Chapter 21: Heartbroken.

2AM Even if I die, I can’t let you go.

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Youngmin and Kwangmin finally came back to their original roles. Youngmin was Youngmin and Kwangmin was Kwangmin again.

-      So, how do you feel now you are blond again? –Kwangmin said.

-      Great, I just want to sleep. –Youngmin said with a quiet voice and went to his room.

“Hyung is very sad, I hope Gyuwon forgives him soon” Kwangmin sighed.

Kwangmin texted Ahjin.

“Ahjin-ah, guess what? I’m not blond anymore :)”

Ahijin read the message and answer back.

“Chinja? That’s so great! :D”

Kwangmin texted her again.

“Yes, but I’m worried about hyung”

Ahjin answered again.

“Yeah, me too :(”

Youngmin laid down on his bed and tears started rolling through his face. “Gyuwon, please don’t leave me, I need you” he whispered between sobs.

It was midnight, but Youngmin couldn’t still sleep. Suddenly, he heard someone knocked the door and opened it. Hyunmin couldn’t sleep either because he had a nightmare.

-      Hyung… cc-an III… sleeeeep with you? – He said stuttering. Youngmin sat down and saw his little brother standing at the door trembling holding his teddy bear tightly.

-      Of course, did you have a nightmare? –He said wiping his tears. Hyunmin nodded slowly and came over to Youngmin’s bed.

-      Hyung, why were you crying? Did you also have a nightmare? – He said widening his eyes.

-      Yes, I also had a nightmare. –he nodded.

-      Really? Was it about monsters? Because they are really scaring.

-      Let’s go to sleep, okay? –Youngmin said smiling.

-      Okay. –Hyunmin said and hugged Youngmin. –Good night, hyung.

-      Good night Hyunmin.

They both fell asleep deeply. At the morning, Kwangmin went to Youngmin’s room to wake him up. He saw that Hyunmin was with him. “They look so cute together, maybe Hyunmin had a nightmare again” Kwangmin thought smiling.

-      Wake up sleeping beauties. It’s time to go to the school.

-      Five more minutes. –Youngmin said turning around.

-      Aaaww! C’mon hyung get up. –Hyunmin said yawning.

-      Yeah! Youngmin get up! –Kwangmin shook him.

-      Aishh! Ok! You’re worse than Umma Kwangmin. –He said pissed off and went to the bathroom.

Kwangmin started laughing with Hyunmin.

-      I think Shrek is mad. –He whispered to Hyunmin and the both chuckled.

-      Hey! I heard you!

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They arrived to school and Youngmin saw Gyuwon and approached her.

-      Gyuwon… can we talk? –He said nervously.

-      I don’t have anything to talk to you. –She said and closed her locker.

-      I know you must be mad with me right now. But I want to tell you that I’m really sorry, I was afraid that you didn’t accept me and I know that what I did was so stupid, but I did it because I love you.

-      Youngmin… -She said still looking at her locker.

-      The reason why I came here is to tell you that I won’t give up. I will fight for you until you forgive me. I’m not giving up.

Gyuwon turned to him with her eyes filled of tears. “It wasn’t supposed that you fight for me, please just forget me and be happy with someone else. I don’t want you to be hurt” she thought.

Jeongmin saw Gyuwon talking with Youngmin and went toward her. He put his arm around her shoulder.

-      So, does he already know the news? –He asked her.

-      What news? –Youngmin said shocked. “Why is Jeongmin putting his arm around her? Get away from her” he thought.

-      Haven’t you told him yet honey? –Jeongmin said smirking.

-      Tell me what? –Youngmin said dismayed.

-      Well, Gyuwon and I are dating now. –Jeongmin said grinning and kissed Gyuwon’s cheek.

-      You must be kidding, right. Gyuwon, please tell me he’s just kidding.

-      I’m sorry Youngmin… -She said looking down and trying to hold her tears.

-      No, it can’t be… -Youngmin shook his head and ran away.

Gyuwon started crying once Youngmin left.

-      Shhh… don’t cry Gyuwon, or we are going to get caught.  –Jeongmin whispered in her ear.

-      I’m sorry. –She said and wiped her tears.

