Call me Jinki

Guardian Angel

A/N: Thank you for reading, and commenting. Sorry that this chapter is late, its a bit longer than usual. Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I tried to catch them all but I'm sure I missed a few. Anyways  I really hope you enjoy this chapter...

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"Onew.", Jonghyun whispered as he caressed his cheek,"Wake up, were going to be late.".

Onew yawned,"We're not going to school remember.",he then completely covered himself with a blanket.

Last night Jonghyun just thought Onew was having a bad day, he actually didn't believe he was serious about skipping school; but his actions proved otherwise. "Did you forget who my father is? We can't skip school he would immediately know that we didn't go.".

"I really wanted to continue to sleep.", he pouted as he sat up,"We both know your dad has better things to do, than check if you're in school.".

He was a bit shock with Onew's behavior, he was always calm and followed the rules. Jonghyun was positive this probably had to do with the fight Onew and Key had."You're right but are you sure you want to skip school. It's against the rules.".

"There is something I learned from you guys, that it's okay to break the rules once in a while.", he answered as he got out of bed.

"So we're really skipping school?", Jonghyun asked as he grabbed his cellphone from the nightstand.

Onew nodded with a smile,"It's going to be fun."

"Fine let me just call Key.".

Onew got back into bed; taking away his cellphone,"You can't call Key, it's just suppose to be the two of us.".

"Key is my best friend, we have always gone to school together. He's going to be waiting for me to pick him up.", he informed,"I need to call him.".

"Fine.", he said; handing him back his cellphone.

Jonghyun dialed Key's number and waited for him to answer.

"Jonghyun isn't it a bit to early for you to be outside already?", Key answered.

"Good morning to you too Kibum.", he chuckled.

"Sorry, I was just a bit shocked that you called me so early. I'm still in bed you know.".

Jonghyun smiled as he saw Onew leaned in towards the phone, he then tried to hand it over to him but he declined.

"Are you still there?", Key asked.

"Yeah sorry. I called to tell you that Onew and I aren't going to school today.", he said, hoping that Key wouldn't be mad.

"Why not?", he asked,"Are you sick? Is he sick?".

Jonghyun got slightly nervous, as he decided to tell him the truth,"No we aren't sick. Onew wants to skip school and spend the day with me. I have no idea what you two fought about, but I'm sure if you come over we can solve this and go to school.".

"There nothing to fix I didn't do anything wrong. All I did was love him and he pushed me away".

"I'm sure there has to be a reason, why he's mad.", Jonghyun stated.

"Like I said I didn't do anything wrong. If he wants to spend the day with you is because he likes you better than he likes me. I really hope you two have fun together.", Key said before hanging up.

Jonghyun tried calling Key again but he didn't answer; that's when he decided to leave him a text,"Call or text me once you feel better.".

"What did he say? Is he coming?", Onew asked.

Jonghyun didn't want to make things worse between two of them,"He isn't coming, he has a lot of school work to turn in.".

"I have a lot of school work to turn in too. He isn't coming because he doesn't want to see me.".

"I'm sure it isn't that.", he answered,"Like you said we all have school work to turn in, so we should probably go to school too.".

"Stop lying to me, I can tell your lying. If he doesn't want to see me I don't want to see him either.", Onew said as he got out of bed,"We're not going to school.".

"I think we should go, we already missed a lot of days.".

"You don't want to spend the day with me? I thought you liked me.", he said.

"I do like you, I like you a lot.", he admitted; slightly blushing,"That's why as much as I want to I can't go along with this. I have no idea why you and Kibum are fighting, but I know that you two will eventually fix things. If I go along with this I would just be taking advantage of a bad situation, we will both be taking advantage of each other.".

"I'll admit it I like you differently than I like Kibum.", he confessed,"But I do like you Jonghyun, you have always been kind to me. I want to know if there could be something between us.I want to give you a chance, I think we deserve a chance.".

Jonghyun smiled, he knew it was risky and most likely he was going to end up getting hurt; but he didn't want to regret not taking this opportunity. "Okay, let's skip school today.".

Onew smiled; giving him a quick hug,"You won't regret it.".

"Thank you Onew, thank you so much for everything.", he smiled,"Now go change we still need to pretend that we're going to school. So my dad won't find out.".

