So Helpless

How I Wish The Lion Could Love

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Taekwoon was never good with lies.He was quite an honest person,despite him being all silent.Because Taekwoon knows that lying could only make things become worse.It would be so wrong to tell lies,especially towards your loved ones.A marriage could not lasts if it was based on lies.Taekwoon didn't want to ruin his own marriage,neither he could lie about it.He told the truth,preparing for any consequences.Because it was his fault anyway.

"W-what...did you say?" Hongbin turned his face towards the elder,not believing every single words he heard from his husband just now.Taekwoon kept his head hanging low,eating his own guilt,the stuffed feelings in his chest.He could hear the shaking breathing of Hongbin. 

"Me and Wonshik...we slept together," Hongbin faked a chuckle at Taekwoon's answer. He slowly got up from the bed before opening the door of his bedroom.Hongbin doesn't need better explanation.He was quick to know why was he feeling uneasy lately.

"Get out," Taekwoon flinched at Hongbin's deep voice.At that moment,Taekwoon knew that he ed up real badly.

"Hongbin,it's a-"

"Get out of my room now!" Taekwoon bit his lip before slowly walking towards the younger.He slowly reached for the younger's hand but Hongbin was quick to pry Taekwoon's hand away.The younger looked away from his husband,hiding his tears that was threatening to spill anytime sooner.

"You know that I love-"

"Stop.Just..stop,hyung,"When the elder was out of his sight,Hongbin immediately slammed the door shut before slumped down to his feet,slowly turning into a sobbing mess. "Why...must you do this to me??"

 Taekwoon broke down into tears when he heard Hongbin's faint sobs. "Is this the end for us?"

 

 

"Oh,Wonshik ah!Why brought you  here?"Mrs Jung enveloped the male into a loving hug.Ravi smiled at the woman before handing her a bag of souvenirs he bought when he went overseas.

"Aigoo,you don't have to keep giving us these things.Were you with Woonie?" Ravi shook his head while caressing the woman's hand gently.

"He didn't come to work today.Is he here?"Mrs Jung frowned before dragging the male towards the living room.He was quickly greeted by the sight of Jaehee who was watching the television.Actually,Jaehee used to say that she would like to have Ravi as her brother-in-law but unfortunately their parents chose Hongbin instead.Jaehee personally felt uncomfortable with stranger like Hongbin,unlike Ravi who is like their own family.But,it's not like she can oppose them.That's why she wasn't really friendly to Hongbin compared with Jihyun.

"He must be at home,then.They must be spending their time together.What a cute lovebirds...Wait,let me make you a drink," The moment Mrs Jung went to the kitchen,Ravi quickly  took a place beside Jaehee.

"Jaehee noona!"Jaehee smiled broadly at her favourite dongsaeng. 'How I wish he was the one that got married to Taekwoon...'

"Taekwoon didn't go to work today? Hongbin should just let him do the job.What a nuisance..."Jaehee mumbled her last words to herself,but it didn't go unnoticed by Ravi.He leaned closer towards the woman.

"Noona,you don't like Hongbin?"Ravi whispered to Jaehee,making her eyes to widen in shock.She rubbed her nape awkwardly.

"Well...just a little maybe?I was hoping for you though to be my brother in law..." Ravi nodded while smiling innocently.As he was about to speak more,Mrs Jung already came in with a tray of drinks.Ravi quickly retreated.

"You've met Hongbin already,right?"Ravi nodded while sipping his drink.

"What do you think of him?" Jaehee frowned when her mother asked the question.Her mother seemed so pleased to have Hongbin as her son-in-law.

"He is young,cute,and even clueless sometimes..."

"Clueless?" Jaehee quirked an eyebrow at Ravi's words.Ravi chuckled looking at Jaehee's reaction.

"Ah...it just that he often to get into trouble because of his cluelessness.He used to have bad past with his ex-boyfriend because of that attitude of his,"Mrs Jung frowned at Ravi's sudden information.Ex-boyfriend?

"I thought he never dated before?" Jaehee stared at her mother in disbelief.

"Well,maybe Mrs Lee didn't know about that.I guess it's a normal thing right?Hongbin was indeed at his age of dating..."The woman just shrugged off the topic with a smile.

 

 

"Hyung,are you okay?" Hyuk glanced at the other male with a frown.Hongbin turned his face towards the younger,his lips curled into a weak smile.Hongbin nodded in response.He purposedly went to work early to avoid meeting Taekwoon in the morning.

"What's wrong,hyung? Shouldn't you be happy now that Taekwoon hyung is back?" Hongbin's heart ached at the mention of his husband's name.'A husband who cheated on his partner...'

"I am.I guess maybe I was a bit tired,cleaning the house?"Hongbin walked past the younger,making his way to the back of the store. The moment Hongbin was out of his sight,a person walked into the store.Hyuk stared at the male before clearing his throat,trying to hide the uncomfortable feelings inside him.

"What is it,Wonshik hyung?"

"I want to meet Hongbin,"Hyuk sighed in desperation upon hearing the rapper's answer.He was about to lie about Hongbin's presence when suddenly the mentioned latter showed up.

"Let's meet somewhere else," judging from the serious tone in Hongbin's voice,Hyuk have a feeling that something bad had happened.Something terrible.

 

 "What's with the long face? Aren't you glad to meet your favourite hyung?" Ravi smirked at the younger,noticing the troubled look on Hongbin's face.

"I am glad. So, why do you want to meet me?" Hongbin put up a smile, staring intensely at the male in front of him. 

"I don't know if you knew about this yet... But, Taekwoon hyung and I did-"

"I knew about it already.So what is it?" Hongbin immediately interrupted Ravi's words, feeling the anger started to boil inside him. 

