Recap:

"Leave them alone for a moment. Let them sort it out by themselves. We wanted this to happen anyway", the girls sat back down. I turned around watching the door where both of them left.

GDRAGON's POV:

I ran towards the door following Yoona. How could she leave without answering? 
Looking for her. I could see her approaching the door. 

"Yoona", I called out. She stopped midway from opening the door. Her right hand on the handle. 

I quickly ran to her. Turning her around from her shoulder so that she was looking at me. 

She had tears flowing down her cheeks. Her eyes looking down. I brought my hand to her chin and pushed it up slowly, so that she was looking directly at me, into my eyes. 

"Why did you leave me?", I question her calmly, but desperately. 

She looked up towards me, meeting my eyes. 

She has matured, age wise and looks. She looks like an adult now even though she did before... But more. 

"Why did you leave me?", I question her again, wanting to know the real reason why she left me, anyhow. I'm not letting her leave until I get my answers.

"Do you think I wanted to leave you? I didn't! I loved you soo much!", I loved her to, I still love her. 

"What happened to us? I loved you to! Why won't you just answer the question?!"

"I don't know how to tell you!-" she tugs her chin out of my palm. Then, she started to avoiding my eyes. I knew she was going to lie to me, her habits still didn't change at all. Stopping her from turning around I held her in one place and brought both of my hands to her cheeks. I turned her head  towards me so that she could tell me the truth, the real reason when looking in my eyes. 

She knew what I was doing. She tried getting away but she couldn't as I held her tightly.

"You're going to tell me the truth now!"

"Don't you think I tried telling you! I called you several times. I even called my 'so called' friends. I texted all of you and called you guys everyday. And, what did you guys do... Oh right! You blocked me!", I could feel the drops of her tears on my hand. She was continuously crying. My cheeks felt wet. Placing one of my hand on my cheek, it was watery. Tears also flowing down my cheeks. Those tears of pain and loneliness all coming out at once.

She looked up, mirroring my own expression of pain.

I didn't say anything. I knew if I said anything she wouldn't tell me the truth. 

"I didn't want to leave you. I had to! I was forced to! What did you think? I wanted to leave you! And, If you answer that. I'm going to castrate you.-" she started hitting me on my chest, "you bastard". 

I felt as if someone had hit me with a hammer. I stood there shocked. Who would tell her to leave me? 

"Ow",  hit , "ow", Hit "ouch", Hit. "Ouch", Hit. I held both of her hands, stopping her from injuring me further on.

"Who told you to leave me?!" 

She turned around avoiding my eyes again. 

"It doesn't matter now! Let's act like how we did before! You don't know me! I don't know you! It would be easier for you anyway! You blocked me and got rid off any evidences of me! I also don't want to meet or speak to the others to! If you think that everything is going to be fine between us, think again!"

"What do you think you're trying to do? You still haven't told me who forced you! Tell me! Stop all this BS! I know you're trying to change the subject but that's not going to happen or work!"

She looked at me, giving up.

"Just leave it! I don't want to hurt you! I will but when the time is right!", she tells me anxiously and calmly, whilst turning around towards the exit. 

"Stop!", she stood there still, once again. 

She turned back around.

"What do you want now?!", she says.

"Did you eat anything? I mean the diner was served but did you eat anything?"

She shook her head.

"Why don't you eat! Just stay and eat. I won't question you again but you're going to tell me the name of that individual eventually." 

She says "ok" in a hushed voice. She looked like a baby. 

I took her hand in my hand and started walking back. 

I knew nothing was going to change for now. But, at least it was a stepping stone. Maybe, this could work out! I mean I have to make it work out. 

We reached towards the doors which was connected to the dining hall.

She tugged her hand out of my hand. 

I looked behind. She was wiping her tears away. Now, there were no signs of tears on her cheeks but her eyes and nose were still red. 

My tears had dried up but I could still feel the warmth in my eyes. 

I walked in. It went silent. I don't think they were expecting me to come back.  They all looked behind me looking dumbfounded after seeing Yoona also coming in behind me. I could see the numerous questions going through their minds.

I walked back to my seat first, followed by Yoona who went to her seat. We both sat down. In front of me I could see Sooyoung consoling Yoona. 

"Are you okay?", Sooyoung questions her in a hushed tone. But, we all heard it, as it was so quiet in the room that her voice could be heard from where I was seating.

