after 2 weeks on holiday, it's enough to make me refresh my mind again and i'm so happy to saw hayi sing again on tv! her collab with katie kim a dream came true. my 2 favorite girls collab! so here it is, i hope it's a long long loooong update. enjoy! <3

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I scream a lot during basket game to support Jiwon. He really did a good job. His team win the game and he promise to buy me ice cream after the festival over. Jiwon promise too, that he will walk me home.

I hope i dont lost my voice after scream a lot. I must sing after this.

"Congratulation, jiwon-ah!" I congratulate Jiwon and I hold his hand.

"Thank you, baby! I can't did it without you!" He hug me and I hug him back. I can't not to smile.

"Ey! You smelly! You cheessy! Go away!" I pretend try to release our hug.

"But you hug me back! I love you, Lee hayi!" He hug me more tight than before. I hug him back.

We release our hug. I smile to him. And he smile back to me. He touch my cheek.

"Bobby oppa! Congratulation!" Suddenly Jenny girl came from nowhere and immediately hold Jiwon's left arm.

"Bobby oppa, congratulation!" Jinny girl congratulate to Jiwon too with aegyo and hold Jiwon's right arm.

Yuck. I wanna puke right on their face.

Jiwon try to release them, but he can't cause the girls hold Jiwon's arm really tight. Jiwon force smile to me, sign that he not comfort with the girls do.

"Girls. I won't be rude, but get off of me. Now!" The girls surprise, cause Jiwon's high voice. "I'm off. Let's go, hayi..." Jiwon hold my hand and pull me to follow him.

"Ya! Bobby ya! What are you find on her? I'm better than her!" Jenny girl yelling at the back.

"Ya! Lee hayi! What you did to bobby, huh?! You're nothing! You can't do anything! I'm more beautiful than you! I'm more famous!" Jinny girl run and stand in front of me and Jiwon.

Jiwon hold my hand more tight. I know he's mad, I can feel it. I turn my head to look at his face and then look down.

"But, there's something you both don't have, but hayi has it..." Suddenly I turn my head to look at him. I surprise with what he said.

"What?!" The girls surprised, they even don't blink their eyes.

"I choose her. She's what I looking for. I love her. So, you both just go." I can feel my heart beat so fast. Why now I fall for every Jiwon's words so easily. Why now? How about when our early relationship?

"What?! Huh! What she can do?!" Jenny girl still not accept Jiwon's words.

But Jiwon hold my hand really tight and we just walk away from that crazy girl. We off to canteen.

We sit next to each other. He still hold my hand. I just look down. "Hayi-ya..." Jiwon call me. I turn my head to see him. I smile to him. He smile back to me.

"Don't ever listen to the girls..." I just nodding my head and smile to him. "You are special. I love you." He rub my hair.

"Don't worry, Jiwon-ah..." I smile to him and he hug me. I hug back. He rub my hair.

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"Guys! So sorry, I'm late..." I run to the class and practice once before me, chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy perform after this.

"No problem, hayi-ya..." Chanhyuk smile to me. I feel guilty, cause I came late.

"Let's start it!" Hanbin boy ready to practice. Then I place to my position.

I wanna show to the crazy girls that I can do something. I ain't nothing. I ain't useless. I will do something that no one ever expect before I moving out soon.

After we practiced once, we off to the backstage and ready to perform in 5 minutes later.

"Hayi-ya..." I turn my head to the right. "Are you alright? There's anything bothering you?" Like hanbin boy can read my mind. I just shook my head.

"Really?" He still not believe it.

"I'm alright..." I smile to him and he just nodding his head.

"Just give the best performance for the other..." Hanbin boy give an advice for me. I just nodding my head and smile to him.

"Next performer!" The crew said, me, chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy gather.

"We must give the best performance for the other friends! Fighting!!!" Chanhyuk said and after that chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy enter the stage with guitar their carry. I'm the last one who enter the stage.

Chanhyuk boy and hanbin boy start play the music.

