CHAPTER 2

He drove his car until he reaches his place, he slump his tired body in his huge bed, in this kind of day He never failed to look back and think of her. He has everything in his hands, fame that he dreamed, popularity that exceeds his expectations, millions cheering and undying love.

Why he still feels so empty, so vacant that he always felt that he left himself or part of him, somewhere else in his life

Seven years ago that is, and next year it will be eight, how long will he do this counting??

Jaejoong pov

If only I can exchange fame, I will pick you, crazy isn’t it?

Why choosing you all of a sudden when I often ignored you?

When I repeatedly embarrassed you being a fool over your so called love to me?

Now I come to understand, I am the real fool between the two of us, It took seven years plus you out of my life for me to realize, how much I be fond of you, hence it wasn’t just a simple feeling that ended in liking, I go deeper, but afraid that to admit myself, afraid that I will facade an ocean of mockery from my so called elite of friends if they learned that I fall I love in a nerd like you,

They are blind for they never distinguish how beautiful you are behind those glasses, for I see those, all of those that you’ve said meant for me,

Can I also put half of that blame on you?

When you confess that you love me, I was surprise still,

But you didn’t gave me the chance to reply, instead you said these words,

“JUST LET ME LOVE YOU, I WON’T EXPECT ANY OF THAT FROM YOU IN RETURN, I JUST WANT TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL FOR YOU FOR NOW, PLEASE JUST LET ME?

 I WANT TO ENJOY THIS KIND OF FEELING, I WANT TO LIVE THIS MOMENT LIKE MY EVERYDAY IS THE LAST, I WANT TO CREATE THIS MEMORY THOUGH I AM NOT SURE IF I STILL CAN REMEMBER THESE EVERYTHING TOMORROW WHEN I WOKE UP, BUT HONESTLY YOU GAVE ME THOSE ENOUGH REASONS TO LIVE, A GOOD REASON TO CELEBRATE,

JUST LET ME FOLLOW YOU AROUND, JUST LET ME BE YOUR STALKER LIKE YOU NAME ME,,,,”

“BUT CAN YOU PROMISE ME ONE THING? I KNOW THIS IS SILLY TO ASK, BUT PLEASE NO MATTER WHAT,,

DON’T FALL IN LOVE WITH ME,,JUST WHAT I SAID LET ME JUST LOVE YOU”

You fake a laugh as you immediately defend yourself,

“YES, I AM REALLY STUPID, HOW WILL YOU LOVE ME? YOU ARE KIM JAE JOONG AND I AM JUST LEE HA NA,,”

I sigh,

Yes you are one of a kind stupid, stupid to cut me on that spot, who knows  you might received the answer you most wanted to hear,

But do you know what’s my most hated part on that confession of yours?

“DON’T FALL IN LOVE WITH ME,,”

Because that time I knew I already did.

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