"One more thing, don't call me Onew. I'm not your angel, I don't want to be an angel anymore.", he stated,"Call me by my human name.".

"Fine I'll call you Jinki from now on.", he smiled,"Now go get ready, we really need to get going.". When Onew left the room Jonghyun checked his phone to see if Key had left him a message, but hadn't received anything. As he got ready to go out with Jinki he couldn't help but feel a bit guilty, in a way he felt like he was betraying his best friend. He decided to push all his negative thoughts aside and focus on the one and only good thing happening in his life right now, Jinki.

"I'm ready.", Onew barged into Jonghyun's bedroom.

Jonghyun blushed, he just had a towel wrapped around his waste since he just finished taking a shower,"I'll be right back.", he immediately grabbed his clothes an headed into the bathroom to change. Once he was done he headed back into his bedroom but Onew was gone. He probably left to go with Key, he thought to himself. He grabbed his book bag and headed towards his car; he felt like crying. Just as he was about to enter his car Onew came running out.

"Why are you leaving without me?",he asked.

"I thought you left.", he confessed,"I'm sorry.".

"I was just finishing breakfast. You should go eat something.".

"I'm not that hungry, let's just go.", he got into his car.

"I'm not going anywhere until you have something to eat.", he said as he turned around and headed inside.

"Jinki stop playing around. Get in.", he started his car.

"No, I'm finishing my breakfast.", he yelled as he walked back inside the house.

Jonghyun turned off the car and headed inside, he found him happily singing and eating his breakfast,"You really enjoy eating don't you?".

"It's one of my favorite things to do.", he admitted as he then continued eating his breakfast.

Jonghyun poured himself a bowl of cereal and sat beside him,"Is there something that you would like to do today.".

"No, whatever you want to do is fine. The important thing is that we do it together.".

"Sounds good.", Jonghyun was starting to get excited about his date with Jinki. "Would you like to go watch a movie.".

"Sure, I haven't been to a movie theater yet. It should be fun.".

After they were done eating their breakfast, they got into the car and headed towards the movie theater.

"Why do we need this glasses to see the movie? Before I was in my squishy body and I saw Key going to the movie theater, I always wondered what these were for.", Jinki said as he kept putting on and taking off his glasses,"I don't see a difference.".

"They are for the 3d movie.", he chuckled,"They only work on the screen when the movie starts.".

"Oh okay.", he said as he then went running to the concession stand,"Jonghyun look at all the food and candy they have here.".

Jonghyun smiled at he stared at Jinki,"Get whatever you like.".

"Really?", he smiled as he ordered some popcorn, soda and a bag of M&M's. "Thank you.", he said as he gave him a kiss on the cheek.

Jonghyun softly bit his bottom lip; feeling a bit nervous,"Let me help you.",he said as he held the drinks and the bags of M&M's.

"Can we seat at the very top?", he asked.

"We can sit wherever you like.", Jonghyun said as he followed him up the stairs.

"Would you like some popcorn?", Onew offered him some as the sat down; putting his popcorn and 3d movie glasses on his lap.

"Thank you.", he said as he grabbed a handful,"You are really going to enjoy this.".

"I think so too. Jonghyun thank you for bringing me here, and for spending the day with me I really appreciate it.".

"No  thank you for giving us a chance, I'm really happy about it.", Jonghyun leaned in giving him a kiss on the cheek. Jonghyun grabbed Jinki's glasses from his lap,"The movie is about to start. Let me put on your glasses, your hands are to buttery." Their eyes met as Jinki turned around to face him. Jonghyun's mind went completely blank;his cheeks a tinge of red as he locked eyes with him. "You got really pretty eyes, their like rays of sunshine.".

"Thank you.", he said as he looked down.

Jonghyun couldn't help but stared at Jinki as he happily ate some popcorn. He thought he was the most beautiful being he had ever met. He really wanted to hold his hand as he inched his hand closer Jinki turned to face him; giving him a smell that made him feel so happy and warm.

"Why are you looking at me like that? You're making me nervous.", Onew stated.

"I'm sorry I couldn't help it.", he whispered,"It wasn't my intention to make you fell uncomfortable.".

"I don't feel uncomfortable at all. It's just that I never thought anyone would look at me that same way that K-k. Umm never mind.", he said as he looked down towards the popcorn at his lap.

