The drive to DBSK’s guesthouse has been so quiet.. Leeteuk drive at a steady speed while his head keep on replaying what did he saw last night.. he just lost in his own thought.

“I know yunho well, he won’t do something like that to just anyone.. he love her..”

“although I know that yunho wont go against men’s rule about getting to his buddy’s girl, but.. who knows..” he monologue

You on the other side wander in your own thought about key’s confession..

Little did you know that leeteuk is thinking about yunho.

“what should I do about this thing?”

“what if things get worse after this?”

“what if hubby knows about this?” you monologue

You slowly turn away and gaze at leeteuk’s face.

unknowingly you smile, sneaking you arm around his right and rest your head on his shoulder.

“what is it bubbly?” he lean his head and kiss your forehead

You just sigh..

“you always tell me what is it there disturbing your thought through twitter but now that you didn’t, I’m sad..” he said slowly

“I’m sorry..” you whisper slowly and close your eyes..

Unknowingly, a tear drops fall from your eyes onto his hand..

He immediately pull to the side and stop.

You didn’t dare to raise your head up and look at him, you didn’t know why but you just feel fragile and you always feel like leaning to him, like he’s giving you strength to open up..

you are not the kind of girl who can just open up to everyone doesn’t matter how close you are.

But towards him.. you just feel so weak and you want to open up to him.

“bubbly what’s wrong? Huh?” he unclasp his seatbelt and turn to you, holding your chin up and look into your eyes but you on the other hand can’t look into his eyes

 “what if she want a break up?”

“what if she fall for yunho now and get away from me?” he start to panicked when his mind rambles

“bubbly.. you know that you can always tell me everything right?” he cup your face and make you look at him

You nod.. unknowingly, you hug him tight, making him startled a bit at first but then he relief a sigh and holds you tighter in his arm, making you feel all warm and comfy and.. safe..

You then pull away and look at leeteuk intensely, then you lean forward and kiss him

Leeteuk who’s shocked worried more.

“I love you..” you said

“I love you too..” he reply

You smile then “we’ll be late, better start moving now or jaejoong oppa will be angry..” you said as you hold his hand tight in yours

Leeteuk puzzled. But continue to drive as he put on back his seatbelt

“something is wrong, but she wont tell me..” he sigh a bit

DBSK’s guesthouse:

“hyung.. are you not going to talk about anything or ask them anything about their relationship?” yoseob literally follows jaejoong everywhere he goes while getting ready for the party. When jae didn’t say anything, he follow him into his room where yoochun and yunho are.

The tensed atmosphere sent a so-not-good-vibe to jaejoong which is went he noticed that something is wrong with yunho.

“are you guys talking about ha neul-dongwoon relationship? Yah hyung I know right! We should really talk to him and her and make things clear and everything..” yoseob talk non-stop

“yah, stop being so over protective, it’s a good thing that she get into a relationship..” yoochun said, being a cool man he is

“what hyung? It is so not cool you know!” junsu interrupt as he get into the room

“yah hyung, can we stop? guests are here and its been half past 7~come on and lets the part start” changmin said as he leave for the hall.

“we’ll talk about ha neul’s tomorrow, for now.. lets not be OVER protective..” yoochun said as he pat yoseob’s shoulder, he pout

Yoseob then go out with junsu while keep on chattering with each other about ha neul’s relationship

“what’s wrong yunho? I noticed you..” jaejoong lean on to his cupboard

“nothing..” he try to walk out but jaejoong stop him

“I know about you liking hana but you know she’s with leeteuk hyung and you know it better than me what this could lead you to.. and.. she love him.. not you!” jae said sarcastically

Yunho glare at jaejoong and push his hand off from his shoulder

“but I love her!”

“things wont work if you are the only one who loves her! Get yourself composed jung yunho! You are gonna get hurt!” jaejoong practically yell

“I’ll make her love me then..” yunho then walked off

Jaejoong pissed off, throwing his punch into thin air.. he then leave the room to the hall, little did he know, heechul were there, right beside jae’s door frame and he heard everything..

“no matter what, don’t anyone hurt her.. hurt her and I’ll hurt you” he said while walk away

Being hand-in-hand with leeteuk, you feel happy and stronger than other.. both of you walks in and start approaching others, the atmosphere is so happening, the DJ is on hip-hop’s mode..

“hana!” yoseob approach you

“yoseob oppa!” you giggles and hug him

“yoseob oppa?” you turn only to find Beast’s beside you.

“since when did you call yoseob, yoseob oppa?” Junhyung asked

“you guys are here?” you shocked

Yoseob grin and nod indicating that they knew the truth now..

you chuckles “glad to meet all of you here!” you shook their hands

“oh, let me introduce you guys to each other..” you hold leeteuk’s hand and bring him forward

“hubby.. this is Beast my classmate and guys this is Leeteuk..”

“nice to meet you guys, by the way, my real name is park jungsoo, hana’s boyfriend..” all of them gasp

Dujun stiffened..

“noona! Jinja?” dongwoon run to your side and hold your hand

You smile and nod.

“hubby, this is dongwoon..” they shook hand

“Gikwang, hyunseung, junhyung, yoseob which is DBSK and haneul’s brother”

“I know, I saw him at NB before..”

“nice to meet you hyung..” yoseob said

“and this is Dujun..”

