Forgiving Him

Fear to Fall

   During school, your face was more depressed than emotionless as you couldn't help but feel hurt from Jimin's actions, even if he didn't mean to, you were still unsure. You sighed to yourself, thinking about your side rather than his, only thinking about around the end of the class, your mind picking up its thoughts even more to think about how Jimin felt... or could feel at least. You thought and thought throughout the whole day, avoiding Jimin in an instant as you really needed to gather your thoughts before talking to him again, you didn't want to ruin it for the both of you because of one day but at the same time, you could be the one who was played and that's anything but what you wanted. 

   You had a headache just thinking about every single thought that processed in your mind, your brain trying its best to catch up to every single thing you were thinking about, it was either, school stress, Jimin, Jimin, or Jimin right now. In no time, it was the end of the day, your head still churning by the second, feeling yourself heat up as you grew tired suddenly from all the weight on your shoulders carrying you down until you could just drop dead right then and there. You were walking out of the school, successfully avoiding Jimin at all costs until someone bumped into you on purpose. You slowly looked up. You see the person's throat clear awkwardly, backing off quickly looking to see the stranger who suddenly bumped into you. 

"Annyeong. Jin Hee..." 

said Hoseok awkwardly to you as your eyes widened to see the members other than Jimin worriedly and stressfully staring at you. "Ah... Miyanae. We have to tell you this in order for... Jimin to..." you were waiting for Hoseok to finish but he didn't, making you curious, close to asking what he was about to say. "We need you to.... trust Jimin. I know it's crazy that he could turn from some rude disloyal boy to the sweetest boyfri-- husband to you but even we're saying this to you. It means that your no joke to him, we see the happiness he never gave to Yubin in his eyes when he's around you. We see his purely genuine smile towards you as he talks about you when your gone all the time about how everyone should be jealous that he has you and they don't. Can you please check on him? He's... he didn't come to school today..." said Hoseok awkwardly yet worriedly, you then felt yourself grow worried too as that was the reason why you never saw Jimin, not even a trace. You slowly nodded as you knew that this time you needed to trust these boys you didn't know too well. "I'll check on him too. No promises that we'll make up today though." waving towards all the members as they all started to smile and stare at each other, waving you goodbye as you ran off in the depths of the streets, off to see Jimin. 

   Quickly opening your door, your stared around the house, clean and empty. You then saw no sign of Jimin, worried that he has gone off to another world, another world where you weren't there for him as you started to run around the house in panic. "Jimin? Park Jimin?! Hey! Where are you?!" you yelled through every hall and room you passed in the house you lived with in Jimin, this time you actually cursed this house for being so large, slowly closing the second last door of the house. You almost forgot about the room you shared with Jimin, seeing the door slightly opened, slowly walking towards the door, catching your breath from the crazy run around the whole house. You opened the door slowly, only to see a sleeping, tired and weak Jimin in bed. You quickly ran to his side, pushing him gently to see if he'd wake. 

   "J-jimin? P-please wake up... I forgive--" before you could finish your words, in a flash you were tightly cuddled under Jimin's grasp. You felt something watery on the top of your head as you looked up to see a crying Jimin, he looked miserable, depressed, and scared. You knew right then and there that Jimin did care, the thoughts of Jimin playing you was all gone right then and there, gaining the trust you had on him back then in an instant, feeling the warmth of Jimin in his strong arms. He sobbed, "I'm s-sorry, you know that? I ruined it for us didn't I? Because of my petty mistake we will never be--" you shushed him with your finger on his soft warm lips as you said softly and assuringly, "No. I trust you again, I..." you sighed, closing your eyes, "I believe we can be together even through something like this. A petty mistake should never be taken for granted but I know that this one really was a mistake you couldn't stop I would think. I'm sorry for not being able to get that soon enough." opening your eyes, only to see Jimin's face inches away from yours, making the heat rise to your cheeks. 

   "Am I... forgiven then...?" said Jimin excitedly, making you smile from his enthusiastic side after hearing your words of forgiveness, "Ye--" you then felt Jimin's lips on yours, a sweet and soft inoccent kiss on the lips. Your eyes gradually closed, savoring the kiss you had with him as you felt yourself wrap your arms around his neck to deepen the kiss as he wrapped both his arms around your waist too. You didn't know how long you kissed him but it felt right as you knew that this was love right then and there, no one could make you feel the same way you felt for Jimin. Slowly, the two of you stopped the kiss as you felt yourself turn pink from the long kiss you shared with Jimin, making him smile, his eye smile brightly showing, contagious to make you smile too. He pecked your lips again as he looked at you lovingly, "I feel a million times better now." as you giggled from Jimin's words, "That's great then." you said, smiling towards him, Jimin kissing your forehead softly, protectively cuddling you. "You're mine forever. No man will ever lay a finger on you." said Jimin in a firm voice as he said, "Promise me I'm your one and only man in this world." making you smile from his protective side. "I, Jung Jin Hee, promise that Park Jimin, the guy cuddling me, is my one and only man in this world. Happy?" you said jokingly, making Jimin beam like a little kid. "Yes. My turn~!" Jimin said happily. 