"You were going to say Key weren't you?", he said as he began to feel guilty once more.

"Yes, I'm sorry.".

"It's okay, lets just try not to mention him today.", he said as he put the glasses on Jinki,"Let's just focus on us.".

Jinki smiled and nodded,"Okay.".

When the movie started Jinki let out a small gasp; grabbing Jonghyun hand,"This is amazing.".

When Jinki was about to pulled his hand away, Jonghyun grabbed it and laced his hand with his.

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"You don't have to carry my book bag. It isn't necessary.", Taemin said.

"It's fine I want to.", Minho smiled; lacing his hands with his as they walked to school.

"You're the best.", he said giving him a kiss on the cheek; resting his head on his shoulder.

"Would you like me more if I did your homework?", Minho ,"Would that make me better than the best.".

"Well a little but I am more than capable of doing my own homework.", he smiled,"If you really want to be amazing. Maybe this weekend we could spend some alone time in your bedroom.".

"Are you sure? Is that what you really want.", he kissed the top of his head.

"I haven't been more sure of anything in my whole life.", he stop walking as he looked up at Minho. Taemin hands slightly began to sweat; his whole body was hot, he was extremely nervous."Minho I really like you and I want my first time to be with you.". He let out a nervous laugh when say Minho shocked expression,"You don't want to?".

"No it's not that at all. Trust me, I want to.", Minho smiled,"I just don't want you to feel like you have to do it because we just got together. I just want to know that you're one hundred percent sure about your decision, I don't want you to feel pressured.".

"I don't feel pressured and I really want my first time to be with you.", he smiled,"You make me happy, I think about you constantly. There's no doubt in my mind that I want it to be with you.".

Minho smiled giving him a quick kiss on the lips,"Come on we need to go, or we're going to be late.".

"I can't wait to tell our friends about us.".

"Have you told your parents about us?", Minho asked him.

"No, they don't allow me to date", Taemin confessed,"If they find out about us, I probably would get home schooled again. Did you tell your mom?".

"Yes, I always tell my mom everything.".

"You're not mad at me are you?", he asked.

"No, I know how strict your parents are.", Minho smiled,"It's for the best that you didn't tell them, I want to keep seeing you.".

"How can you be so perfect.", Taemin leaned over giving several small kisses on the lips.

"Key's coming.", he managed to say in between kisses.

Taemin gave him a one more kiss before he went running up to Key. His smile quickly fated when he noticed Key's sad expression and slightly puffy eyes,"Whats wrong? Are you okay?".

"I'll be fine.", he managed a smile as the made it back to were Minho was.

"Don't lie to me, you're not okay at all. We're your friends you can talk to us,", he insisted.

"Is this about Jonghyun and Onew? Is there a reason why they aren't here?", Minho asked him

"Don't even mention their names to me.", Key began to tear up,"I don't want to know anything about them.".

Minho embraced him,"Don't cry, I'm sure whatever happened is fixable.".

"Minho is right both Jonghyun and Onew really care about you, whatever it is that happened there has to be a good reason for it.", Taemin added.

"Onew likes Jonghyun more than he likes me.", Key broke the hug wiping away his tears,"I was so stupid to think he actually liked me, he just cared about me because I was his responsibility. I thought I was going to be okay with them liking each other but I'm not.".

"I'm really sorry, I know it's not going to be easy but as their friend you need to support them.", Taemin rubbed Key's back as he tried to soothe him."We'll help you get through it.".

"I can't support them, I'm in love with him.", he stated,"I can't lose him.".

"Key where are you going?", Minho said as he and Taemin followed him.

"I'm going to go get Onew, I can't live without him.", Key said as he walked out of the school gates.

"Should we go after him?", Taemin asked Minho.

Minho shook his head,"When and if they need our support we'll be there, but other than that we shouldn't get involved or pick sides.".

"I'm so lucky to have such a wise and smart boyfriend.", Taemin wrapped his arms around Minho neck.

Minho removed his around from around his neck,"The bell going to ring any minute now, let me walk you to class.".

They held hands as they walked towards Taemin's class,"We should have skipped school too. I wanted to spend more time with you.".

"We can go out after school.".

