Painful Love
Love Found - Life MadeSoyeon and Qri were having a sweet moment in the sala without their baby. Giggling through their sweet laughs while having a soft and lovable skinship. Because of being busy with her husband's work, they don't often have this kind of moments together. Soyeon's laughs echos for no one in the sala except for them. Qri slowly leaning himself to Soyeon's, planning to capture her lips..but
"ehem!" someone interrupts it
Soyeon turns her head to her, then grins
Soyeon:"what?" she ask
Jiyeon:"this is not the place for you two to do that" she sigh "go to your room" then added
Soyeon didn't reply, instead she wrapped her arms around Qri's neck before giving him a quick peck on his lips.
Soyeon:"someone's jealous" then laughs
Jiyeon:"excuse me---"
Qri:"its not like prohibited right?" then burst to laughter
Jiyeon:"yah!" she shouted crossing her arms "youre disgusting" then pouts
Soyeon:"why won't you call your husband then?"
Qri:"i'm sure you miss him a lot"
No...don't say that. Its bitter of me to say this, but i actually dont missed him. Honestly.
Jiyeon:"he's busy.." she respond
Soyeon:"call him, can't you do that?" raising her eyebrows
Jiyeon:"ugh...its none of your business" she decides to leave these two for its so much sweety
Soyeon:"where are you going?" she ask
Jiyeon:"seeking for sugar free atmosphere?"
Qri:"haha! Jiyeon being Jiyeon again" he sighted "just make a baby already" then chuckled
Soyeon:"it would make you feel how beautiful being wife is" then smiles
Jiyeon turns her head to them. Why is everyone requesting them to make such baby? I know its part of marriage, like making our own family. But seriously, im not ready for this. Knowing the fact that i-- Aish! never mind! These two should not let me remind those things! It makes me sick.
Jiyeon:"shut up sso!" she shouted then leaves
Qri:"she's getting mad, she called you 'sso!' " he imitates her.
Soyeon:"ha-ha. that's cute of you"
Jiyeon went out from the hacienda. Closing her eyes to feel the fresh air, inhaling then exhaling. She then went to the terrace side, sits on the brown chair leaning her back to it. Crossing her legs while her right hand caresses her hair. Tomorrow she will be back to city again, which will make her nights solitude again. This past few days she was extremely happy, because of the fact that she can see him. The fact that she can be with him--- but in limited time. She has a new life with someone now, and she's thinking of it deeply. She thinks about how confusing her life is right now, whether to choose someone who loves her or someone she loves. I know that someone might get hurt if i chose the one i love--but..but haven't i hurted him a year already? Saying yes to him while he wore those sparkled diamond ring on me, saying i do in front of many people at the altar, how long will i fool myself? Myself from this blue marriage?
*Click*
Jiyeon turns her head as she heared some "clicking" sound nearby. She then let out a smile when she saw Hyomin, walking towards to her holding his DSLR camera with its sling hanging on his neck.
Hyomin:"looking good huh" he started
Jiyeon:"thanks" she said in low tone but actually, she was too happy to hear that from him that cause her to blushed
Hyomin:"where's your husband anyway? " he ask while slowly jiggling the camera's zoom ring
Jiyeon:"he's working" she said, meekly
Hyomin:"why wont you asks him to come here? so that oppa can see whose my sisters husband" then captures the nature view
Jiyeon:"i dont want to" she mumbled
Hyomin:"what?" still focus on his camera
Jiyeon:"can i just ask you something?" she changed the topic for she dont want to talk about Eunjung in front of him
Hyomin then puts his camera on the table. Stretching his arms before leaning his back against on the chair.
Hyomin:"sure"
Jiyeon:"have you ever loved someone?"
Hyomin didn't respond, he turns his head to her then sighs.
Jiyeon:"i mean, like...infatuation or something?" she ask again
Hyomin:"yep" he nods
Jiyeon:"that's great" she replied back, pouting
Hyomin:"but that was unfortunate" he added
Jiyeon:"why?"
