Bridge to the soul

It hurts

GO walked into Mir's room. He saw the figure curled on the bed and padded his feet to the figure. Mir was back in the dorm last night. Eyes red and puffy and the maknae went straight into his room without a word.

GO sat on the edge of Mir's bed. He ran his fingers through Mir's silky locks. "I... I have to tell you something." He started in a quiet voice. He waited until Mir tilted his head a bit to peer into his dark orbs. He gave the youngest a small smile. "Remember two days ago when Seungho and I came home late?" Mir gave a small nod. "I kind of having a very painful throat all of sudden and Seungho took me to the hospital." Mir shot up immediately at the word hospital. "My throat isn't that healthy right now, that's why we have to shorten our promotion period. No worries though. It'll heal by time." He explained. Mir nodded again, his tense shoulders relaxed again. "Mir..." GO called and Mir looked up again. "You said your hand is always held out for me, right?" Mir blinked as GO hesitated until finally the older let out his sudden request. "Can I reach out now?"

Their eyes met and Mir wordlessly put out his hand and open it up with palm facing upwards for GO to hold. With a smile adorning his face, GO interwined his left hand with Mir's right hand tightly. 

"You know... You don't need to fix me all by yourself. It's better if we can heal together instead." GO started again, carding his free hands gently on Mir's bleached hair. "You can lean on me too." 

GO's every gentle gesture was reminding Mir of a mother. So, he became a son. A son that told his mother all of his problem. A son that seek for comfort. So, he told. He told GO his feeling right at this moment in one simple sentence. It was just a simple sentence but it explained every emotion swirling in his orbs. "I'm tired, hyung." Mir finally said after a seemingly very long silence. He felt GO's hand squeezed his own slightly.

"You are, aren't you..." It was a statement. A recognition that Mir finally able to expose his own vulnerable side. And now all three of them had let each of them see how broken their souls were. And the process of proper healing would finally start. "You want a safe fort to hide?" GO waited until Mir nodded and started to rearrange Mir's thick blanket and mattress and covered Mir under them as if it was another house for Mir. A safe ground for Mir. A nest for Mir to seclude himself. It might look childish but it worked because it made Mir felt like he was in another world and in this world, no one could hurt him. GO just stayed seated beside the bundled up Mir until he spoke again. "Want to go out anytime soon?" Mir shook his head. "Then, can I come in?" 

Mir didn't nod or say anything, but the maknae scooted a little until there was small limited space beside him and GO didn't waste any second longer and crawled into the nest he had built for Mir. They lied face to face in silence until Mir fall asleep first. GO found Mir's hand again and interwined them.

"This time, I'll protect you for sure."

 

○○○○○

 

Seungho peeked into Mir's room before he opened the door even wider when he saw two figures sleeping soundly on the bed. As he walked closer,a soft smile tugged on his lips at the sight. Mir and GO were sleeping on their sides, facing each other. Their hands interwined and lied in between them, on the pillow, acting like the bridge between the two souls and Seungho couldn't help but think that they could maybe now finally heal.

The leader yawned. Somehow, those mountain of thick blankets and mattress looked really comfortable. Grinning to himself, he crawled onto the bed and shamelessly squeezed himself into that little space in between his two group members. He put Mir's and GO's interwined hands over his chest and his own hands covered both the interwined hands. Now, another bridge was added and the three souls were connected.

 

 

Like this story? Give it an Upvote!
Thank you!

