It hurts

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Joon and Sanghyun's leaving had inflicted a deep wound onto the remaining three members. GO was depressed. He slowly fall into deep dark hole of his own emotional turmoil. Seungho was depressed. But he tried his hardest to keep his mask on. Hiding his pain because as a leader, he couldn't let himself to crumble down easily. Mir was depressed. Seeing his two hyungs like that caused the wound deepened and it hurt more than he could bear. They needed saving... they needed hero to take them away from their suffering... But, no one can save them. Not if they didn't want to be saved. So, the maknae took that responsibility. He will try to fix everything. He will... but, fixing shattered trust and wounded heart is never easy. And even if he can, it will still leave a big hideous scar that can easily bleed again in the future

Foreword

So.... this is all just fictional based on my wild (i mean really wild) imagination. I hope uri BLAQies didn't suffer like in this fic. (I still like Joon and Sanghyun. Don't get me wrong if somehow the two appear as bad character here. Hope not)

I won't update this until I finished my still ongoing fic, magic and I will most probably finish my new fic, prank  (after magic complete) first. Still, all this because of Mblaq's songs which pretty much make me cry for the whole week. Let's hope I can complete this fic and never fall into hiatus

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meemow123 #1
Chapter 38: ... I knew I couldnt resist and stay away for long T.T
I came back!!! Heee ... :)
Chapter 35 I got the most tunmy aches which means its the saddest?? Lol ...
Mireu's "RAT!!!" lol I cant believe the hyungs fell for it again XD
meemow123 #2
Chapter 38: Oh gods why am I so ...
I think this is likecthe twentieth time I have come back to read this fic. Lol ... All these feels are killing me .. >.<
This is so sweet and that ending YES it is absolute PERFECTION well done!!!
Weird ... Am I the only one who gets a weird little ache in my tummy very time I read a angsty or touching scene? It feels weirdly nice. O.O should I be freaked out??
XD
so touching this is the BEEEEEST!!!!! *thumbs up*
i_am_not_here
#3
You see that little number by the up-pointing arrow?
Take it and double it, triple it, times it by one million billion trillion zillion because if I could, I would do just that! Damn me not having an email so I can't upvote! But I subscribe!
I cried ... This is so heart-warming but so SAD ugh the tears won't stop ...
Poor Joon and Thunder they must've been going through a lot :'(
ok. Thank the holy chicken nuggets for the happy ending. Happy ending ... With so much angst but still a happy ending! Just how I like it!!! *grinning like an idiot*
well done you are so amazing and talented I cried at every single chapter (still am now ...) I broke the record, haha
pleeaseee make more fanfic like this cough-happy-ending-cough!! I would love you forever!
Hehehe ... This is a piece of art and should be published. :)
injeong
#4
Chapter 38: ... I read it again ... And I'm crying again ... And omg, that bromance. That.bromance. *nodding* I'm like YEEEEEEES!! There is rarely any good bromance these days ... *pouts* and your fic was the one that got me well and truly into MBLAQ ...
Did I mention that this is the perfect example of the fics I love to read? Angsty, scenes that make me cry, but that "LOOL" moments (Mir's "RAT!!!" bit ... Ah lol xDDDD), oh yeah, BROMANCE :D thank you so much for writing this, and good luck in da future!
Ps. Your karma, falling sick when you make MBLAQ sick. Coincidence? I think not xD >.< loool MBLAQ's guardian angel (namely, me) got angry, LOOOOL
xDDDD
Mir is too cute for his own good :") and Seungho, out lovely leader. Yayyyyyyyyyy ~ ^_^
milkyboy_khun
#5
Chapter 38: DAEBAAAAAAAAAK AUTHORNIM!!!!!! OHMYGOD THIS IS AMAAAAAAAZING!!!!!!
I love it so much, you are such a great writer ... Even though I only knew MBLAQ from like a week ago from their (aboely awesome) song This Is War, I still somehow miss them as OT5. *cries* Why did they leave?
And ohmygod Mir is such an adorable maknae!!!!!! Oww, such a sweetie =^_^=
Thank GOD they made up. They deserve a happy ending. I LOVE happy endings (but am a huge fan of angsty tragedies too tho ...)
well done (and now for my favourite saying)
you deserve a thousand cookies but since I can't do that have a nice big chunky comment instead.
<33333333 MBLAQ ot5 foreverrrrr ...
*sniffs* poor MBLAQ. I hope they never suffer that that in real life ...
Anyways well done authornim I will hope for more!! You are awesome!!
Mbk <33333333
blaqlady #6
Chapter 38: WOOWWWW DAEBAKKKKK!!!!!!!
alicianime
#7
Chapter 38: wooow, this fanfic made me cry so much that I finish it with the biggest smile ever
okay, what happened in this fic is SO possible to happen in real life that makes me sad think that we, as fans, wouldn't be able to help any from our fav idols even if we wanted (((just like kikwang tryed in the fic))) and maybe just hurt them even more asking the exmembers or the remain members miss each other. (if we're able to know what happen among them, 'cause we barely know their problems T.T)
and how auto-destructive an old friendship can be T.T
for a moment, I thought Seungho, seeing Mir situation, would be the one who fix everything but he only wasn't worse than GO. It's pretty fluffy how maknae line can be, how Thunder manage to understand the mute Mir while cycling. ugh. And GO, then Joon bad just made sick too ;A;
I'm so in love with 5MBLAQ again and again and again after this. I don't know if I should thank you or make a lot of compliments. maybe both.
lots of love ♥
oh, I almost forgot to comment about your writing. GOD, I recently get bored really fast with so descriptive writing and when the characters pass all the fic trying to solve only one problem, in this case, their broken friendship. But, I don't know what you got that addicted me to your fic. And there's one more thing, your habit to repeat the same sentence to intensify a feeling, (well, I don't know if this is bad in an major writer's(?) pont of view but) I loved it 'cause it really works on me. Maybe this solve why I was addicted to it, I was able to feel feelings with them by your writing(?????)
hnm... well... I think that's wall.
if I remember one more thing I want to comment I will just get back here. I can really let my thoughts about your fic pass away
bye '-'
ishimarumayu #8
Chapter 38: I love this story, I miss mblaq OT5
ainto87 #9
ive been crying quite a few timws throughoout the whole story :'))) i still hv some bitter feelings towards those two.. but i still love this story n tq sooo muchfor the happy ending :')))
RandomMaster27 #10
Chapter 38: That was one of the most well written fanfic stories I have ever read. I am so glad with the ending. YAY FOR HAPPY ENDINGS!!