‘Why am I here of all places?’ I think to myself as a go over to the swing and sit. ‘Ugh, what am I going to do?  I’ve been suppressing this feeling for so long…I’ve done such a good job so far. Why now? Do I really still love Kim….it can’t be…I’m going against everything I have ever stood for….’

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I sit on the swing with no thoughts for a while.

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“AAAHH! WHAT SHOULD I DO?” I yell. 

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More time passes

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‘Maybe I should go somewhere before it gets too dark….but where?  At this point I don’t care where it is….as long it is away from here.  I don’t want to go back…not now anyways.’ I think to myself in silence as to where I should go. ‘Wait! I didn’t even bring a disguise.  What if somebody finds me? Ugh..no time to think about that….I know if I turn on my cell phone it is going to flooded with phone calls and text messages…I’m not going to chance it. I’m going to Jeju Island.’