Bonus Chapter 2
[Editing Chapters] Love is not Easy
Hey guys~ So I've decided to write bonus chapters for the time being and I'll get back to the actual story in two weeks since the last day of school for me is May 25. However, I can't guarantee an update that day because I might be out with friends and the day afterwards is my cousin's high school graduation. Maybe I'll update the actual story on May 27 depending on whether I have plans with friends or not. I still have some things to settle with this guy I like once school ends since I won't see him next year. I think that's all I have to say. Enjoys this second bonus chapter and comment (:
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[Past]
Yunho - Age 20 [Leader of DBSK]
Sunghee - Age 18 [Freshman in College in the states]
"Yunho-sshi, I like you. Please accept this bento." a female celebrity confessed.
Yunho bowed. "Mianhae. I can't return the feelings."
The female celebrity nodded. "But still, take the food I made. It would mean a lot to me."
Yunho smiled. "Kamshamnida."
***
"Man, hyung, that's the fifth confession this week." Changmin whined.
"Why is hyung so popular with the ladies?" Junsu added. "So unfair."
Yunho chuckled. "Jealous much?"
"Very." Changmin replied.
"Why don't you give girls a chance?" JaeJoong questioned. "Maybe you'll get over your first love."
"You guys don't get it do you?" Yunho questioned. "I made a mistake of going to SM that week. I should've waited instead of rushing to audition. I still love her after all these years. I know I'll find her one day."
"Hyung, you never told us the whole story though." Yoochun said. "Care to share?"
"I'm sure we have time." Junsu said interested.
Yunho nodded. "Fine."
[Flashback]
Yunho - 17 years old [Yunho hasn't turned 18 yet but he's a senior (12th grade)]
Sunghee - 15 years old [She hasn't turned 16 yet but she's a sophomore (10th grade)]
"Hey Yunho! Are you going to prom?" Sunghee asked Yunho in the school hallway.
"I don't know." he replied. "Why?"
Sunghee shrugged. "Just thought you would since it's your last year in high school. I can't wait till next year. I wana go to prom with Jiwon!"
Yunho's eyes widened. "Why him?"
Sunghee blushed. "I-I think he's cute."
"You what?" Yunho asked making sure he heard right.
"I said... Ithinkhescute." she quickly said.
Yunho just nodded. "Let's go home."
***
Yunho was staying at Sunghee's for a month since his parents were out of the country while Sunghee's parents were in Jeju. Sitting in his room, he sighed. He took out a notebook and began to write lyrics. He never really had interest in writing music but he felt that it was now a good time to write something.
I couldn't find someone to tell them the loneliness in my heart.
I couldn't find someone to understand being afraid of darkness is a torture.
I couldn't find the one I am destined to be with.
A lot of people is like me, living all alone by themselves.
"I wish you knew how I felt." Yunho mumbled to himself quietly as he continued writing the lyrics that came to his mind.
Love only has simple yet it's still more complex than you imagined. Steadily love changes. I have loved a few people and have been loved so many times yet I still can't keep hold of the happiness.
'Why is it so hard for me to tell you my feelings?' Yunho thought as he quietly sobbed to himself.
Why wouldn't he cry? He's loved Sunghee for a while now. Since he was in fourth grade. Now the girl he loves is slowly slipping away from him. How can he confess just like that? Prom? Should he even ask her? She likes Jiwon.
Love can it not be counted? But why do I still believe that I am not alone? I am waiting for one person, waiting for my eternity, to tell me that 'love is not a lone walk; don't be afraid.
"I've loved you for years and still do. When will you acknowledge me as a man? As someone who will always be there and look after you? When will you see me as a lover?" he said as he continued writing down the lyrics.
I can't use up all the freedom around me.
I am starting to be scared that being alone is a curse.
Everybody envies me flying freely but how come in the end they would rather return to the shackles called love?
"I feel so alone. I feel like I'll never win your heart. No matter how many girls love him. No matter how many girls confess. No matter how many girls I see, no one can compare to you." Yunho said.
Love only has simple yet it's still more complex than you imagined. Steadily love changes. I have loved a few people and have been loved so many times yet I still can't keep hold of the happiness.
"Why is loving you so hard?" he said quietly.
Love can it not be counted? But why do I still believe that I am not alone? I am waiting for one person, waiting for my eternity, to tell me that 'love is not a lone walk; don't be afraid.
"Sunghee-ah, oppa loves you very much." he sobbed.
Love only has simple yet it's still more complex than you imagined. Steadily love changes. I have loved a few people and have been loved so many times yet I still can't keep hold of the happiness.
"Love, is it supposed to be lie this? Am I supposed to feel this pain?"
Love only has simple yet it's still more complex than you imagined. Steadily love changes. I have loved a few people and have been loved so many times yet I still can't keep hold of the happiness.
"Tell me, Kang Sunghee, how do you feel?" he mumbled.
