Main Characters:

Park Seul the Ulzzang as Han Seulmi

~ Quiet and innocent

~ Hates people that judge her without knowing her story

~ Full of love, care, and regret.

~ Currently Luhan’s best friend    

~ Junior in High School (11^th grade), 17 years old

EXO-K's Kai as Kim Jongin

~ Popular Kingka and admired by many

~ Hates annoying and fake people

~ Full of guilt and unexpressed love

~ Currently no one’s best friend but has lots of friends

~ Junior in High School, 17 years old

EXO-M's Luhan as Luhan

~ Very smart and calm

~ Hates when his best friend is upset and people that make her upset

~ Full of love and care

~ Currently Seulmi’s best friend

~ Transfer Student from Beijing, China

~ Junior in High School, 17 years old

Minor Characters:

Kwon Su Jeong the Ulzzang as Lee Jinah

(Comes later in the story)

~ Most Popular Queenka and admired by many

~ Popularity is priority & not academically smart

~ Well-known in Seoul for being a Model & Ulzzang

~ Junior in High School, 17 years old

Kang Su Ra the Ulzzang playing as Choi Sumin

~ Queenka for beauty and brain, admired by many

~ Very smart, top student in Seulmi's classroom

~ Currently Seulmi's Acquintance

~ Junior in High School, 17 years old

Prologue:

Han Seulmi.

Fine, I admit it. I was delusional. I actually thought that we would be together forever like how people have always dreamed. But no. How wrong I was… One day, we were basically inseparable, but on the next day, we suddenly become strangers. Is it a bad thing that I don’t know why? Because of Jongin, I became lonely, curious, and guilty. What did I do wrong, exactly? What happened that made us like this? He never told me.

I long for him. It seemed like he filled the gaps in my life, making me whole, whenever he was around. But now that he’s gone, am I incomplete?

But I’m just being selfish. Yes, I’m selfish. Because while knowing that I’m the only one who ever even wanted us to be best friends, yet I want him back? Maybe it’s all my fault after all.  There hasn’t been a single day that I have never felt guilty about myself.

Maybe I should just forget about him and relieve all this hurting. If he wants to ignore me, I will ignore him too. I can move on, right? Right?

Kim Jongin.

Dear Seulmi. She was my everything. No. She “is” my everything. She’s a person that can make my day without even trying. But I feel like I’m just burdening her. She gives her all to me just to be able to see me smile. And me? I don’t even know how I can ever repay her. Whenever I look in the mirror, I confess to myself that she deserves more than what I am and even if I want to, I can’t return all of her love and care. It’s like I’m getting all of that for free. I feel like I’m robbing her whenever she shows that she cares and I can’t even find a way to be good to her.

I only feel like I’m hurting her. I’m afraid that one day, she’ll break into pieces right next to me and I can’t even comfort her. Seulmi deserves better. So I left. I’d rather see her happier with someone else rather than burdened with me.

I couldn’t even tell her why I left. I wanted to thank her for everything and to tell her I’m sorry that I left. She has to know that I did it out of love.

Lu Han/ Luhan.

I transferred from Korea to China and I believe that it was the best thing that ever happened to me. When I came here, I found Seulmi. We met when she was instructed to show me around school. And through that, we became close. We became close enough that she told me about Jongin and how problematic it is for her now. I don’t understand why he would ever leave such an amazing person.

Because of this, she cries. Tears suddenly fall out from her eyes even at the happiest times. And it hurts to see her like this. It hurts me too. If I was here at the time he hurt her, I would’ve called my friend, Zitao, to kick him in the head.

I don’t want Seulmi to suffer anymore. I’ll give her all I can give. She doesn’t deserve this.