   Jimin clearing his throat, dramatically starting, "Me. Park. Jimin. Will cherish and keep this woman of mine, Jung Jin Hee, as my lady for the rest of my life. For bad and for good, I will keep her forever." making your heart race from the cute confession Jimin gave to you, as you softly pinched his cheek, "Cute." you said lovingly. Jimin then stared at you, smiling, "You're husband can be y too you know, lots of choices right here." Jimin said pointing to himself as you smiled as Jimin's confidence. "Hmm. That's nice but the thing I care the most about is right here." you said, pointing at Jimin's heart as you said, "If it beats hard for me, then that's all I care about." you said firmly and sweetly towards Jimin. I'm so happy to have her as mine. No one has ever said this to me so genuinely. Jimin thought to himself as he nodded happily, agreeing to what you said, cuddling with him for an hour or so. 

   You paniced as you said, "Yah yah yah, move I need to do my homework~!" quickly getting off of Jimin's grip, shocking him immediately from his calm state of mind. He laughed at your pure worry for your homework to be done as he let you run off, down the stares to go do your homework. By now, it was around 7:30pm as your little confessions, kisses, cuddling, and forgiving session took place for the past few hours. You quickly began on your homework, seeing Jimin pass by a few times as you did your homework until he finally sat down right next to you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder, making you smile as you were on your third last problem of your math homework, your last homework. It was a couple hours now since you did your homework and Jimin was really bored. He kissed you on your cheeks, forehead, and nose, and sometimes if he was lucky, pecked your lips as he then cuddled around your waist, cutely staring at you. You giggled at his cuteness, finishing up your last problem that felt like ten years from Jimin's little cute actions towards you. 

   You stretched, cleaning up everything on the desk, placing everything back into your backpack, getting up, only to hear the loud grumble of your stomach, Jimin laughing as you embarrassingly sat down once again. "Want to eat? I forgot that you haven't eaten much huh? Yah, you need to eat more." said Jimin happily as he dragged you into the kitchen with him, you gladly following him in there. You then opened the fridge filled with food you bought with Jimin awhile back. You smiled as you grabbed different foods out of the fridge, Jimin curiously staring at you bringing out random ingredients, curious to what you were making. "Jin Hee~ What are you making?" said Jimin curioiusly towards you as you busily said, "Seolleongtang." Jimin brightly grinning to hear his favorite food being made, ox bone soup. Jimin outrageously yelled an "Assa!" as you shook your head at Jimin's childness, Jimin helping you take out the last ingredients. 

   Immediately, you got into cooking, making everything as precisely as you can, Jimin watching you the whole time at your focused state of mind. He couldn't help but chuckle from your seriousness to make the best ox bone soup ever, as what it seems to him in your determination. After half an hour, you felt a warm hard chest on your back as Jimin couldn't help but hug you from behind, putting his head on your shoulder, arms draped around you. "Is it almost done?" said Jimin happily, making your heart flutter from the interaction between you and Jimin, smiling towards him as you said, "Ten more minutes and we're done~!" as Jimin couldn't help but smile, his stomach growling, you quickly stirring the ox bone soup on the stove. After ten minutes, you were serving the soup with a bowl of rice, guiding the food onto the dining table, Jimin helping you. 

   Happy with the appearance of the soup, you let Jimin try the soup first, Jimin taking a sip from the hot soup as his eyes widened in pure shock, you growing worried about the taste being too strong. "Omo. It's so... amazing!!" said Jimin as he put two thumbs up, "Jjang~!" as he gobbled up the food in an instant, making you smile as you dig into the food you made. You couldn't help but think the soup was actually amazing, you really did try your hardest to make the ox bone soup taste delicious after finding out Jimin really liked ox bone soup, making you feel like you had to make it taste better than his expectations. You smiled as you ate, finally finishing the food, washing the dishes with Jimin. 

   It was around 11pm by now as you were extremely exhausted today, taking a shower, having on grey sweats and a black top that said, "Cool." You then lied down onto your bed, thinking about everything that happened today, the good and the bad. You then see Jimin walking towards the bed after shutting off the lights, cuddling with you as he gets into bed. "Aigoo~ I bet my baby is so tired~ Rest well, dream of me okay?" said Jimin happily, imagining his cute eye smile smiling towards you in the dark as you smiled at him even if he couldn't see it, "Geurae. Dream of me too, okay? Good night." you said tiredly and softly towards him as he said, "Didn't have to tell me twice. Good night jagi~" as he kissed your forehead softly and slowly, passing out after. You couldn't help but beam at his cute action as you too then fell asleep, in Jimin's embrace, ready to take on the next day with him. 


A/N: Yooooooooooooooooooo! I know I never talk to you guys like this so now I'm going to be doing this... I really hope you guys forgive me for making Jin Hee/you forgive Jimin so easily but today was just a cute little scene of you two being the cutest couple-- or married couple anyone has ever seen. Thank you guys for watching and please keep the support coming on... I really appreciate it if you continue to read this series~ Love you guys... Stay tuned, I'll publish once more after I publish a chapter for Heart of Despair, See you guys later~ SARANGHAEYO~^^

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superdupper
#1
Chapter 25: Tsk yubin is crazy and mark is stupid to be live her. I hate yubin . desprate girl
saburiina
#2
Chapter 12: I love this story but yo kpop amino name doe HAHA "seagull_is_lyfe" LOL
seagull_jungkook
#3
jayism, thanks :D
jayism
#4
i love this story :3 hehe