Hyomin:"just some, you know, being such in a state of 'dumb'" then laughs
Jiyeon:"aish!" she reacts
It's quiet again. Jiyeon whose busy glancing at Hyomin whose closing his eyes trying to take a nap. She smiled, just by staring at him could make her day complete. Imagining how would it be if he was her husband? What it feels like to be with someone, who you truly love smiling at you saying sweet words? Maybe it does feel great, like what i felt today. Those warm lips of him that i can still feel, when will i be able to touch it again?
What am i thinking again?
I should let him go..
I should..
But i can't..
Jiyeon:"oppa, can you teach me how to capture a right angle?" she ask, making Hyomin opened his eyes
Hyomin:"sure!" he respond
Jiyeon then grab the camera while Hyomin went closer to her. Explaining how to take a good shot while taking photos. What angles will it be to have a nice shot, choosing the background or the lights on it. Jiyeon was amaze by him, he was a professional indeed.
Hyomin:"you should adjust the zoom and the focus ring---" he pauses when he accidentally held Jiyeon's hand
Jiyeon:"o..okay?" she replied, slowly turning her head to him but
but it was so close to hers so she turned away, blushing. His breath touches mine, his stares meets mine like i don't want to turned away, just wanted to look at it.
Hyomin:"sorry, so if you got the right angle, you should adjust the ring, then capture!" he then let go of his hand then sits back on the chair besides Jiyeon.
Jiyeon:"should i try?" she ask, hovering his camera
Hyomin:"yeah sure" he agrees
Jiyeon slowly change her position to get the right angle. She was looking at the farm, green surroundings with the beautiful blue sky. She tried to adjust the camera, trying to capture a nice shot.
Hyomin:"you can capture me if you want" he grins
Jiyeon:"eh?" he presses the click button then turns her head to Hyomin
Hyomin smiled, ready to be captured. His photogenic smile, and his eyesmile follows, makes my heart beats fast again. Why was my life got thrilled whenever i saw it from him? Everyone has those eyesmiles and beautiful smiles, but why is it...why its only him can make my heart pound like this? Why was he, the person who made me cry, is the only one can make me happy? Why is that?
Hyomin:"yah! im getting numb here smiling, capture it already" he complaints
Jiyeon:"s-sorry!" she then captured his priceless smile
Jiyeon showed him what she got. Hyomin laughs sarcastically, like, he did it on purpose
Jiyeon:"why the hell are you laughing?" she ask, giving him a death glare
Hyomin:"nothing" he cleared his throat "its just that no matter what angle, im still good" then giving her a thumbs up
Jiyeon:"stop day dreaming!" she reacts
Hyomin laughs again, making Jiyeon a little bit pissed off. Jiyeon set her attention to his camera, viewing some photos he got. He really is indeed a nice photographer, like all he captures are all priceless shot ones. Hyomin stood up, slowly went closer to Jiyeon again.
Hyomin:"want to have a photo together?" he requested as he show her his lovable gaze
Jiyeon:"sure!" she immediately response. Why would she refuse it then?
Hyomin takes his camera, seeking for a good angle for them to have a nice photo. Jiyeon leaned in to him, she was interrupted with his scent again. It really does make her insane. Not realizing, Jiyeon put her right hand around Hyomin's waist then smiles at the camera.
Hyomin:"done~" he spoke out and show it to Jiyeon
Jiyeon:"woah, it looks nice" she smile brightly
Hyomin:"you look blooming?"
Jiyeon:"me?"
Hyomin:"why?"
Jiyeon stared at him, they were busy to capture their nice shot not knowing they were almost likely hugging each other. Hyomin looks at her eyes too, while he notice she's been staring at him, all the time. Hyomin smiled, moving his hands on Jiyeon's face then gently kisses her forehead. Jiyeon widened her eyes, she can't believe what Hyomin had just done.
