I think about jiwon really hard on my way home. Clueless. Jiwon...

Only one thing, one name, one boy, but it's not as simple as people see. Complicated. Jiwon is really a simple boy but sometimes he's really complicated. Do you understand?

I'm happy yesterday after school, and this morning until chanhyuk talk about jiwon. I'm happy doing this project even with someone that I just know, but when I think about jiwon who is my boyfie I confuse, clueless, dizzy.

Jiwon...

I open the front door of my house. And I immediately go to my room. I jump on my bed. I never think that love life will be soooo complicated like this. I never let my heart touch my love life before like I just date my ex without any feeling towards them. So when I broke up, I didn't feel anything hurt. But now?

'What should I do?'

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"Baby hayiiii. Dinner is readyyyyy. Come on girl!"

"Yeeeaahhh I'm coming..." I feel lazy to leave my room. I just finished take a bath. I still not in a good mood. I just wanna laying on my bed all night long.

Dinner feel so bitter. I just ate 3 times and after that I just playing my food. Just stir it.

"Baby, are you alright?" I just nodding my head without turn my head to my mum.

"Lee Hayi..." Ok, now my dad also calling my name. I just turn my head to him without any expression on my face. What's now? "I wanna tell you something..."

Sigh. What is this feeling.....why i feel more uneasy when my dad talk to me.

"This 3 months, I'll stay in London. For preparing our stuff--"

"Whoa whoa whoa. Wait.......what stuff? Our stuff? What is it now?" What will my dad talk about? I feel.....anger inside me?

"You still remember right? Last year, we all wanted to move to London? And it canceled, right? So 3 months later we, 3 of us officially move to London--"

"Whoa whoa hold on dad. I don't see this coming. Why so sudden? Like.............dad? Are sure?"

"I already found our new house, found a good school for you, even a good college for you--"

"You want me to start new beginning again? Start all over again? It's not as easy as you think. Even I still hard to make a friend in my school now. And now when I already have a friend, and have a common, you want to move me away to the new life? Like...............why now, dad?"

"This is for your own good, Lee hayi"

"My own good???! Are you kidding me? Like..........how dad?????"

"I want you and your mum come with me to London. I have a big project there. We're gonna spend 6 years? 7 years maybe?"

"Whoa! Why it takes sooooo long time?! I love here, in Korea. I never go anywhere out of Korea for a long time. I spend here, whole my life..."

"Learn to move on, Lee hayi. Learn to accept it. You ignore it, but you still must accept it. Move on, Lee hayi. It's not that hard as you think--"

"I'm going out..." I immediately running out from my house. I still can hear my mum calling my name. "Lee hayi! Where are you going?" And I can hear what my dad talk to my mum "it's okay. She needs her time..."

Yeah dad, I needs my time. Alone. I don't know where my foot take me. I just walking to nowhere.

I just wear my white oversized T-shirt, short pants, and slippers. The weather is soooo cold, I can feel the cold wind in to my bone.

When i realize, my foot take me to the park earlier. I enter the park and sit to the place that me and chanhyuk practice this morning.

I don't know how long I sit here. I can't think properly right now.

"What are you doing here? It's almost midnight, lee hayi-ssi..." I turn my head to the stranger who sit next to me. "Don't be afraid, I'm a good boy. I know you, cause you really popular"

"Popular? What do you mean?" I don't know, I don't feel scared of this strangers.

"You very talented. Anyway, what time you gonna go home? It's almost midnight, and it's so cold. Why you wearing this kind of outfit? You can be sick. Here..." He take off his leather jacket and he lend it to me.

"Go home now. I gotta go. See you!" I cant take my eyes off of him. He immediately stand up and walk away. He turn his head to me, and wave his hand.

I even didn't ask his phone number. How to give back his leather jacket. And I don't even know his name. Can I meet him again?

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I can't close my eyes. I just laying in my bed and look in to my room. I still wearing this stranger's leather jacket. It feels so warm.

It's 7.00 am and I still can't close my eyes. I walk in to my make up table. I see my reflection there. I feel terrible. I have a dark circle in my eyes and eyes bag. My face look so pale. My hair so messy.

After I take a bath and I'm going to somewhere. I don't even touch my breakfast.

I'm wearing black sweater, skinny blue jeans, and my sneakers. I have my tiny backpack on my back. I choose to walk instead. I just wanna healing my......mood? With walking.

And here I am again. The same park. I don't know, is it this park have an addicted power or something. I really loves this place. I sit again. In the same place.

Sit down and I take my sketchbook and pencil case from my backpack. I wanna doodling all day long.

"Lee hayi! What are you doing here? I thought there's no practice today?"

"Whoa! Lee chanhyuk boy! I just........need some fresh air...and you? What are you doing here?"

"Every Sunday morning, me and my friend come here for making a new song, do our homework, picnic? Hahaha tell our story, a lot stuff we do together."

"Ah..........so fun........."

"How about, you join us?"

"What? Me? No-no. I will ruin your day. You guys will can't make a good song then..."

"What are you talking about? Hahahaha just join us, it's okay...just wait for my friend a few minutes again..."

We talking a lot of music. I feel so happy and for sure I start to forget about my problem.

"Dudes! Chanhyukie!" Call someone to chanhyuk. "whoa.......annyeong lee hayi-ssi!" My jaws drop. My eyes big open. It's him. "We meet again..." He smile at me. Okay. This is awkward.

