"W..wait what?", I replied.

"I said I am going to find out what happened that night!", he replied with finality in his voice, with sayng that he left the recording room. 

If Taeyang finds out what happened that night they would start hating Yoona. 

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Itjanha naega hal mari isseo
Itjanha naega neoreul joahae
Imankeum imankeum imankeum imankeum
Naega neoreul joahae

(English Translation)
You know, I have something to say
You know, I like you
This much, this much, this much, this much
I like you

I heard my phone ringing.I wondered who was calling me at 2:00 am?

"Hey Babe", Kiko excitingly exclaimed. 

Sometimes I ask myself; why am I with Kiko? All the fake smiles and laughter is making me sick; it is making me sick of thinking about what my life has become like. I am losing my mind and temper. It's all her fault. It is her fault for leaving me, abandoning me when I needed her the most.

I ponder with same question of "what am I doing with my life?". It's worrying to be thinking about Top hyung going to the Army soon, gradually following all of us. Our fans would have to wait until 2021 to see all of us again as a group. I was relieved that we were able to release one final album before our enlistment. 

"Hey", I replied.

"What are you doing?" 

"Nothing much. I'm just listening to the new girls’ group debut song. What are you doing?"

"Nothing. I was waiting for you to call me after you told me that you were"

"Sorry, but I forgot"

"Ji, I want you to answer honestly. Do you even love me?"

I couldn't answer the question honestly. I didn't even know if I loved her. I liked her as a friend. Some people might think I'm a player even my close friends but I haven't even slept with anyone after her. Sure, we would kiss and stuff but I have never slept with any of them due to the fact that I am busy hence I don't have the time to meet any on them except for 2 hours to go eat.

"Babe. Why are you asking me this?"

"Ji. It's been 6 months since we've seen each other. Not once have you called me or texted me. Do I mean something to you or am I just a plaything. We haven't slept together. You’re always busy to even have 5 minutes for me."

"You know works more important. Hyunsuk hyung needs me here to listen to music."

"Why don't you just go out with him? .... I am tired Ji. Tired. I want someone who is going to love me. Someone who is going to call me every day. A person who is constantly worrying about me, who gets jealous and possessive. You are not that person."

"Kiko I do get jealous."

"No, you don't! Remember the time when I sent you a picture of