You just too happy, the dinner feel soo awesome. There’s so much voices on the table, they really love speaking, laughing while they're eating. It’s rare in your life and that makes your feelings growing much toward yongguk

After dinner you slicing the fruits when the boys watching TV

“Hyung!! I’m so curious.. what were your first impression of noona?” zelo asked that to yongguk while munching snack

You gasped but honestly, you’re curious too about yongguk’s feeling when he saw you for the first time

“Ah.. that’s right! I’m curious too!!” yongjae asked too

You really serious into that conversation, without you realizing you’re not cutting fruits but cutting your finger instead

“Aww..”

“OH.. ~~~~~~ BLEEDING!! IT’S BLOOD! BLOOD!! HYUNG.. ~~~~~~~ BLEEDING!” Jongup shouting like crazy and he can’t be silent, jumping like he is on fire, zelo join him too

“Nan gweanchana! It’s just..” before you finish the sentence, yongguk rushly looking the first aid box

“Where’s your finger? How can you cut yourself huh?”

“It’s okay.. can you stop jongup and zelo? They.…  too much I think..“

“YA!! Stop shouting and jumping jongup zelo!!” yongjae trying to stop them

When yongguk touch your finger you gasped a bit and that is make it worse

“NOONA!! IT’S THAT HURT? YOUR BLOOD DOESN’T WANT TO STOP. OOHH.. OTTOKHAE??”

“WAAA IT’S ABSOLUTELY HURT!!” Jongup join Zelo, they're circling the living room

“HYUUNGG OTTOKHAE??”

“WE HAVE TO CALL AN AMBULANCE! QUICKLY!!”

“Hey hey hey.. I’m okay.. see!!” you put your bandaged finger up

“I’m not bleeding anymore, and.. it’s not hurt at all”

“Is that alright?!” Jongup checked your finger carefully

“Hyuungg don’t touch that!!”

“I’m alright jongup, and zelo.. stop that!”

“Don’t ever touch the knife anymore!!” jongup insisted

“Oow..  who will cook the dinner if she didn’t touch the knife anymore huh? She’s my girl anyway”

“Okay.. but not now hyung, noona’s hand still hurt!” zelo pleaded

“Okay okay.. I’ll cut the fruits” daehyun stops the conversation

After that incident, you watching TV with them. Yongguk sat besides you and put his arms around your waist. Himchan on the other side, zelo jongup and yongjae sat on the floor and busy munching fruits while daehyun cuts the fruits with no stop.

You are really happy seeing that gracious moment before your eyes. You never felt the family feelings since your parents die, except with myungsoo. Meet Bang Yongguk in the first place is the best part in your life and you will never ever regretted that. You hug him tightly and he just smile looking at you.

“Em.. how can jongup be so.. what you called that?”

“What?! Oohh.. his attitude before?”

“Yeah.. I think he is the calm one when I first meet him”

“He always look calm at the first sight, you couldn’t even trust me if you didn’t stay with him. He and zelo are same, no differences at all, their mind is like someone crazy and you can not ever stopping their imagination such as aliens, ufo, the other planet and bla bla bla”

 “Wow!! Is that right?”

“Yes they are, you have to try to stay with them, if you want to be crazy with them actually” youngjae said that sarcastically

“YA! HYUNG!! We’re fine, jongup hyung is the rational one here, same with me!” zelo slung his arm on jongup’s shoulder and they laughing together

“You see that?! He called me YA and Hyung at the same time!”

“But if there aren't they you'll feel lonely I think, they’re really.. mm.. cute?”

Time passes so quickly. You really enjoyed talking ang laughing with BAP. You didn’t know much about them at first so.. you try to know more now.

Without you realizing, your eyes feel heavy and you’re getting sleepy. You sleep on yongguk arms, he put your head on his shoulder. Before you were fast asleep, he did not dare to move because he afraid that he will wake you up. He's just your hair and patted your arm occasionally until you fall asleep.

“Is she asleep already?” himchan asked

“Yes I think”

“I don’t know why, but I have to tell you this. She seemed.. nice, I know you like her, a lot, but have you ever thinking about the next? We just rookie and you know how hard to live in this ‘world’, you know what I mean. I just don’t want either of you hurt”

“I think himchan hyung is right. She already had a big welcome from us and the company doesn’t forbid us to dating too, but how about your fans? Are they will be agree with your decision? Are they’ll keep supporting you?” yongjae take himchan’s side

“How about ~~~~~~ noona’s feelings? She really like you, I can guarantee that hyung. What if our fans doing something to harm her because they’re jealous?” zelo also speaking while he looking at your-peace-sleeping-face

“Have you talked to her about this hyung?” daehyun also wants answers from yongguk

Yongguk sighed for awhile and he speaks

“No.. we haven’t talked about this, we only been dating a week guys! I think it's too fast to talk about this”

“You know the consequences hyung” jongup speaks up too

“But you know that we always support you, no matter what happen. Is it true, isn’t it?”

“Ya, Daehyun right, we always support you, and you know that!” himchan tapped yongguk shoulder

 Yongguk suddenly remembered the incident at the supermarket.

*I left her alone, but she never complained to me. Are you feel hurt at that time? I’m sorry for that. I’m really sorry ~~~~~~ah*

He caressed your cheeks lovingly

Hi.. long time no see! How’s your doing?

What about this chapter? Hope you like it ^^,

I’ll update as soon as possible but I can’t promise because college day is coming..  My holidays will be over soon  T^T *sobbing*

Keep waiting me, right?! See you soon