I am waiting for one person, waiting for my eternity, to tell me that 'love is not a lone walk so believe her.
"I'll always wait for you no matter what." Yunho said once more before closing the notebook and hid it. "I love you, Kang Sunghee."
***
[Three Days Before Prom]
"Yo dude, are you going to prom?" Yonghwa asked Yunho.
"Ani. Waeyo?" Yunho replied
"Are you stupid?!" Yonghwa replied. "This is senior year. Go!"
"Who am I going to take?" Yunho asked.
Yonghwa opened his mouth but Yunho cut him off.
"Don't say YoonA because I refuse to take her." Yunho said.
"Okay. Fine. Chill dude." Yonghwa said putting his two hands up.
"You're taking Seohyun huh?" Yunho asked.
Yonghwa nodded. "Ne."
"Maybe."
***
[Two Days Before Prom]
"Sunghee." Yunho said to her as he approached her room.
"Ne?" she replied.
"How do you feel about me?" he asked nervously.
She looked at him oddly. "I like you... as a friend. Wae?"
"Do you want to go to prom with me?" he asked. "As friends?"
"Uh, sure. Why not?" she replied and nodded.
***
[Prom]
"Hey man, you actually came." Yonghwa said to Yunho.
Yunho nodded.
"Who's your date?" Yonghwa asked.
Sunghee then approached the two men with Seohyun and Yonghwa turned to Yunho and winked at him. Yunho rolled his eyes but then turned to Sunghee and smiled at her.
"Do you want to dance?" Yunho asked Sunghee and extended a hand to her. She nodded and took his hand as he guided her to the dance floor.
***
Listen: DBSK - She
Even when I close my eyes, I can see.
Even when I am far away, I know.
How beautiful of a person she is.
Yunho looked at Sunghee admiringly. She looked so pretty tonight. Although he didn't like it when girls wore make up, he couldn't help but smile when she looked so angelic with make up.
I don’t want to let go of her hands.
It feels as if we’ll shatter.
How delicate of a person she is.
The person who is laughing amongst those people
That angel is my lady.
"Sunghee-ah, thanks for coming as my date." Yunho said to her.
She nodded. "No problem."
I feel childishly proud
My expression becomes like an idiot
Please laugh only with me, oh SHE~ SHE~
I want to be your last.
You’re my heaven.
Only one in the world, oh SHE~ SHE~
Yunho couldn't help but stare at her. This was his last year with her before he heads off for college. Even if this was their first dance together and may even be their last dance, nonetheless, he loves it.
She is very prideful
She never cries
How strong of a person she is
Even at my lame jokes
She is always laughing
Although, I there are times when I’m not sure if she’s honestly laughing.
'Never once have I seen her cry as we grew up.' he thought as he paid attention to the lyrics and looked at Sunghee. 'She's always so bright and happy. Even if I was upset at her sometimes, she would always only apologize. She's such a bright person.'
The more I know you, The more I can’t understand you.
That person is my lady
'As time goes on, I'm only even more fond of you. I get used to your presence and feel like I can't live without you.'
"Is there something wrong?" Sunghee asked Yunho when she noticed him stare at her for a long time.
Yunho shook his head. "Aniyo."
I feel childishly proud
My expression becomes like an idiot
Please laugh only with me, oh SHE~ SHE~
I want to be your last.
You’re my heaven.
Only one in the world, oh SHE~ SHE~
As the song ended, Yunho leaned in towards Sunghee and kissed her cheek.
"Kamshamnida." he said.
***
Arriving home, the couple went to their own room and smiled to themselves.
[Yunho's POV]
Today was probably the best day of my life. I'm glad we did go to prom together.
[Sunghee's POV]
Oh my gosh! Today was probably the best best day of my life. I actually went to prom with Yunho.
[End of Flashback]
"And that, is why I still hold onto her after so long." Yunho said to his bandmates.
"How dedicated." Changmin said smiling at his hyung's story. "I'm sure you'll find her soon."
"I have a feeling I will." Yunho said and smiled back. "I just hope she's doing fine right now."
"Do you have pictures from prom?" Junsu asked.
"Yeah, they're in my room." Yunho nodded. "I'll show you them some time."
The boys nodded.
"Alright, enough about my life. Let's get going." Yunho said and rose from the studio couch. "We should get home."
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So what'd you all think? :D LOL. I thought the prom part was cute (:
@QueenB_doll - LOL. Yeah, my brother. Dude, my brother is younger than me by three years so he's in 6th grade but he's pretty cheap for a kid. He barely spends money unless things are free or on sale. LOLOL! && HAHA. yeah. Yunho seems pretty clueless :D
@DBSKAngel011 - I know right? Even I haven't messed a possessive guy in my life yet. xD
@flowerlikesmiles - Thanks for reading and commenting. yeah, I tried to make it seem as if you can relate. haha, (:
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