"Meet again?" Chanhyuk confuse. "Yeah, last night I met her, here" said this strangers.

"Here? What you guys doing?" Chanhyuk still confuse. "Maybe she needs a fresh air?"

"And you? What are you doing?" And again chanhyuk still confuse. "I'm on my way home, I stop here. Cause I need my time to healing my stress........you know a lot of home works and after I helped my mum. Lately my mum so busy so yeah I must take care of my sooo active little sissy" it seems like chanhyuk already understand.

"Lee hayi-ssi. You don't know my name? My name is Kim Hanbin. Annyeong haseyo..." Said this hanbin boy and he bow at me. So I reply his bow. "Just call me hanbin. We're 96line."

I just nodding my head. so this chanhyuk boy's mate is hanbin boy, huh?

"He is the one who wrote the lyric, hayi-ya..."

"WHOA! Like finally I can meet the lyricist! Oh my goodness hanbin boy. Your lyris sooooo meaningful, so deep! I really love it!!!! You really genious, indeed!"

"Whoa hahahaha calm down, hayi-ya hahahaha thank you anyway..." This hanbin boy just smiling at me.

I spend my time a whole day with them. It's so fun! I can laugh, I can sing, and we do a lot of fun things together. It's make my mood in a good mood.

Even we busking in the park together. Me singing, chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy playing guitar. And they even rapping hahahaha. But still my jiwon-bae more good rapping than them.

Okay, I'm so sorry jiwon. But I don't wanna think about you today.

***

"Whoa! It's already 5.00 pm we spend the whole day together!" Said chanhyuk boy. I don't realize it until chanhyuk said that.

"We have a really good times together..." Said hanbin boy smiling to me and chanhyuk boy while playing his guitar. I just smile back to him with a sad feeling.

I really don't want this to end. I really love to hang out with them. Eventho I just met them, but I feel we already know each other for a long time.

"Hayi-ya...it's almost dark, not good for a girl to going back home late..." Why chanhyuk said that? I don't wanna back home now.

"Tomorrow we have school, right?" Hanbin boy said that and still playing with his guitar. "Chanhyuk-ah, you already finish your math task? I still have 2 number that I haven't find the answer. So difficult. Ah...hayi-ya? You have a homework too?" I just shook my head.

"Hayi-ya? You okay?" I just give chanhyuk boy a fake smile. "You wanna back home?" I just in silence. I don't respond to it.

We are now in silence. Busy with our own mind.

"Hayi-ya? There's something wrong? Can I help you?" Again chanhyuk ask me the same question.

"After this, where will you guys going to?" I open my mouth.

"I don't know. How about you, hanbin-ah?" Hanbin just shook his head and he is look at me, with his worry eyes (?)

"How about we have a diner together? I'll buy the foods for you guys. Please accept it, I wanna thank you guys for today and I'm glad to know you guys......." I jut give my best fake smile. "Hahahahaha I know it's really cheessyyyyyy........" I rub my back head.

"No need to do that, hayi-ya..." This hanbin boy want to refuse my offering?

"No need to refuse my offering! Let's go!" I stand up and waiting for they to stand up too.

After chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy looking to each other, they tidy up their stuff and then they both stand up next to me and smile to me.

"Let's go!" I really happy when chanhyuk said that. I reflect jumping and clapping my hand.

We walking next to each other. I feel like walking with my best friend. Eventho I never feel like this before..........cause I never really have a best friend.

We stop at a restaurant. I order spicy jjampong, chanhyuk boy order beef ramyeon and hanbin boy order spicy bulgogi.

We talk a lot. Sharing their experience when they busking on the street and park. I really amazed with them. They're really passionate. Their music ability are no joke. That's why they can make a really good song.

Chanhyuk going home first, he just got call from his mum.

"Hayi-ya? I know you have something on your mind that really bothering you right? I won't ask more, cause that's none of my business tho......." Hanbin boy sigh. "You don't wanna back home?" I just shook my head. Hanbin boy's eyes tell me that he's worry.

"I walk you home" then hanbin boy immediately walk himself without me. "Hayi-ya. Come on..." And hanbin boy grab my wrist, after I walk next to him he release his hand.

We just in silence the whole walk. Hanbin boy walking and playing his  guitar. I don't know, but i really like it. It's healing my burdeness.

We finally arrive in front of my house. Hanbin boy stop playing his guitar.

"So? We arrived in front of your house? What are you waiting for? Get in." I just in silence.

"Hayi-ya. I  know there's something bother you, you can tell me and chanhyuk if you want to. But i wont forcing you. Tomorrow we must go to school. Just take a rest and prepare for school. I still haven't finish my math task tho. If I still here, I'm not going to do my task. You wanna do my homework?" Hanbin laughing. I don't know, I'm not laughing just give him a little smile.

"Hayi-ya.....whatever problem comes to you, you must to move on. The show must go on. Stay strong!" Look him in the eyes. "Get in! You will catch a cold when you stay here for a long time. I gotta go! See you!" Hanbin boy pat my head and immediately walk away. Then he turn his head to me and wave his hand to me. I just nodding my head.

 

 

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chanhyuk like hayi?

chanhyuk look a bit jealous with hayi and hanbin?

how about bobby?

what will happen to hayi-bobby's relationship?

uh-oh! hanbin's here!!!!!

what will happen next?

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