"Unfortunately we can't we only have lunch time to spend time together today. My mom found out that I skipped my lessons again yesterday, so she picking me up today.", he pouted; leaning against the outside wall of his classroom,"I was lucky that she let me walked to school today.".

"How are we suppose to spend the weekend together, if your mom won't let you.".

"We're spending the weekend together no matter what.", he smiled,"Your not getting rid of me that easily.".

"Your to cute, I have to be crazy to get rid of you.", he leaned in giving him a quick kiss on the lips as the bell rang,"I'll see you at lunch.".

Taemin smiled as he saw Minho walk away. He didn't entered class until he was completely out of sight. Instead of taking notes as the teacher lectured he was to busy thinking about Minho to concentrate. He just kept on writing Minho's name on his notebook. As he left music class for lunch he saw Minho waiting for him. "How did you get here so fast, the bell just rang.", he asked as he ran and jumped into Minho's arms.

"I lied to my teacher that I needed to turned in a paper to the office.", he answered putting him down and grabbing his book bag.

"Wow your being a bad boy now, I'm such a bad influence on you.", he .

"I have to do a lot of more than that to catch up to you.", he chuckled,"Have you ran into Key's bullies today?".

"No, why have you? Did they start bugging you too?".

"No, they aren't bugging me, you would think they would by association.", he stated,"When I left class early for lunch I saw them waiting outside for him. I thought they would come after me but they didn't, I'm just confused to why they only pick on Key.".

"That is weird, I never really thought of that. Their must be a reason why.", he added,"Maybe if we figure it out all of this would stop.".

"Probably, we'll talk to Key about it another day. Once he is a bit calmer.".

"Wait for me at our lunch table I want to buy you lunch today.", Taemin said as he took out some money from his pocket.

"That isn't necessary, I can get my own lunch.", he said as he got in the lunch line.

"Please let me buy you lunch.", he begged.

"Fine, but just this once.", Minho gave him a kiss on the cheek,"Thank you.".

After Taemin bought the their lunch he headed back to the table were he saw Minho laughing with that Victoria girl from the Ice cream shop yesterday. "What's so funny?", he asked sitting next to Minho; placing their lunch tray at the table.

"You had to be here to get it. Its won't be funny if you didn't see it happened.", she smiled.

"Hello I'm Luna.", the other girl sitting sitting on the other side of the table introduced herself.

"Hello, I'm Taemin.".

"I know who you are I seen your performances, your very talented.", she complimented him. 

"Thank you.", Taemin smiled at her before turning around to face Minho and Victoria. He was sure that Victoria told Luna to distract him.

"You're friends with Onew and Key right?", she asked him.

"Yes.", he answered not bothering to look over at her as he kept on staring at Minho. When he saw Victoria lean over and place his hand on Minho's shoulder; he got completely mad and jealous. "Minho, I'm not hungry anymore we should go.".

"But I'm not done eating.".

"We need to go now!", Taemin stood grabbed his tray.

"Well I have to go, I see you two around.", Minho smiled as he grabbed his tray and followed Taemin. "Where are we going?".

"To the music room.", Taemin said as he threw his lunch away.

Minho took one more bite of his pizza before throwing everything away,"What do you need to do there.".

"Nothing.", he answered as they walked towards the music room.

"Are you jealous because I was talking to Victoria and Luna?", Minho put his arm around him,"There is no reason for you to be jealous, they aren't my type.".

"What's is your type?", Taemin asked as they hid behind the music room.

"Someone who skips their lesson to be with me, someone who goes running with me even though they clearly hate it. Someone like you.".

"Well that makes me happy because your exactly my type.", he got closer closing the gap between them,"I'm so sorry that I didn't let you finish your lunch.".

"It's alright I prefer to kiss you instead of eating lunch.".

Taemin smirked as he pressed his lips against his. Every cell in his body felt alive as they kissed. He pressed himself against him; he wanted and needed to be close to him now. His tongue felt warm nice and warm against his neck as he then pulled away,"Why did you stop?".

"We're in school.", Minho smiled,"If we get caught we'll get suspended.".

"That isn't exactly a bad thing.".

"Breaking the rules is becoming your thing isn't it?", he let out a small laugh.

