August 2012

After so many performances, I got used to our little routines. I would sit down and relax, and your fingers and brushes would dance across my face.

And we would talk. We talked about anything and everything. Endless of conversations would flow between us but thinking about it now, I can’t exactly pinpoint what we actually talked about.

But you always left me with this heartfelt and warm feeling. It was… nice.

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Sometimes it feels like I could tell you everything; other times I told you nothing at all. But you seemed to understand them all the same. Is this what they mean by a soul mate?

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Chaerin-ah, do you like my music?

Hmm…it’s okay.

Only okay?

Uh-huh. Otherwise oppa will get too arrogant.

And you smiled with that twinkle of mischief in your eyes.

Hmpf. Seriously though: what does listening to my music remind you of?

Hm, how do I say it? Oppa’s music is distinctively your own style, your own creation. It’s like a reflection of you.

So…you like listening to it?

It’s inspiring.

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November 2012

And so, for a while, as the months passed on, everything was great. Opportunities came knocking, chances were given. I took a different approach, more of a backseat, if you would. I was still creating music, but leaning more towards the production role.

How do I put it?

It was a whole new world. It was fascinating.

It was at that exact moment I felt as though there were endless creations and possibilities awaiting me. I felt like I had this incredible power to create music.

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I was happy.

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Vividly, I remember asking you to listen to my music. Somehow, I wanted you to listen to my creations. I wanted to know: what did you think of it? There wasn’t a real reason behind it, just an unknown kind of impulse. An instinct.

I think now that instincts can be quite magical. 

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A/N: Hey there, I know that this update is short, sorry about that! ><
But it's short for the fabulous reason that the next will be alot longer! I'm doing to like an update every two days, as much as I can. 

Also, for this story, I'll be keeping it semi-realistic, as much as what I feel Jiyong would say/how he would act. On a sidenote, I do appreciate comments. And, thank you for reading :))