29.09.2014-03.10.2014

I visited the bubble tea shop again on Monday, hoping that Squishy would be there. But who am I kidding? He’s gone, and god knows when he’ll return.

I met a new friend though – he is Squishy’s replacement at the shop. He was definitely taller than Squishy, and had killer dimples. I never got to find out his name though. Maybe I should ask for it tomorrow.

So I worked up the courage and asked for dimple boy’s name. Said his nickname is Lay, like the potato chips brand (though he didn't like the joke I made). His real name is Yixing though, and he originated from China. Wonder why he travelled so far away from his home.

Today is also the day Squishy said he was leaving. Don't know if that’s true and I have no way of proving it anyway.

It’s Wednesday and he officially left the group. He even changed his number. It’s like he wants to forget about everything he had here.

Why was I so impulsive to break off my relationship with him? We- No, I could have at least tried to work towards a common goal we both wanted. Now it’s all just empty talk.

Thursday is when I expect Kai’s silly antics. I honestly thought he would tease me and Lay, but he didn't. Probably thought I wasn't ready to take that kind of jokes yet.

Lay wasn't used to how Jongjae bickered over every little thing, because he was complaining about how they are disturbing everyone around them, especially during the peak of their arguments, where one of them would scream. Then it all dies down after that, with them making out occasionally at the corner.

Now Kai works on Fridays as well. Said he needed extra money for something he was planning for the future. I’m glad he is concerned about his future. Oh no now I sound like a mother.