Comments

You must be logged in to comment
meemow123 #1
Chapter 38: ... I knew I couldnt resist and stay away for long T.T
I came back!!! Heee ... :)
Chapter 35 I got the most tunmy aches which means its the saddest?? Lol ...
Mireu's "RAT!!!" lol I cant believe the hyungs fell for it again XD
meemow123 #2
Chapter 38: Oh gods why am I so ...
I think this is likecthe twentieth time I have come back to read this fic. Lol ... All these feels are killing me .. >.<
This is so sweet and that ending YES it is absolute PERFECTION well done!!!
Weird ... Am I the only one who gets a weird little ache in my tummy very time I read a angsty or touching scene? It feels weirdly nice. O.O should I be freaked out??
XD
so touching this is the BEEEEEST!!!!! *thumbs up*
i_am_not_here
#3
You see that little number by the up-pointing arrow?
Take it and double it, triple it, times it by one million billion trillion zillion because if I could, I would do just that! Damn me not having an email so I can't upvote! But I subscribe!
I cried ... This is so heart-warming but so SAD ugh the tears won't stop ...
Poor Joon and Thunder they must've been going through a lot :'(
ok. Thank the holy chicken nuggets for the happy ending. Happy ending ... With so much angst but still a happy ending! Just how I like it!!! *grinning like an idiot*
well done you are so amazing and talented I cried at every single chapter (still am now ...) I broke the record, haha
pleeaseee make more fanfic like this cough-happy-ending-cough!! I would love you forever!
Hehehe ... This is a piece of art and should be published. :)
injeong
#4
Chapter 38: ... I read it again ... And I'm crying again ... And omg, that bromance. That.bromance. *nodding* I'm like YEEEEEEES!! There is rarely any good bromance these days ... *pouts* and your fic was the one that got me well and truly into MBLAQ ...
Did I mention that this is the perfect example of the fics I love to read? Angsty, scenes that make me cry, but that "LOOL" moments (Mir's "RAT!!!" bit ... Ah lol xDDDD), oh yeah, BROMANCE :D thank you so much for writing this, and good luck in da future!
Ps. Your karma, falling sick when you make MBLAQ sick. Coincidence? I think not xD >.< loool MBLAQ's guardian angel (namely, me) got angry, LOOOOL
xDDDD
Mir is too cute for his own good :") and Seungho, out lovely leader. Yayyyyyyyyyy ~ ^_^
milkyboy_khun
#5
Chapter 38: DAEBAAAAAAAAAK AUTHORNIM!!!!!! OHMYGOD THIS IS AMAAAAAAAZING!!!!!!
I love it so much, you are such a great writer ... Even though I only knew MBLAQ from like a week ago from their (aboely awesome) song This Is War, I still somehow miss them as OT5. *cries* Why did they leave?
And ohmygod Mir is such an adorable maknae!!!!!! Oww, such a sweetie =^_^=
Thank GOD they made up. They deserve a happy ending. I LOVE happy endings (but am a huge fan of angsty tragedies too tho ...)
well done (and now for my favourite saying)
you deserve a thousand cookies but since I can't do that have a nice big chunky comment instead.
<33333333 MBLAQ ot5 foreverrrrr ...
*sniffs* poor MBLAQ. I hope they never suffer that that in real life ...
Anyways well done authornim I will hope for more!! You are awesome!!
Mbk <33333333
blaqlady #6
Chapter 38: WOOWWWW DAEBAKKKKK!!!!!!!
alicianime
#7
Chapter 38: wooow, this fanfic made me cry so much that I finish it with the biggest smile ever
okay, what happened in this fic is SO possible to happen in real life that makes me sad think that we, as fans, wouldn't be able to help any from our fav idols even if we wanted (((just like kikwang tryed in the fic))) and maybe just hurt them even more asking the exmembers or the remain members miss each other. (if we're able to know what happen among them, 'cause we barely know their problems T.T)
and how auto-destructive an old friendship can be T.T
for a moment, I thought Seungho, seeing Mir situation, would be the one who fix everything but he only wasn't worse than GO. It's pretty fluffy how maknae line can be, how Thunder manage to understand the mute Mir while cycling. ugh. And GO, then Joon bad just made sick too ;A;
I'm so in love with 5MBLAQ again and again and again after this. I don't know if I should thank you or make a lot of compliments. maybe both.
lots of love ♥
oh, I almost forgot to comment about your writing. GOD, I recently get bored really fast with so descriptive writing and when the characters pass all the fic trying to solve only one problem, in this case, their broken friendship. But, I don't know what you got that addicted me to your fic. And there's one more thing, your habit to repeat the same sentence to intensify a feeling, (well, I don't know if this is bad in an major writer's(?) pont of view but) I loved it 'cause it really works on me. Maybe this solve why I was addicted to it, I was able to feel feelings with them by your writing(?????)
hnm... well... I think that's wall.
if I remember one more thing I want to comment I will just get back here. I can really let my thoughts about your fic pass away
bye '-'
ishimarumayu #8
Chapter 38: I love this story, I miss mblaq OT5
ainto87 #9
ive been crying quite a few timws throughoout the whole story :'))) i still hv some bitter feelings towards those two.. but i still love this story n tq sooo muchfor the happy ending :')))
RandomMaster27 #10
Chapter 38: That was one of the most well written fanfic stories I have ever read. I am so glad with the ending. YAY FOR HAPPY ENDINGS!!