Clumsy Saranghae author: GShMe   *** This story is Fictional. Any resemblance to anything is purely out of imagination and wishful thinking xDDD ***   Chapter 42: Don't Leave Me   NARRATION taemin: sherina asked me when our deal was going to end ... the moment she said that, i felt something heavy hit my stomach ... like someone punched me so hard, i couldn't breathe ... my heart felt like it was being pierced by knives too ... i didn't understand why i felt that way but a few seconds later, i couldn't take the pain anymore and broke down ... i dont really like crying but for some reason, my tears wouldn't stop, no matter what i did ....................... w-who is sherina to me? since when did she have the power to render me weak and crying like this? ............ d-do i ...... do i love her?  END OF NARRATION    *onew and key were surrounding sherina, trying to calm her down but was failing ...   sherina: (still crying - muffling her cries with her arms and hands) key: (worried) d-dont cry, sherina ... please ... onew: (gentle voice) remember what i said before? ... no one is really prettier when they cry ... so stop crying now, ok? ok?  sherina: (cries become softer but still did not look up) key: you know, sherina ... relationships are very complicated ... couples fight then get back together then fight again (gently smiles while her hair) onew: yeah, misunderstandings are always meant to be cleared up ... sherina: o-oppas ... (voice muffled through her arms) i-i made him mad ... i angered taemin ... he probably hates me now ... how could i be so stupid! key: aigoooo ... no, it wasn't your fault ... you're both probably just tired from shooting the entire day thats why it's gotten you guys cranky ... please, sherina ... dont cry anymore   *in the other room, where minho and jonghyun were calming taemin down ...   taemin: (sobs) she said she wanted to end the deal already ... she said we were only like this because of our deal ... well, its not like that! i've NEVER looked at her as someone i was using! jonghyun: (patting taemin's back) do you want me to tell you why she mentioned that? taemin: (looks at jonghyun) you know the reason, hyung? jonghyun: (sighs deeply) this is EXACTLY why we asked you to make your relationship official already! ... sherina LOVES you, taemin ... not as a fan, but as a girl ...  minho: and you love her too ... taemin: (startled) i-i LOVE her!? i dont-- minho: stop denying it, taemin (serious face) ... if you really dont have any feelings for her, then explain why do you think you're crying right now ... explain why you got hurt and scared that she threatened to leave you just now ... explain why you said you are relieved of stress when you're with her ... explain why you're always so happy and smiling when you're around her ...  taemin: (silenced) ... jonghyun: if you dont want her to leave, you have to tell her ... you have to let her know ...   *back to sherina, onew and key ...   key: you know, taemin is always so dense and sometimes doesn't think before he speaks ... whatever you fought about, im sure you'll resolve it ... sherina: (lifts her head) onew: (wipes away her tears) ... you two just need a simple talk, sherina ... everything will be fine ... (smiles at her) sherina: w-why are you so kind to me, oppas? ... key: hmmm? ... what do you mean? sherina: im just a girl who came into your lives out of nowhere! ... an annoying fan who suddenly gets to be around you guys up close! ... weren't you the LEAST bit suspicious that taemin introduced me as his girlfriend so suddenly? onew and key: (look at each other then at sherina - smiles) key: i'll tell you who you are .......................... you are sherina megumi, our maknae's sunflower ... we don't need any other explanation than that ... sherina: (surprised and touched at the same time) ... oppa ...   *taemin had already stopped crying ... he, jonghyun and minho were sitting o