Why is he doing this to me? Do you know how it feels like to be kissed by someone who i really treasure a lot? Like, why why why why why??!!! why is he doing this to me?
Hyomin then giggled and hugged Jiyeon whose in a shock not even saying anything. She closed her eyes, trying to believe everything. Like is this a dream? Why do i feel like it is?
Hyomin:"my jiyeonnie~~~ youre still as jiyeon as you are" then poked her head
Jiyeon:"y-yah!" she pulled her self from him, and she regretted it
Hyomin:"you should visit my exhibit sometimes, okay?"
Jiyeon:"a-ahmmm...y-yeah s-sure" she replied, stuttering
Hyomin:"let me hug you again" he wrinkled his nose "i miss my sister so much" then laughs
How i wish he mean everything he had just said today. How i wish....
Maid:"madam, your husband is here" she spoke out, making Hyomin turned his head to her
Jiyeon didn't even moved, like she really liked the way she felt while her oppa hugging her like this. She even hugged him tightly, not wanting to let him go. Her thoughts got distracted when Hyomin patted her head then starts to retorts..
Hyomin:"hey kiddo, your husband is here" he whispered
Jiyeon pulled herself from him, turned her head to Eunjung whose getting out from his car, turns her head to Hyomin again, whose in front of her smiling. She looks down, and saw how tight Hyomin held her hands. It is warm, she liked it a lot. Right after she let go, smiling at her husband.
Jiyeon:"youre here" she starts
Eunjung:"yeah, i have time to" then grins
Eunjung went closer to her, giving her a small kiss on her cheek. He then hugged his wife then glances at the person whose at the back, still smiling.
Eunjung:"who is he?" he asked
Jiyeon:"ah yes~" she respond "his Hyomin, his my childhood friend but i treated him likely as oppa" she smiled introducing Hyomin to Eunjung
Eunjung:"oh hi! im Eunjung! " he stretched out his arms trying to have a shake hands with him
Hyomin:"im Hyomin, nice to meet you" then lightly shook his hands
This is awkward. It really is awkward.
Jiyeon:"we should have some meal together, the others are in the sala" she requested, grabbing her husbands hands
Eunjung:"thats great!"
Hyomin followed them. Letting his camera hang off on his neck again then slowly went in to the hacienda.
Soyeon, Qri and her uncle greeted Eunjung for coming. The maids prepared something for their meal together, then started some warm conversation as they talk about their business talk and their individual jobs. The others were happy, except for Jiyeon. She don't know why but she suddenly felt it. Maybe because she won't have time with Hyomin, but she'll be going back to city anyway so she just let out a sigh. With her unwanted feeling.
Night came, Jiyeon was in her room's terrace. Observing the moon again, observing her night started to get isolated again. She smiled bitterly, looking down. She then raise her eyebrows as she saw Hyomin, whose waving his hands at her. And he is still holding his camera. Is he that obsessed to his camera?
Jiyeon:"op---" she wanted to call him, but someone interrupts it.
It's Eunjung, who slowly backhugged her.
Eunjung:"why are you here, its cold" he ask
Jiyeon:"jus wanted to feel the breeze" then she smiled
Eunjung:"we should sleep now, im tired" he pouted
Jiyeon:"it doesn't suit you, dont act cute" she giggled, but in a forcely way
Eunjung let her go, making her faced him. her hair then slowly presses his lips against hers. He closed his eyes as to feel her warm and sweet lips, but to Jiyeon, shes not. Her eyes were widely open. Because she was imagining, imagining that it was Hyomin, kissing her right now. How i wish you were him, in front of me, smiling at me then hugging me. Jiyeon gently pulled herself, she was really disgusted by herself. She then looks at the place where Hyomin was standing but...
but she saw him, strolling away.
Did he perhaps saw it?
I don't want him to see it.
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hi guys!!! another chapter again!! >.< is it a bit boring? let me know xD hope you'll like this one though :) thank you so much for reading <3
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