Ours lips couldnt separate, since the moment Yixing caught me kissing him in the movies, to the point we were opening the front door of my home. the fire we had inside was burning fast, the days we werent together came back to us. i open the door as my lips are still attach to Yixing's "lets go upstairs" i say as i try to get some air to my lungs. Yixing takes my jacket off nodding to my resquest.

My hands start to rub every part of his body, trying to memorize every detail. every possible detail "help me with my clothes" Yixing says to me as we try to walk up the stairs. i separate my lips from his lips and i take his shirt off.

i decide not to leave it on the floor in case my parents might come back early. he tries to take my shirt off, but i wasnt making it easy for him "shower" Yixing opens the door of my room, making us both fall to the floor "what?" "is time to shower" Yixing smirks, he gets up quickly as he helps me stand up. we enter the restroom and we couldnt stop looking at each other.

this was it, the first time that we would look at ourself . even when i had already seen Yixing before "is something wrong?" he ask "no, is just this is my first time" Yixing stops taking his clothes off, and he smiles at me "we dont have to do anything" but that was the case, i did want to do it. i want Yixing to taste every part of my body

i want him to see me as iam, i want to be one with him. for a moment i want to be his "just dont make it hurt" Yixing slowly starts to take the rest of my clothes, he was so tender with me while my skin was burning for him, he knows just how to touch me and kiss me. he continues to read my mind, every step of the way.

we enter the shower, turning the hot water on. Yixing lips run around my neck, sometimes kissing me, sometimes bitting me. i was trying so hard not to scream so loud, but thats what Yixing is trying to do. he picks me up and pushes me to the wall, his busy tasting my skin, while i start to scratch his back. scratches that would form later

that would makes us remember, this moment...

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i wake up with my body aching, after the shower we started to act like animals. we couldnt stop, our bodies were calling for each other. I was sleeping under Yixing arm, body was still warm. i start to trace with my finger the scratches that i made on him. love can be so rough, can our love be like this all the time? i stand up, starting to get dress

"where are you going?"

"i need to walk alittle, my body hurts"

Yixing smirks

"well lets go together, your not a saint my body hurts too" Yixing stands up trying to find some new clothes

i cover my face embarrass of our conversation. Yixing hugs me as he chuckles "cute" "shut up" i push him, totally brushing "so were are we going?" we dress infront of each other, knowing how we know each other inside and out "to the shore" Yixing nods

"so theres no time for a quick shower?"

"shut up"

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"wow this is beautiful" we both look straight ahead at the beautiful waves, coming after us. the climate was really good, it was sunny clear skies but the air was some what fresh "i used to come over here" "why did you stop?" i shrug "i dont know, out of nowhere coming here wasnt something i wanted to do anymore" Yixing puts his arm around me, the weight that was around my shoulders feels nice

"i love you Luhan" he says, not looking at me~ shy? "and i want to know that your coming with me when i leave" he looks at me when he finish the sentence, why would he think i would say no? "of course Yixing, theres no way your return without me" Yixing raises his hand, stopping me. there was more, and it doesnt seem like his next words were going to be good ones.

".....im going to marry Suho"

"......."

"his sick Luhan, his...dying."

"......."

"thats why he came back"

"why didnt you tell me?"

"he didnt want anyone to know, thats why i couldnt tell you where his room was. i was afraid you might caught him in one of his bad days"

bad days? i couldnt get my head around it, Suho sick..it didnt made any sense, he look so happy all the time and healthy.

"it hurt him...he thought i didnt had anyone, so when he found out that i had you it hurt him"

the more he speaks of Suho, the more i feel sad for him "...his really sorry Luhan" "i know" i know "so now that you know this, is your answer still the same?" is it? "of course" i hug him, it is. now it is, i was a fool back then judging every move Yixing made. i guess i was just afraid, but now is different.

we are different.

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we go back home, tired of laughing but it seems like we couldnt stop "yeah, really that happened" Yixing says as i open the door, of course i didnt believe his exaggerated story, but before i could ask him to tell me the real story, my father was waiting for us in the livingroom "Luhan can i talk to you?" the tone of his voice, i did not like

"sure" Yixing makes a sign for me that his gonna wait for me in the room, i nod to him even when i wish he wouldnt leave me alone "is it true son?" "about what?" my father didnt like how i answer him, thinking im just avoiding his question "about Yixing..him being a host" how did my father found out? he was never the kind of person, who would go around checking people's history records

"yes father"

"why didnt you tell me!?"

"it was not my place to tell you, is his job" my father takes a step forward, and im afraid "did he made you work for him?" i shake my head "no" "Luhan dont you lie to me" "dad im telling you the truth" he takes another step towards me, by now i wish someone would come "thats not what he told me" he? "who?" "he said you were working on that club"

"yes, i was...but Yixing didnt made me work there. i did it because i love him" my father slaps me, and the slap wasnt the thing that hurt me, it was the fact that for the first time, i wasnt the ideal son he always thought i was "now you choose, he leaves or you leave with him and you never come back" i look at my dad, and all of this was hurting him

and it was hurting me too "then i would pack my things" i stand there to see if my father was going to slap me again, or to stop, me but he didnt do anything. i bow to my father making this the last time. i try to hold my tears in, not showing my father weakness thats the worst thing i could do. i go to the stairs just to find Yixing sitting in the top stair.

i look at him, and he looks at me, he nods and goes to the room. i take a breath and follow Yixing.

"it looks like we have to go" he says even when he already start it to pack "yeah" i close the door quickly "i really didnt want to go back to the underworld so early "well we can go somewhere else" i open my closet taking my clothes and putting them in the suitcase "i know just the right place to go" Yixing smiles making me smile.

"then lets hurry up!"

we start to race who can pack their suitcase the fastest, and for a moment i forgot all of my troubles.

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"why this place?" i say as i pull the covers higher "well this is where for the first time we were alone together" it was, but now it looks different. the house is so clean, and Yixing's room has a bed, now the walls are painted not only in his room but all around the house "you been taking care of the house" i feel Yixing head nod

"i was hoping to come back again, with you"

i hug him tighter as we continue to lay down in the bed, our warm bodies touching together made my skin sends shivers down my spine, in a good way.

"now we have all the house for ourselfs and for all the crazy things you want to do" Yixing's says hinting thats his open for all my ual desires, which made me hit him in his stomach "shut up" we both chuckle

panting the walls again, it was now Yixing and me against the world. but it didnt mean it was going to be easy, and that was okay.

i like a challenge.

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OTL at my attempt of writing something y