Brace yourselves guys! This is the last chapter! And then it's the epilogue!! - Nic

Daeyou/ Hojuns POV: 

I signed, looking to the sky for a little, before facing my brother. 
"We figured out what's wrong with Gahi, only-" He trailed on. He looked up to the sky. Facing away from Hoseok. So he couldn't see the way his eyes watered. The way tears threatened to fall down his cheeks. 
"It's worse than we thought-" He couldn't help but choke out. He didn't bother looking over at Hoseok's reaction. He already knew the kid was worried. 

Finally, he felt warm liquid slipping down his cheeks, he started crying silently.
He saw the look of shock through his blurry eyes when he faces Hoseok with his tear streak face. Even from behind Hoseok he could see his friends, s, and second family felt the same.

"Hyung-" Hoseok softly trailed on. 

I couldn't help but curse in my head when I can tell he was becoming emotional. Tears welling in his eyes. 
But I should have known, Hoseok cared too much, he was too warm-hearted. Seeing someone cry would, of course, start to break him. Especially if someone, he cared so much about. I was his only big brother after all. Hoseok was the middle child, having one older brother and one younger brother. 

Hoseok has only seen me once before this. I barely cried, especially when I took the mantle as Daeyou. 

There was silence, as I felt Hosek hug me tightly I was maybe 2 inches taller than him. I was shocked to see how tall he got, it was shocking because I haven't seen him in so long. The last time I saw him he was 16 years old.

When Hoseok let go of me, I wiped the tears that slipped down my cheeks. I looked to Hoseok doing the same thing. 
"Wow, have you grown Hoseok," I softly commented.

He looked to me with a shocked look.

"Hyung-" he trailed on. 

"The last time I saw you were only 16, and you were still growing," I said. "Although Gou sent me pictures of you as the years went by- I didn't see how tall you were through a picture," I added. 

"Why didn't-" The manager trailed on. 

"Jay had no idea where I was," I interrupted. 

"Your best friend had no idea where you were?" Kihyun asked.

I nodded, I signed softly, "After my little brothers were put in danger- I didn't want to put anyone else in harm's way, so I hid- somewhere only Youngji Hyung, Rebel Hyung, Gou Hyung, and Yang Hyungknew about. If too many of the others knew where I was it could put them in danger- and I didn't want that-" I answered.
"Hyungs promised me they would take care of my little brothers, that they would keep me updated with what was happening in the group and with my little brothers," I added.

"How did you find out that Hoseok debuted than?" Monsta X's manager asked. "If Jaekyun didn't tell you?" He asked.

I laughed, "Jaekyun talked about it with the others, and it was Gou that told me," I stated.

Changkyun had a look of embarrassment at hearing that his older brother had told everyone in his group that he was debuting.

"If you don't mind me asking- How close are you to your group mates?" Minhyuk asked. 

I couldn't help but laugh, "We've been through a lot of crazy -" I stated. "I've been stuck with those guys since I was 11 years old," I added.

All of them but the manager had looks of shock. 

I laughed, "Oh come on Hoseok you knew!" I stated.

"You guys wiped my memories!" Hoseok said with a slight pout. 

"And we also gave you an option of getting it back," I stated. He still hasn't given an answer to us about what we talked to him about earlier. 

"Anyways, as I was saying. They're like a second family to me, like brothers. We've gone through but still kept going, backing eachother on the way there. Even when losing Rei, Toya and most of our unit over the years, we still kept a level head," I said. 

There was a sad look at the manager's when I mentioned the most of our unit had died.

I sadly smiled, "We're the last of our special unit-" I softly mentioned. 

There were shared looks of horror from all of Monsta X. 

'Holy -' 

I froze when I heard that through the walkie talkie. 

"What? What the is going on?" I asked.

'Gahi's in Seoul! He's driving around in his car, Sehun is following him!'

When I heard Mikey announce that my eyes widened. 

"Daeyou? Are you there?"

That voice now was Rebel. 

"I think you broke him, Mikey Hyung," 

Jayden had slightly joked.

Gahi/ Soohyun's POV: 

Part of me was scared when I heard the announcement on the walkie talkie from Mikey. 
Now they knew I was here.
I can see Koda on the rooftops, jumping from rooftop to rooftop following after. So I knew it was useless now to keep going. Sehun was still back there. I was trapped even more when I saw Daeyou Hyung on his motorbike by the window of the driver's side. 

"Damnt-" I trailed on. 

I stopped at the car infront of gates of the hideout. As I put my password in, driving into the hideouts gates. I breathe in slightly trying to control my breathing as the door to the hideout opened, and the others that were driving and stuff had got out of their cars, and off their motorbikes. 

I turned off the engine before I slowly got out of my car. The first thing that happened was getting tackled to the ground in a hug by Sehun. I let him tackle me to the ground. I can see the faces of others. 

When my brother let go, the others ran forward. Koda softly punched my shoulder before hugging me tightly. 

Time Skip: 

We were sitting around everyone was staring at me waiting for me to talk. Exo was there, as well as some of the other little brothers and their groups. I didn't know how the hell we all fit, everyone was crowded around upstairs in the hallway or our vast living room. 