"I never thought that he was so vocal in bed..Oh, you know what? Taekwoon likes it the rough way.. " Hongbin gritted his teeth, fighting back the urge wanting to punch the older in front of him. 

"I don't give a ing care about it. You can have him if you want, " Hongbin spat those words vehemently, causing the rapper to chuckle at him. 

"Ah.. I didn't expect it to be so easy. By the way, nice idea, Hongbin. All I need is for you to convince him to take me.  Make him marry me, " Hongbin's hand already balled into a fist. 

"Let's make a deal. You got him and leave me alone," Ravi smiled triumphantly at the deal. He reached out his hand for a handshake. He quickly retreated his hand when Hongbin showed no reaction. 

"Thank you Hongbin. You sure are my favourite dongsaeng, "

"Don't let me see your face again, "He glared at the rapper before making his way out of the cafe. 

 

 

"You're home, " 

"Hmm.. "

"Let's eat together? I already made us lunch, " Taekwoon looked at the younger while smiling. Hongbin just walked past him, not even spare the older a glance. 

"I'm not hungry, "Hongbin was about to walked away when the older grabbed his wrist.Hongbin pried Taekwoon's hand away,before turning his face towards him.

"Don't touch me!" Taekwoon bowed his head in defeat before slowly croaking his voice.

"Please...you need to eat.You didn't eat anthing yesterday.You even skipped your breakfast,Bin-ah..."Hongbin hated so much the fact that Taekwoon's soft and sothing voice still managed to make his heart skipped a beat.He hated how bad he was falling for the older.

"Fine. I have something to tell you anyway," the cold tone somehow sent shivers down Taekwoon's spine.He don't like this feeling.

 

"Divorce me and marry Wonshik hyung,"Taekwoon choked on his drinks upon hearing the words that came out from the younger's mouth. "W-what??"

"You heard me," Hongbin keeps his eyes fixed on the food,ignoring the hurt tone that was obvious in Taekwoon's voice.

"Did you meet him?"

"I agreed to it already.You guys won't have to keep it as a secret anymore," Taekwoon stared at the younger with wide eyes.

"What secret? And I am not a toy to be passed around freely like that!"

"Neither am I! I'm not a toy that have no emotions!"

"Hongbin,please...I would never want to divorce you.We will never get divorced," Hongbin smirked at Taekwoon's words.He stared at the older in the eyes while smirking.Taekwoon was positive that Hongbin's eyes were glassy not because of the sunlight radiating through the kitchen windows,but from the tears that he attempted to hide from Taekwoon.

"Never? Shouldn't you considered that thing first before went ing around with him?!" The shorter male flew into rage,the tone in his voice getting higher.Taekwoon ran his fingers through his head,feeling all suffocated by the yelling.

"You know I would never cheat on you!"

"Hell right.Tell me that before you ed with him!"

"I didn't even know what happened that night!"

"Hah! How can you possibly forget that time when you were so vocal in bed? You're so unbelievable,Jung Taekwoon..."

"Stop it,Hongbin!"

"You're the one who should stop!" Taekwoon punched the table hard,his breathing turned ragged.He stared at the younger longingly before a tear suddenly rolled down his cheek.

"I really loves you,Hongbin..."

"You broke my trust," the latter walked towards his room,letting the tears that he was holding in rolled down his cheeks furiously. 'I love you too,hyung...'

Taekwoon clenched his fist before wiping his tears that stained his cheeks.Grabbing his car keys,he stormed out of the house before driving towards his destination.Jellyfish Entertainment.

"I'm going to kill you, "

                                 ★★★★★★

A/N:first of all, I would like to apologise to all Ravi stans ( i make him the bad guy here, so.. sorry) we all know that he is actually a cute ball of fluff^^ And, thanks a lot for your feedbacks.. I gain strength! 

Here is the drama, so please read calmly and keep supporting the leobin^_^

 

 

 

 

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hanistar99 #1
Chapter 30: OMG I REALLY LOVE THIS KIND OF STORY! No cliche drama like ughh and I love to read arrange marriage because the love between partners are pure! Especially when both of them have no relationship ><

I love how peaceful their marriage is eventhough there is a lot of challenges in the middle. Although there is Wonshik, the problem is reasonable and realistic though

Thank you for this story!!
lunaticJTW
#2
Chapter 16: No they should still make out

Hyebin eonnie will like that
lunaticJTW
#3
Chapter 1: AH


I FINALLY FOUND THIS FANFIC AGAIN

I'm so happy ;;;; I've found this before it was completed but I didn't have an account here yet,, and when I did get one I forgot the title of this fan fiction TT I'm so relieved and oh dear it's already completed
onewlover4
#4
Chapter 31: Thank you very much author-nims .... this was so beautiful <3 I love this so much huhuhuhu I want you to continue where hongbin will giving birth to their baby aigoo..... kyeowo.... LEOBIN is life <3
makesmegoyehet
#5
Chapter 31: I LOVED THIS ENTIRE THING
*SQUEALS*
IT WAS SO CUTE
EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT.
THANK YOU AUTHORS FOR THIS BLESSING~ <3
sohotvixx #6
Chapter 31: Yiippiiiee thanks for the sequeeelll <3<3<3
evidence13
#7
Chapter 31: awwww)) cute overload ^-^
Bean_B03 #8
Chapter 31: Thanks for the sequel~
sohotvixx #9
Chapter 30: Kyaaaaa cuuutteeeeee aaawww good job authornimmm
evidence13
#10
Chapter 30: Oh, this is sooo good, and sweet, and adorable)) I'm melting ~ and definately want a sequel