"You always expect me to be there for you. But have you been there for me? "N continues to ask. 

"I showed you my support. I came to visit you when you're filming but have you ever do that to me? You didn't even appreciate my effort, you asked me to go home. You acted like I'm such an embarrassment to you. "N's voice is cracking.

"I know I'm ugly, I know I'm dark and I know I'll never be on the same visual level as you, but do you really have to point it out? I can see it, you know? You don't have to make me feel even worse. "

Hongbin has stopped crying completely. He's now staring at N with a shocked expression on his face. 

'Is this what Hakyeon-hyung really felt? '

"I'm not asking for anything from you. Just some understanding is enough. I have feelings. I know it's really funny when you're making fun of me but at least think about how I feel, even just a bit, even just for one second. Please? I beg you... that's all I want. "

Hongbin is still speechless. 

"If you can give me that, then I promise I'll always be here for you. For as long as you need me. "

"Hyung... "Hongbin started. 

'Just what have I done? '

'I'm such a bad dongsaeng. '

'I hurt Hakyeon-hyung so deeply. '

'Why have I never realised it before? '

'He gave me so much yet I'm still greedy for more. '

"Can you give me that? "N asks, looking very hopeful. 

Hongbin couldn't find any words to say so he just lungs forward and hugs N tightly. 

"I'm sorry, hyung! I'm so sorry!"

N is frozen in Hongbin's embrace. He truly didn't expect that. But it feels nice. Really nice. 

"I never meant to hurt you, hyung... I love you... I love you... "

Leo just stand at the living room, silently watching them. He heard everything they talked about. He feels like N was saying all those things to him as well. He's glad to see that  N has made up with Hongbin as well. At least there's still hope for them to be like before. To be the strong VIXX.  To be the VIXX that have  an unbreakable  bond between the members. To keep that wonderful leader with them, forever. 

He doesn't want to lose N again. He has learnt his lesson. Even the strongest person have their weakness. Even the brightest person have their sadness. Even the friendliest person feels lonely. 

Eventhough he's drowned in his emotional thoughts, he still heard that loud crash coming from Ravi's room. 

And N heard it too.