It felt really weird to have them all sitting there staring at me. 

I rolled my eyes. "For 's sake if you're going to scold me- go ahead-" I started. As I looked to some of my hyungs of my group. Who all looked to eachother signing. 

"Gahi-" Daeyou trailed on. 

"Look- I don't know what you want me to say-" I said. I trailed on, getting interrupted.

"What the happened Gahi?" Bjay Hyung asked me. 

"I was trying to figure out what the was going on with me? With everything. I went to my company to get my car, so I could try to figure it out. Because I knew you guys would ask me. Only I ran into my brother before I can even get away from the en sidewalk-" I stated. 
"All I en remembered was I had a panic attack- I fainted- my vision turned black and then I was in the middle of en nowhere!" I frustratingly said when I saw the annoyed look on Bjays face. I lifted my shirt to show them my wrapped up chest, "I already had this before that- during a mission with Koda I got hurt somehow-" I stated. 

I saw the look of horror from Gou when he saw the injury. 

"You-" He trailed on.

"I got it like maybe 2 weeks before I disappeared- and a few days after I returned from the states," I interrupted.

"Why didn't you tell me!?" Gou said irraitedly. "Did Koda even know?" he asked.

I shook my head, "Koda didn't know-" I softly mumbled. "And I didn't want you to worry- that's why I didn't tell you-" I answered the second time. 

"What the Gahi-" Gou trailed on. 

Yang Hyung squeezed his shoulder. "Gou calms down-" he softly said. 

"Is it affected?" Andong asked me. 

"No- Youngji Hyung took care of it- I also got it checked at the doctors two days ago-" I softly answered. 

Youngji Hyung looked at me with a look of horror. "Why-" He trailed on. 

"When I came here- I lost consciousness- Somehow I ripped some sitiches and someone took me to the hospital-" I softly said. 

Yang signed, walking over to me and sitting down.

I was confused when he handed me an envelope.
"What's this?" I softly chocked out. "It's what the substance is-" He answered. His voice was almost a whisper.

I froze but opened the envelope. My eyes widened, I suddenly felt my head hurt. my head spinning a soft ring of my ear.
I saw flashes of some memory. 

It was me outside of my company, staring at the camera looking around. I saw myself walking to the security guard giving him my stuff, yes. It was including my phone, wallet, and walkie talkie. Telling him to take care of it, that I will be back in a while. Before I suddenly walked, took the train to Busan. And walked away, even though the driver had insisted I go to the doctor. I walked and walked until I got close to Youngji's house. 

When I got back to the present everyone was staring at me with confused, and shocked faces. 
"Gahi-" Rebel trailed on.

"You guys said something about Sehun getting a recording from outside my company right?" I interrupted. 

"Yeah but-" Rebel trailed on. I ran to where Mikey was, telling him to play the recording. He gave me a confused, his eyes showing worry. But he did what I asked. 

The tape was me standing in the middle of the alleyway not moving for a little. My hand was to my side, where I was apparently shot.
In my head, I saw a figure with a twisted smile looking at me, with a gun in his hand. Pointing the gun straight at me. I thought he was going to shot me in the forehead. But he didn't. I ended up getting shot in the side instead. 

I was opening his mouth, talking; but no one was there... 
"Is there a way to crack up the volume?" I asked. Looking at Mikey. 

He blinked but did it anyway. I could feel everyone's stare at the back of my head. But I didn't do anything about it.
"Replay it-" I said. 

Mikey replayed it. I saw the same guy above with a shotgun. And sure enough, I heard what he said through the speaker of Mikey's Mac desktop.

"You're a Monster Gahi-" A deep voice was said. "A Monster that shouldn't be alive-" he added. 

I was looking up at him, looking away from the camera. 
I could hear a bunch gasp from behind me. 
"You're the one that made me-" I said glaring at him. 
He glares at me more. 
I laughed, "Go ahead and get me- but you have to catch me first-" I stated.

"Gahi-" Mikey trailed on.

"That's my other personality-" I mumbled.

I ran off away from the camera. I remembered running and he had run after me, the man in the white jacket following after. 
I heard two gunshots. Shotting me on the side, blood seeping out. 

You could hear two gunshots, and I took my hand, after putting my hand to my side. Blood was on my hands. 
"Bastard-" I softly whispered.

I remembered. I didn't stop running, the other male was still running after me, even as I ran fast. I took my gun and when I stopped for a little. I shot the guy straight in the chest.
He fell over, falling to his knees. 
" you Gahi!" he called. 

I didn't say anything and ran to the train station, quickly paying for my ticket as another white jacket guy following after me. I ran into the train. Before the door closed watching as he glared at me through the window. 

"Soohyun-" Sehun trailed on. I looked over to the others.

"I remember what happened-" I softly choked out. 
They all looked to me with wide eyes. 

"I was getting chased- by these white jacket people- there was two of them- I shot one- he fell down died- before I ran to the train station to Busan-" I explained the shortened version to them. 

"I forgot about it because it was buried deep in my head, and It hurt my head somehow to remember-" I trailed on. 