"I'm okay. Don't worry! Let's just eat", Yoona replied to her. Holding her knife and fork and stated eating. 

Looking around. I could see the shocked faces looking at both me and Yoona. I could feel the eyes burning into me. 

I looked back to her. She looked so weak. She's not taking care of herself properly. What happened to her? 

Why isn't she telling me who told her to leave me? Who is that person! All these questions going through my mind. There will be a time when these questions are going to be answered. I just have to be patient. 

At first, I wanted to crush her in pieces. I wanted her to feel what I had gone through,  after she left me. Thus, the reason why I broke and destroyed all the connections which I had with her and of her.  Destroying her friendship with my friends and making phone calls to destroy her career. Even though she broke out of all of it. She's the famous Im Yoona, famous and one of the top actors in China. However, I wanted to destroy her! Destroy all her happiness! That's the reason why I was going out with Kiko, to let her know that I didn't want or need her in my life anymore. She was already replaced. But, I knew that she was always there, in my heart and mind. 

She glanced up. I gave her a small smile which she also gave back.

I know we can't change the past but maybe we could recreate it in the future. Maybe, just maybe I could make her fall in love with me again. We could be together again. 

I was brought out of my thoughts after feeling a hand being placed on my shoulders. 

"Ji, you ok man?" , Taeyang asks.

Looking forward, I could see Yoona looking at me with worry.

"Yeah. Why? What happened?" 

"You were just lost in your thoughts. I've been calling you for ages. You just kept staring down at your food without actually eating it!"

"I'm just thinking about something", I said whilst looking at Yoona, who was staring back at me. 

"About what?", he questions.

"Nothing", I reply to him saying nothing. I'll key tell him afterwards me . I brought the knife and fork down and started cutting the chicken in my plate, and started eating it.

Looking forward. Yoona was also eating her food.

After 30 minutes...

After eating everything off my plate. Also, eating the desert. It was time for the real party to start. We all moved to a much larger sitting room, which had 3 sofas, one in the middle and 1 on the left and one on the right. There were chairs aswell, which meant that everyone can chill together. 

I took my seat in the middle sofa. Sitting around me were Hyuk, Bajowoo, Xin, Soo Joo, Kush, Vivian, Teddy (Han yeseul was sitting somewhere else), Yoon, Verbal, Top hyung, Seungri, Daesung and Taeyang. All of us holding drinks and cigars (except Tae , Dae, Yoon and Soo Joo).

On the other sofa, on the left were Yoona and the SNSD members, holding their own drinks. 

I knew for a fact that Yoona had a low alcohol tolerance. She gets drunk after 2 or 3 glasses.

Looking at her smiling and laughing at what the other members said made me happy inside. It had been soo long since I've seen her. I told the managers and the YG team and YG himself to limit and avoid any SNSD or SM interaction. Hence, the reason why we, Big Bang, never attended the same shows as SNSD. I still saw Tiffany here and there, but also avoided her. 

Looking back at Yoona. I remember missing her smile every time I woke up. 

I missed everything about her. The midnight talks, her jealousy, her doe-like beautiful eyes... Everything!

"Ji, your acting weird man! Stop looking at her like that. You look like a ert!" Taeyang says.

I looked back to him.

"Also, you have to tell us what she told you!", he adds on. 

It was loud so it would be impossible for Yoona to hear me. 

"She said she was forced to leave me", my blood boiling inside me. The anger in me started to grow.

I saw the stunned faces around me. 

"Did she tell you who it was?", Daesung asks. 

"No, but I'm not letting her get away this time", I say with determination.

I could see their expressions change from sadness, regret and shocked after my revelation.

But, I'm not letting her get away. I'm going to find out the answer and destroy their life. No one and I mean no one messes with Gdragon and his girl. 

I know for a fact that they all looked to my left and were watching Yoona, who still hadn't realised it. 

They all turned back around towards me.

"What are you going to do hyung?", Seungri questions.

"First, I'm going to find out who did it! Then I'm going to crush that person into pieces! Until they're destroyed. Then, I'm going to make sure Yoona is my girl again."

All of them looking astonished.

"And you're all going to help me!", I add on.

Looking back at her. She suddenly stood up walking towards the counter where they were filling up the glasses with more drink.

I looked as she was conversing with a YG model, when suddenly Kyung IL comes standing next to her. Even though his my closest friend. He knew she was my girl! I know I'm possessive but, the it is for the only person I will ever love; Im Yoona.

"Ji,