what is the situation now?" key asked "so.. this A person asked you not to get in contact with B but she didn't want to and so what should she do next?" she pouted "well.. it's something your friend must determine.. you know love wasn't a simple thing. it's rather complicated" he smiled 

"it does seemed easy when you said that" soomi pouted "let's just hope that A person wasn't a jerk like that Hoya guy" key said sarcastically, trying to point out. Soomi choked "a..ani!" she acted weird, maybe just too weird.

Key noticed right away *Kim Soo Mi, my baby sister.. did you fall in love?* key smiled as he glanced look at her

"you stopped crying" key slowly carressed her cheek, soomi felt warm with his touch. then she touched her own eyes, and it's true.. she stopped crying. then she traced her fingers to her lips "your mood really changes fast, that's your charm" key giggled as soomi blushed a little.

well at least, soomi felt better after talking to key..

just then, the door creaked open. key and soomi looked back to the door. it was taemin in his yellow bunny pajamas "can i join you guys? i have a nightmare.." his eyes widened. soomi and key laughed hard as the they called in

"aigoo.. come here" soomi stretched out her hand and gave taemin a hug, key joined "you big baby" key messed his honey hair. the three laughed the night off

*gomawo key oppa.. taemin.. you guys made everything better* soomi smiled as she turned off the light.

after a complicated day, they end up sleeping together. soomi on the bed, taemin slept on the couch and key slept on the matress.

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HOYA

Hoya stopped by the club in hongdae. he entered the club as he quickly walked to a corner and sat "as usual" he said to the bartender as the bartender quickly gave him the drink, he gulped the vodka in one go

"heartbreak?" the bartender asked but hoya only stayed silent, his anger has reached the and was about to burst out. he turned around and scanned the whole crowd in the club. he felt pahetic.

 a moment later, five girls crowded him "oppa.. would you dance with me?" the girl asked seducingly, she was wearing a thight black mini dress, wrapping up her skinny body perfectly, the others are as well. hoya looked back to the bartender, ignoring them.

the girls didn't gave up. the other girl, wearing a strapless shocking pink dress, clinged on his arm as her finger seducingly moves to his lips "he's going with me, girls" she said to the other girls who gave her a slight glare "oppa.. let's dance together.. only for a minute!" she looked back to hoya and purred.

hoya shook her hands off "don't touch me. your strong perfume is giving me a headache" he scoffed, leaving her friends giggling. the girl tried again "ahaha... oppa! you're very funny! let's just dance, eo?" the girl faked her laugh.

hoya closed his eyes trying to held in his anger "i wasn't joking, so before i REALLY get mad, just GO AWAY!" he said, rising his tone. the girls gasped a bit before they left him, pouting.

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"yah.. hyung.. you just let out a big bait there" his friends approached him "babo! he already got a girlfriend!" dongwoo slapped seungyeol back "oww!" the younger squaled

"where's soomi noona?" sungjong bluntly asked, looking around. hoya turned to him and glared "shut up" woohyun shutted sungjong's mouth right away.  

apparently they knew hoya wasn't in a very good mood. hoya slammed his drink on the table, the boys shocked. hoya threw an annoyed look at them. he opened his wallet, pay for his drink and quickly leaving the boys.

"look what you just did!" woohyun nagged at sungjong, sungjong only puffed his cheek feeling guilty "i just asked where noona is.." he mumbled "what should we do? should we go after him?" seungyeol asked panickly about to catch up with hoya when someone held him back

"just let him be.. besides, i don't think he's in a good mood right now" myungsoo said calmly while he gulped on his vodka slowly, the boys looked at myungsoo, slightly believing. 

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hoya slammed his bedroom door as he throw himself on his bed, staring at the ceiling "why did i do that?" he asked himself "why did i kiss her?" 

he looked at his phone on his hand, gripping onto it as he dialed in soomi's number but it was all rejected. "kim soo mi.. why am i even jealous? why do i felt weary when you're not around..?"

he closed his eyes, thinking about her "why do you always appear in my mind?" he sighed. the millions of crazy questions kept him awake. 

he was unsure if she's going to forgive him but one thing for sure, at least for this moment, he can't get her out of his mind.

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