You walk into your room slowly, put away your key on your study table sighing before land straight away on your comfy mattress covered with blue bubbly pattern~

With your bagpack still clung on your back, you close your eyes and start thinking on what to decide..fail to think you then sit on the bed, pulling out your bag pack and let it lie on your lap..

“I wanna go there this weekend but then mom asked me to help sis with her homework..but if I’m not going there,someone is not gonnna talk to me anymore..” you sigh then..

Picking up your phone, you call ha neul..

After few ringing beep, the line is connected..

“hye babe..”

“hye hana,what’s up?” ha neul ask

“ha neul,what time is your flight this weekend?”

“oh.. I’m not sure yet.. why?”

“hurm.. I need to help my sis with her homework..my mom insisted.. so, I was like thinking to keep up with you after that~” you voice out

“but its ok if..” you sigh

“hana.. can you please just ignore others?”

“I hope I can,but its my mom who called me,you know me when it comes to my mom..”

“so, what time will you be free later on that day, I can let yoochun oppa know later..”

“you don’t have to~ I’ll try my best to be there according to your schedule..it’s me who wanna keep up with you remember?”

“ok,I’ll make it to 7 in the evening.. is it ok?”

“ok.. I’ll be there.. yoochun is coming to pick you up?”

“yeah,you know jae when it comes to this thing,he want me to be there as soon as I can..”

“hahhaa.. yeah,I’m fully aware of that..” you chuckled

“ok,I’ll see you then..” the line went off

@special1004 hubby,I’m gonna be there this weekend, which I hope so..that I’m gonna make it because I need to help sooyoung with her homework first #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 *sigh*I’m so tired but still I have to keep up with the pace that this life gave to me..*hugs* lend me some of your strength ok~ I love you~~ #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 how I wish I can see you for even a while when I’m there.. I miss you so badly~~ #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby what are you doing? Are you doing fine today?  I haven’t see any update about you today.. so,kinda worried..you are doing fine right? #imissyouloveyou

Done typing that,you went for a hot shower..come out from the bathroom with a bath robe,you make your way to your lappy on the table and scroll down your timeline..

“ah! Finally an update~~” you giggles when you see one of the fan base uploaded SUKIRA pictures today..

Giggling,you click on the link but frown when you see the picture..

“OMG! What happen? He didn’t look well~ he look so… sick.. yah hubby vegure??” you worried.. as you saw all the photo, tears rolled down to your cheek..

You cant take it anymore… you scroll up your time line and shoot up straight before you start spamming his mention box.. you cant help it but to cry when you see all of his pic that night..

He look… sick, tired, sleepless, sad and HURT?

You don’t know why, you wonder why…

@special1004 hubby what’s wrong?you look sick.. you are not looking fine..you look sick.. hubby what’s wrong.. I keep on asking you to take care but T_T #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby you look so exhausted,please.. I beg you..TAKE CARE! I cant..see you like this.. my heart hurt! Y_Y *hugs* #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 I keep on telling you to please take care of yourself..why?what happen..? *big bear hug* #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 you know that I’ll always be here for you~lean to me if you feel tired,cry on my shoulder if you feel sad..i’ll be here for you.. #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 no matter how you try to fake that smile,I can still see your sorrow.. what happen? Hubby jebal… take care.. my heart cant bear it to see you like this #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 I don’t care how will people look at me when they see my tweet like this..all that I ever care is you..hubby please take care!! *hug* #imissyouloveyou

your small sob turn to be heavy and soon you burst into tears soon but still you didnt turn away from your lappy.. you are still tweeting him~your heart hurts too much seeing him like this

@special1004 hubby I’m so sorry.. jeongmal mianhae!i know that I didn’t tweet you like I always do this few days..i’m just too busy~ mianhae! T_T #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 but hubby please..TAKE CARE! Be happy.. smile always.. you are my strength..you know that I’ll always be smiling if you are right? So, please~ #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby please..be fine,take care of your health..i’ll always be here for you.. #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 oh,sukira ended..hubby get some rest before you go on with your other schedule,please take care! *big tight hug* #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby.. lets be here for each other ok.. I’ll always be here for you.. please~ take care! I love you~ #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 may tomorrow be a better day for us,may tomorrow brings out our best smile ok? *hug you tight**give you all my strength and take away all your misery* #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby nighty nightzz,my class at 9 tomorrow and now is half past 2 here,I don’t even know times walk this fast,I’m just worried about you #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby,promise me ok? That you’ll be fine and you’ll always be happy.. *hug* #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby jalja! *hugs* lets give out our best smile to the world ok? Love yah! xD PLEASE!! TAKE CARE!! #imissyouloveyou

@special1004 hubby! Its 12 001^st! chukahae!!! *hugs* happy anniversary~ <3 #imissyouloveyou sleep well~

My baby night,please hug @special1004 tightly so that he’ll feel comfy and have a good sleep tonight ok~ I just love him so much, please take care of him for me~

You tweet your last one before falling asleep on your bed~ with the stained tears~

hye everyone~~ SORRY SORRY SORRY!!! *dance to sorry sorry song*

mianhae!! jeongmal jeongmal mianhae!!!

i'm so sorry for this late update..

i'm too busy lately...

but yeah,now i'm having hols~~

so yah.. will update more..

mian!! x)

welcome to new readers~~ :)

feel free to comment~~ kamsahamnida~~

so yeah, stay tuned.. gonna update soon..

p/s:its double post today!!! heee~~ :)