All right, so... I suppose this is going to be my first official fanfic. Yay. Anyway, right off the bat I would like to clear a few things up, such as yes, this is a guyXguy fanfic, I don't own any of the boys or other characters linked to SM (guess that's necessary to say), and my first and only language is English, so I better do a damn good job when it comes to grammar XD (I'm human though, so pardon future mistakes. They're bound to happen.) The second order of business is to expain the two disorders Kibum has in this story as it will save both you and me trouble in the long run.

Kibum's first disorder is one of the two he possess from the cluster A personality disorders called poranoid personality disorder. The symptoms include asive distrust/suspicion of others and their motives, an unjustified belief that others are trying to harm/deceive you, an unjustified suspicion of the loyalty/trustworthiness of others, hesitance to confide in others due to an unreasonable fear that others will use the information against you, perception of innocent remarks/nonthreatening situations as personal insults/attacks, angry/hostile reactions to precieved slights/ insults, a tendancy to hold grudges, and an unjustified, recurrent suspicion that a spouse or ual partner is unfaithful. Lovely, right? But, oh, how the list of Kibum's issues goes on,

Kibum's second disorder is schiziod personality disorder. The symptoms include a lack of interest in social or personal relationships prefering to be alone, a limited range of emotional expression, an inability to take pleasure in most activities, an inability to pick up normal social cues, an appearance of being cold/indifferent to others, and little to no interest in haviong with another person. Kibum's symptoms are everything underlined (you don't need all the symptoms to be diagnosed with either of the two disorders). I figured that basically turning him into the opposite of who he's said to be (an outgoing social butterfly) was a nice switch up. Correct me if I'm wrong (won't change anything if you do :D). 

I would like to point out that this story is going to take the realistic side of these disorders. He's not going to be somehow magically cured by the end of this story. The sad fact is that personality disorders are with you for life. Some handle it better than others but it's still permanent. I know, boo, I . I know this is just a bunch of word vommit but, hey, it is important in relation the the story. I suppose I'll shut up and just show you what they look like in this story now XD

Mmm, dem faces XD

Should I rate this M for language? Is that M worthy?Idk. So... yup. Sorry for what may be a useless forward. Hey sometimes you got to learn a little to fully appreciate why someone is borderline crazy. Oh, one last thing! Do not even get your hopes up for . Sorry sweathearts, but I am not running the risk of my parents catching me writing . may very well be implied, though, so you can use your own imaginations (I know, that's hard XD).  If there are any mistakes, F you, it's two in the morning(jk). Oh, God, clicking save. How nerve wracking. First chapter will most likely be posted soon!