"If it has a good reward why not break the rules.", he smirked,"Besides if we get suspended we won't have to wait till the weekend.".

"Let's go into the music room, I'm not getting suspended again.".

Taemin smiled as he let Minho lead him inside the music room.

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"Why do you keep staring at your phone? Aren't you having a good time with me?", Jinki asked as he began to feel slightly insecure,"Did I do something wrong.".

"No, you're perfect and I'm having an excellent time with you.", Jonghyun smiled as he grabbed his hand from across the table,"I know I said we shouldn't mention Kibum, but he keeps on calling me. I think he wants to see you.".

"He doesn't want to see me, he probably just needs me to make him feel better. That's all he needs me for.", he informed,"Don't worry about him,Amber will take care of him.".

"Amber, my guardian angel. What does she have do to with Key?".

"Nothing she just taking care of him, while I'm here with you.", he smiled,"Can we not talk about Key and angels. I don't want you to treat me like I'm some holy being. I don't want you to see me as Key's guardian angel Onew. I want to be human, I want you to see me as Jinki who in no way has any connection to Kibum.".

"Alright.", Jonghyun nodded as he then paid for their lunch,"We only have a little bit of time before we need head back. Where do you want to go.".

"To be honest nothing is going to beat those 3d movies that we saw.".

"Do you want to head back already?", he asked him,"We could take a train, that will take us straight to the next city. We would be a little late going home, but there are a ton of museums and exhibitions going on right now.". 

"No I don't want to take a train anywhere.", Onew said as he remembered when he took the train with key for the very first time. "Actually lets take the train, I never been to an exhibit I want to go.", he immediately changed his mind; he was tired of letting Key control everything he did. 

"We'll go to the exhibit another day when we have more time. I really think we actually need to get home, I forgot my dad comes home early today.", he informed him,"I'm sorry.".

"It's fine. We'll just have to have fun at your house. I'm sure we can figure out something to do.", he smiled.

"To be honest I'm a bit upset that we had to end this so soon. I had a lot of fun with you.", he confessed as they got into the car.

"I had a great time as well, but just because we're heading back early doesn't mean the fun its over.", he stated,"We should definitely do this again.". 

As Jonghyun drove back home, Jinki the radio,"You know what I really want to do? I want to go to a concert one day. It looks like its a ton of fun.".

"We can all go to a music festival, there is one coming up in the next month I think. I look it up when I get home.".

"Sounds like fun.". Jinki looked over at him and smiled. He really liked how caring and thoughtful Jonghyun was with everyone, he really admired that about him. It made him see him in a completely different light.

"It looks like my dad hasn't come home yet.", he commented as he parked the car. 

"Then we made it just in time.", he said as he got off the car; closing the door behind him. Jinki felt a bit light headed and numb, as he almost fell over.

"Are you feeling okay?", he asked him as he held him; preventing him from falling.

"Yes I'm fine. I just tripped over myself a little.", he lied not wanting to worry him. His whole body felt incredibly warm, it felt the same way whenever Kibum was near him. He looked around a bit confused.

"Are you sure you're alright?".

"I fine.", he smiled; pushing all his thoughts and feelings about Key aside."Jonghyun aren't we going to kiss? Kai told me that's what you do in the end of a first date.".

Jonghyun got closer as he then pressed his lips against his. 

At first went he feels Jonghyun lips brush against his; he couldn't help but think about Key. Jinki became a little less stiff as he wrapped his arms around him; giving in to the kiss. Their tongues softly and slowly brushed against each other at first; they quickly picked up the pace as Jonghyun pushed him up against the car. The kiss felt tender and breathtaking, he could feel the rhythm of Jonghyun's heart as he pressed his body against his. It made him feel special that someone like him. They quickly parted when they heard the front door of the house slam shut.  

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt you.", Key said as he quickly walked passed them. 

Jinki could feel the sadness radiating from Key. He had never felt Key's emotions this strongly since he was in his squishy body. "Key wait.", he called after him, but Key just kept on walking."Kibum wait.".

"I don't want to talk to you. Leave me alone.", his voice slightly cracked. 

"I can let him go like that.", Jonghyun said,"Let me go talk to him alright.".