"And so-" Koda trailed on. 
"The one that got the phone was my second personality-" I interrupted. 
"I remember coming here to try to talk to you guys- but you guys were all asleep so I got my phone instead- I didn't want to put you guys in danger so I left before you all woke up. Because I saw a message from the bastard-" I rumbled. 

They all looked to eachother.
"Why did you run into a train?" Gou asked me. 
"Running back to the hideout would just give the enemy our hideouts location-" I answered.
"I didn't want to put you all in danger- just to protect my -" I added. "I partly wanted to go to Sehun also- but then it would be even worse-" I said. 
"I dyed my hair gray with black highlights to stand out, and for them not to get mixed up with Sehun- to protect him-" I softly said.

"Who are those people that were chasing you?" Beakhyun asked me.

"The people who did this to him-" Koda said with venom. 

 Daeyou/Hojun's POV: 

After Soohyun was done explaining to us everything he now remembered. 
And Mikey also mentioned to us what he found out about with the forgetful mist.
Everyone saw the way Soohyun had frozen a little. He looked to Hoseok like he saw a ghost, his face was white.

"Wait- but-" Soohyun asked looking to me.
"You're okay with this?" he asked.

Soohyun wasn't disagreeing and it made me confused, but then he would know about it the most because afterall he created it.
I nodded. After so much thought, and Hoseok telling me he didn't mind. Made me finally think it was for the best.
Plus I knew that I was to try to argue with Hoseok it wouldn't really make a big difference anyway.
He's always been kind of stubborn. Once he chooses to do something he doesn't let it go.

Soohyun signed, he walked to the bookcase that's by the fireplace. "What-" I trailed on.
He pulled one of the books down, it was the one about astrology which was odd at first; but then I remembered that astrology was kind of Soohyuns favorite subject. It made sense. 
I realized it wasn't a normal book at all. It opened up a secret passageway when he pulled it. 

"How come I never knew that was there!" Mikey said shocked.
"Gahi's the one that wanted to put one there- I think when we were building this place. He maybe sneaked it in the plans to Youngji-" Rebel exclaimed. His comment got a nod from Youngji. Meaning it was true.

The secret door was a walk in the closet looking thing of forgetfull mist, Daggers that Gahi made, and other stuff. Soohyun bent down to get the box that was wrapped with a sort of brown colored paper. He picked it up. And when he opened the box, we all saw syringe- full with this liquid that was sliver much like Gahi's hair. 
"What is that?" Mikey asked.
"It's the supposed to change the effects for the forgetful mist- You know just in case..." Soohyun answered. He trailed on. 
Everyone froze, I knew Hoseok hated shots. 
"Hoseok- are you sure-" I asked. 

He still nodded. 
"It shouldn't hurt- it's like a normal shot- just a poke-" He said. 

Hoseok gulped, Mikey carefully put the silver liquid in the syringe. 
"Are you ready?" he asked. 

Hoseok nodded, as he tightly squinted his eyes when he felt the poke of the shot. Even though Soohyun had counted down before the shot. 
When it was done seconds later. And Soohyun injected the liquid. 

I watched as Hoseok sat there quietly somehow.
I felt horrible when he suddenly passed out. 

"Gahi what-" I trailed on. 

"It's supposed to do that- he's supposed to see flashes of his memories returning-" Soohyun softly interrupted. 

Hoseok/ Wonho's POV: 

I saw flashes of me with Soohyun and the other boys. 
Even some when he acted differently, but it was still somehow him. 

I saw memories of me following after my brother, meeting the others, playing around with the younger members, videogames with Mikey, watching my brother train and talking with Soohyun and Koda. The memories kept flashing in my head until I was fourteen. For my fourteenth birthday, they gave me presents as I first stepped in the door that day. But last but not least I saw brother protecting me from these men one day, there was too many of them that my brother couldn't fight them all. That my brother got badly injuried. And the others had to step in. The last flash of memory was of my brother looking at me he had some kind of smoke thing in his hand. 

"Hyung-"

"I'm sorry Hoseok- Forgive me-" 

"Hyung wait-" 

And then there was mist everywhere, and I woke up in my bed at home with no recollection of my memory of where I was and what happened. 
My brother telling me he got hurt somewhere. 
And then the next day, he wrote a letter telling me to follow my dreams and that to just call him if I needed anything. Sometimes I would get a letter with no address sent home from Hojun telling me he was okay, not to worry. Asking how I was. 

After it was all finished I got up from the bed. 
They were all looking to me, all the boys from my brother's group. 

Especially Soohyun. 

"I'm not angry, I understand why you guys did it-" I softly said. 

Gahi/Soohyun's POV: 

Time Skip: A week later. 

Everything was starting to get in the groove of things. Koda and I were on the roof of one of the buildings in the city. When we both ducked down due to seeing one of the white-coated people. 

"Why are they out?" I asked, 

"I don't know, but we should tell the others," Koda answered. He was looking at me a little too long. And I knew he was seeing if I was okay. 
"I"m fine, let's just tell the others," I said. 

"Are you sure?" Koda asked worriedly.

I nodded.

Koda nodded before we both waited until the coated person was gone, and then we went off back to the hideout.