-      Let’s go. –Jeongmin said and held her hand.

Youngmin was running on the hallway crying and he bumped in to Donghyun and Minwoo.

-      Youngmin, what happened? Why are you crying? –Donghyun said worried.

-      Hyung, what happened? –Minwoo said pouting,

Youngmin couldn’t answer and just walked away.

Suddenly, Donghyun saw Jeongmin and Gyuwon holding hands.

-      OMG! –Donghyun said.

-      O? M? G? What does that mean hyung? –Minwoo said confused.

-      It means Oh My God. It’s like Aigoo in English. Whatever, I don’t know why I even bother in explaining that to you. Do you see that? –He pointed to Jeongmin and Gyuwon.

-      Oh! Now I understand why Youngmin hyung was crying. –Minwoo said with an :o face.

-      I’m seriously gonna kill him. –Donghyun said boiling of anger.

He went toward them and Minwoo followed him.

-      Lee Jeongmin, HOW DARE YOU! –He said angry.

-      How dare I what?

-      You know what I’m talking about! You perfectly know Youngmin is crazy for Gyuwon, you could go out with any girl you want, even with my actual girlfriend, but you know Gyuwon is forbidden.

-      Forbidden? She’s not a thing hyung. I’m sorry but we just fell in love. Feelings are feelings and Gyuwon is not property of someone. Youngmin doesn’t deserve her.

-      Yes, he does. You know Youngmin is really in love with Gyuwon. Even before we were kingkas, when we were no one, Youngmin trained us to defend ourselves and now we are kingkas, we wouldn’t be someone without him.

-      Youngmin isn’t my boss and neither are you. So, get out of my way. –He said smirking and walked away.

-      Fine! But forget about us Jeongmin because I don’t know you from now on! –Donghyun yelled.

-      I don’t care, now Teen Top is back, I don’t need you anymore. – Jeongmin said.

Minwoo was worried about Youngmin. He knew how much Youngmin loves Gyuwon.

-      Hyung, I’m worried about Youngmin hyung. –He said.

-      Don’t worry Minwoo, go to class. I will look for Youngmin.

-      Why is Jeongmin doing this? –Minwoo said confused.

-      I don’t know Minwoo, I don’t know. –Donghyun said.

Mean while, Kwangmin was talking with Ahjin and Hyunseong when they saw Gyuwon and Jeongmin holding hands.

-      Did you see that? –Ahjin said with her jaw dropped. Kwangmin nodded shocked.

Kwangmin was looking for Youngmin and Donghyun approached him.

-      Have you seen Youngmin? –Donghyun asked him.

-      No, I’m looking for him.

-      I’ll help you. We need to find him. –Donghyun said.

They looked for him all over the school for hours, but they couldn’t find him and he didn’t answer his calls.

-      Where could he be? –Donghyun said gasping.

-      I don’t know. If something happens to him, I don’t know what I’m going to do.–Kwangmin said worried.

-      Calm down! We’re going to find him. –Donghyun said.

They went out of the school and looked for him all over the city. It was becoming dark, when they found his car near the beach. They ran to the beach and found him crying.

-      YOUNGMIN! –They both screamed and ran toward him.

-      Why did you do this to me? Do you know how much worried I was about you? –Kwangmin said hugging him.

-      Youngmin, are you ok? –Donghyun said worried looking at his redden eyes.

-      Ok? How could I be okay when one of your best friends betrayed me in this way?

-      I know, I know. But you have to be strong. –He said palming his back.

-      I’m not giving up hyung. I’ve already told Gyuwon I’m going to fight for her no matter what.

-      But Youngmin… -Kwangmin said.

-      I don’t care what you say. I can’t be more hurt than what I am right now and Gyuwon is the only one that gives sense to my life so, the only thing I can do is not giving up.

-      Youngmin, are you sure? –Donghyun said.

-      Yes, I’m sure.

-      In that case, you know I will support you in everything. –Donghyun said.

-      Yeah, hyung. You know I will support you no matter what. –Kwangmin said still worried.

-      Now, let’s go home. I’m very tired. –Youngmin stood up and they went home.

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