“Dude what took you so long?” Vivi says as I go into the black van.

“Sorry, I was with my oppas.” I say as I sit myself down and recline the seat.

“Did you tell them that you are going to the US yet?” she asks.

“Yes…I did”

“Was Yong Hwa Oppa there?”

“No he was not.”

Vivi lets out a big sigh. I lay there confused on whether her sigh was a sigh of relieve or aggravation.

She pauses and looks at me with a blank expression before continuing, “You know you have to tell him eventually….”

I look at her with a sad expression. “I know. And I will. Just not now.”

“NO! NOW!” she yells.

“Okay! I will. The next time I see him I promise!”

She recollects herself. “Good because you know as much as I do that he loves you and he deserves to know.  Even if you guys are not together he deserves that much…”

“I know.” 

We fall into silence.