Missing Him
His PresenceHongbin's fever finally heals two days after Hyuk. As for N, s has never seen him since that day he saved Hyuk. The manager said that N is currently staying at a hotel since it's closer to his drama shooting site but honestly, they think he just want to avoid them.
That day, Hyuk, Hongbin and Ken are at the practice room, diligently practicing their songs choreography. They don't have any schedule for that day so they purposely try occupy themselves with something since they doesn't want to think about the problem they're facing.
After dancing for about 3 hours, the music finally stops and the three of them automatically advert their eyes to the corner of the mirror in front of them, expecting to see a reflection of their leader who would always sit at one side of the practice room, clapping his hands, telling them that they did a good job or pointing out their flaws. However, no one is there but an empty chair.
Realisation hits them. N isn't there. N isn't there to watch them like a proud mother or a strict instructor. N isn't there to encourage them when they're too tired to move on. N isn't there to hand them their drinks with a bright smile that shows them that he's satisfied with their hard work. N just isn't there. Their leader isn't there.
Hongbin drops to his knees, gasping as the exhaustion finally caughts up with him, adrenaline leaving his system.
"Let's go home... "Hyuk says, grabbing his bag. Ken and Hongbin doesn't protest.
When Hongbin and Hyuk has walked out of the room, Ken approaches the chair at the side of the room, the one which N always sits on whenever he's using the room; watching them or taking a rest, and lightly kick it so that it falls sideway as a reminder for himself of how he has let the leader down.
Ravi sits alone at his workspace, trying to compose a song which will be included in VIXX LR mini album. However, it seems like he's running out of ideas and he couldn't think properly. For the fourth time in the past 10 minutes, he glances at his phone, hoping for a notification to pop out to indicate a text from someone.From his leader, who usually would always find the time to ask him about how he's doing no matter how busy the leader is. But there's none.
Sighing, he buries his face into his hands., silently wondering if N is mad at him for what he said before. He realised that he's in no position to be advicing N since the latter is older than him but he just couldn't help it. He can't stand witnessing the destruction of their group. Yes, destruction. Because face it, how are they going to survive without a leader? How are they going to survive without a pillar? How are they going to survive without N?
Not able to hold it in anymore, he lets out a heart breaking scream as he smashes his hand on the keyboard, creating an eerie sound that echoes through the small room.
Leo looks up from his musical's script that he's reading when he heard the door being unlocked.
"We're home. "Comes Ken's voice.
"I'm home. "Ravi's quiet voice is also heard.
"Guys, can we talk for a bit? I was waiting for you to come home. "Leo asks, putting down his script.
Ken, Hongbin, Hyuk and Ravi obey as they sit on the couch, patiently waiting for the second eldest's words.
Leo takes a deep breath. "You realise that Hakyeon is mad at us, right? "
The members nod.
"So we have to do something. We can't just let this go on. We must fix this. "
"We know that, hyung. But how? Hakyeon-hyung isn't even here. "Ken says.
"I have no idea. He won't even answer my calls or texts. He's ignoring me. "
They know when N ignores Leo, he must be really upset since usually he would always respond to him. Always. No matter what.
Have they hurt the leader too much to the point where he's disgusted of them? To the point he despise them? To the point where his heart has closed for them?
"We have to get help. "
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