“nice to meet you..” leeteuk said, he held out his hand but Dujun just look at him and you, expressionless

“your face expression turn flat..” you said

Dujun then shook leeteuk’s hand and walk away

“ish.. that cold-blooded..” you whisper

“so, he’s your so-called cold-blooded?” leeteuk lean close to you, grinning

You look at him “he’s nothing cooler than me..” he smirk

“conceited..” you lightly slap his shoulder

You walk and find DBSK “jaejoong oppa!!!! Happy birthday!” you hug jaejoong and everyone laugh when jae is about to fall results from the impact when you practically jump to him

“yah.. spare my brother..” ha neul come to you with a big grin..

“babe..” you guys greet each other

“hello everyone..”

“G.NA baby!” jaejoong shout making everyone’s attention turn to him hugging one y lady..

“oh.. its G.Na unni..” ha neul said and brings you forward introducing you to each other..

You smile to the flawless-Goddess look like beauty in front of you.. that’s when leeteuk come up, holding your waist..

“hi G.Na.. nice to meet you here..”

“oh.. leteuk oppa.. you are here as well..” they shake hand

“and so.. this is your girlfriend..” she point to you

“proudly present her to you.. yes she is..” everyone laugh at leeteuk’s humor

“lets cut cake..” Junsu said.. Jaejoong nodded and everyone gather around the table, singing happy birthday song, jaejoong make a wish before he blow the candle and cut the cake.

“noona..” you turn to see key and the rest of Shinee

“oh.. key..” everyone spread around leaving both of you in the middle..

“I want to talk to you..” with a cold serious tone, key drag you outside..

“kim kibum.. you are hurting me by holding me like that..” you flinched at the pain

“noona.. why are you still with him?” he barked

“what do you mean by that?” you puzzled

“noona.. I’m seriously going crazy… what is it that he have that I didn’t? I love you more than he does.. I stay by your side longer than he did.. I.. practically do everything in my life for the whole time for you..thinking of you.. cant you return my feeling to me? Cant you see it?”

“key.. look.. I’ve always thought of you as my best-bestie and my lovely brother.. yes.. I do love you.. but its not like what did you feel for me…” you try to wriggle your hand free from his tight grasp

“but why? Why does it have to be him? Why cant it be me? Why don’t you look at me as a guy instead of as your brother..? why?” key turns to be more aggressive.. he pull you close to him..

And when you look into his eyes.. you were scared.. this is the same look that he had in his eyes when you first met him 2 years ago..

“key.. kim kibum.. get back to yourself.. don’t be like this.. this isn’t you..” you just knew that thing is going wrong again for him

“I don’t care..  you are mine..” key drag you away with him..

If there’s a time when you scared of key the most.. it will be like this time when he’s not himself..that is exactly why you never let key being so angry.. because he turn to be not himself when he is..

“key.. let me go.. please..” you beg but you know its not gonna work now.. the person that’s dragging you right now is not key..

“yah kim kibum.. where are you going..? with her?” you turn around to find dujun at the side

“hyung… why are you here? Just freaking get your back to where did you come from..” key hissed..

His hand which grasping to your wrist shook out of anger..

“I will.. with her..” dujun walks forward and hold key’s arm.. trying to break free his grasp on your hand but realize that key will just tightened his grasped and you are in pain

“what are you two doing with my girl?” leeteuk came..

“hubby..” leeteuk can clearly seen how scared you are..

“two of you.. back off.. none of you can call noona your girl.. because she’s mine..” key flaunt his hand free off dujun..

You whince to the pain

“you are hurting her!” leeteuk barked

Key turns to you with his longing eyes… he just stare on you

“key ah.. its true.. you are.. hurting me..” tears trickled down your face

“I’m… noona.. I’m..” tears forming in his eyes..

“NO!” he suddenly scream.. “all of you are tricking me because you want to take her away from me.. I’m not that stupid..” he yell

“kim kibum!”

“yoon DUJUN! Don’t think that I’m a fool! I know that you are staying back where my noona at since the past 2 years because you freaking know that I’m in love with her!”

All of you gasped..

“don’t.. anyone… dare to get near to us.. noona is mine..” when he’s about to drag you out, dujun stab a syringe to key’s right arm

Key slowly turn to dujun…with a fazed eye.. “hyung..” is all that he said before slowly drapping down.. dujun hold him in his hand..

Leeteuk run and get you.. holding you tight in his embrace..

“are you okay?” he worriedly examine you now red-bruised wrist..

“will he be okay..?” you asked

“he should be..” dujun simply answer.. he then lift key up in his arm,walking away but stop halfway..

“we really need to talk later..”

You nodded then.

“yoon dujun… you are back..” G.Na appeared out of nowhere…

Dujun’s gaze turns dark..if there’s someone that he don’t want to meet the most.. it will be her..

“what is actually happening? Who is that cold-blooded guys of yours actually? Why does key called him hyung? And what’s with the thing that key love you?” Leeteuk rumbles out all of the question that has been playing in his head since before..

“I’ll explain in to you hubby but for now.. key need me..” you turn to walk but leeteuk pull you

You whince to the pain when he accidentally grasp your painful wrist..

“I wont let you go.. you could hurt.. or more..” leeteuk cold stare giving you thousand of meaning.. you sigh then

“I don’t know what’s actually happening but I wont let anyone hurt you or take you away from me.. even if I have to turn back being the old badass me..” leeteuk’s monologue

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