Onew watched Jonghyun approach Key. At first Key pushed him away several times but then he embraced him and cried in Jonghyun's arms. Onew felt hurt, it hurt him that Key didn't accept to talk to him; yet he almost immediately accepted Jonghyun. "Amber what's the difference between Jonghyun and I? What does he have that I don't?".

"My Jonghyun is great isn't he? He has always been so easy to take care of. He's very loving.", she commented,"Onew you have great qualities, that's why Jonghyun feel in love with you. I see no difference at all.

"Than why do I feel so lost Amber? I sometimes feel like I'm doing everything wrong, like I can't find a place that I fit in. At first I felt like my place was with Key, but he basically pushed me away.", he said as he kept on staring at Key and Jonghyun comforting each other. "Then when I finally thought that I might have found my place besides Jonghyun. It seems like his place is besides Key and not me. Amber why am I even here? Why do I have a squishy body?".

"I don't know exactly why you're here or why you have a squishy body.", she looked at him,"But I do know that you have done some wonderful things for those four boys. Max, Kai and I are very thankful for what you have done.".

"They belong here and I clearly don't.".

"What do you mean? I don't understand what you're trying to say.", she said.

"No matter how hard I try, I am not human. I will never truly belong here.", he teared up a bit,"I really wish I wasn't in this squishy body anymore. I'm tired.".

"Don't say that, Onew we all need you.", she said,"I'm sure you'll soon figure out were you belong.".

Onew smiled at Amber as he then took out his wings and spread them,"Thank you that's really nice of you to say.".

"Where are you going? You're not leaving are you?".

"No, I'm not leaving. I just need to be true to what I really am.", he began to slowly move his wings,"I'm an angel like you Amber, is time for me to start acting like one again.". He immediately took off into the sky; with no specific location in mind. He just felt happy being in the sky again, he smiled as he felt the wind and the sun's warmth against his skin. Onew soon forgot his problems as he began to follow a group of birds in the sky. 

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A/N: Well that does it for chapter 15 I hope you enjoyed it. Please leave a comment I really enjoy reading them.  See you all in chapter 16...

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Jinkeyk
#1
Chapter 28: WELCOME BACK AGAIN 🤍🤍🤍🤍
Djatasma
#2
Chapter 28: Awwww i hope the meeting works out
denimdisaster
#3
Chapter 27: you know i read this praying every chapter that there would be a jongho scene, even if it was just them being good friends and even though i knew it was doomed to hope ththat they would end up together, but..... i won't say that im happy with how things are turning out because that's rude and i know that this is an onkey/ 2min fanfic, but i just love seeing jongho interact So Much. ive already finished their whole tag so ;;;;

also, guardian angel jinki is adorable. i really hope it goes well for him and kibum and that key finally gets that d
shineelove02 #4
Chapter 27: Wow it's been a while since I last read this story I had to re-read it all again hahahaha. I'm glad you're back author-nim! :)

Taemin is making me frustrated af lmao. I hope things would get better between 2Min. I'm glad Jinki's starting to regain his memories back tho ^^ Hoping to see OnKey and 2Min back together soon. Also, yay for JongKey friendship :D though it would be better if they really talked things out ;; Can't wait for your next update ^^
lily_bunny
#5
Chapter 27: taemin is really making everyone having a headache..
glad that jinki starting to remember everything back but i'm getting scared of it for no reason (at the moment)..
woohyun is so cruel for not being considerate of kibum's feeling or opinion..
hoping everything will be solve faster and more happy..
UshCookie #6
Chapter 1: Aww onkey is so cutee <3
Alexis213 #7
Chapter 27: Omg im in love with this chapter!! Ok so its sad that taemin is getting his feelings hurt and i want everybody to be happy, but i love jongho! So if it turns out that way i am down 100%!! Also...woohyun really shouldnt have pushed them together like that. Now i feel as if that will be something that key brings up constantly if they were to have any future arguments.
lovefromseoul
#8
Chapter 27: Nooooo...
Don't tell me minho is really in love with jonghyun
DarkMistZio #9
Chapter 26: Honestly the way things are going. I wish Minho and Jonghyun would end up together but I can't see or even dream of Minho and Taemin breaking up. I just want Jonghyun to be happy!
lovefromseoul
#10
Chapter 26: Why minho why????
Poor taemin..
But i'm sorry for jonghyun too..