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Don’t look at me with that light glance
Don’t speak of love easily
If you want my heart, you need to take my pain too
Because you will be pricked by my thorns someday

I start sing from the backstage. I walk slowly entering the stage. Still sing. I can see the crowd curious already. Like 'who the hell is singing?!'

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Sing and walk slowly in to my position in the front, center. I ignore the crowd and just enjoy singing.

Seeing your confidence makes me feel so bad for you
Your confident footsteps toward me looks so pitiful today
Emotions? That’s an extravagance to me
Love? That’s Obsession’s best friend
So run away just run away
Cuz you and I must come to an end

Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn
Every rose has its thorn

I peek a glance to the crowd. There's still a big question mark on their face.

Don’t trust me too much
You don’t know me that well yet
So just run away run away
I said ooh ooh ooh
Don’t love me
You don’t know me that well yet
I said run away just run away
Don’t come to me

My love is like a red rose
It may be beautiful now
But my sharp thorns will hurt you
My love is like a red rose
Yes, I may be fragrant
But the closer you get, the more I’ll hurt you

Next song, chanhyuk boy play the intro. I enjoy every moments in the stage.

I can't just Erase Memories of the past, and now I think the rain
and walking alone on the street to walk through the rain all day long after you're gone;

the white face, the day you pull down a long, Lily,
and all you shall contain
one day I miss you, I'm the rain this way,

I close my eyes, and enjoy the music. I can feel calm.

we were each other endlessly, this way,
I was lonely, now you know me,
strumming the left their past
my mom, soaking rain
 

I can't just Erase Memories of the past Think about it now, and the rain,
and he had walked along the road to see you alone
after you're gone

I peek a glance in to the crowd, once again. The crowd enjoy our performance. Like the crowd really likes our performance.

all day long, white face, rain day lilies, but you
pull down a long, empty all of you shall
one day I miss you, the rain,
I walked to each other, but we are infinitely walked
lonely, but now I know
 

I left you in the past, passing the rain, soaking my mom
I can't just Erase Memories of the past
and now I thinkthe rain, four
And the way he had walked alone to see you

after you're gone walking
after you're gone

I that - after you're gone miss you girl so I miss you girl

I think all about you (after you're gone)

I miss you girl so I miss you girl

I miss you girl so I miss you girl
 

Last song, chanhyuk boy play the intro. I really love this upbeat-retro-ish song. I hope the crowd really loves and enjoy our songs.

Hey
C’mon now
I said 1 2 3

 

Stop mistakenly thinking that 
I’m still yours
I’m different from the way I was in the past
The flowers all bloomed
With the sound of the morning
But you still don’t understand, why

 

The crowd head banging their head as they like our performance.

 

I’m sick and tired of your hypocrisy
Clumsy liar ooh can you please shut up now
I think I’m going going crazy ooh
I think I’m going going crazy ooh

 

Don’t act miserably any longer
Disappear far away
no no Nananananana
Don’t cry pathetically
Forget it all forever no no

 

Listen

Don’t worry about others, 
just mind your own business
I don’t need your sympathy uh

 

I said 1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh
Time will settle everything
1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh 
game over game over ooh
game over

 

A girl like me, wherever you go
Even looking after washing your eyes, is rare
Sometimes y, sometimes innocent
Boys pass by crying, immaturely

 

I’m sick and tired of your hypocrisy
Clumsy liar ooh can you please shut up now
I think I’m going going crazy ooh
I think I’m going going crazy ooh

 

Don’t act miserably any longer
Disappear far away
no no Nananananana
Don’t cry pathetically
Forget it all forever no no

 

I really loves this song. It makes me dancing. The song is soooo catchy.

 

Listen

Don’t worry about others, 
just mind your own business
I don’t need your sympathy uh

 

I said 1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh 
Time will settle everything
1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh
game over game over ooh
game over

 

It hurts so bad
I guess you’ve forgotten already
Hey baby
Please go away

 

I said 1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh 
Time will settle everything
1 and 2 and 3 4 ooh
game over game over ooh
game over

 

1 and 2 and 3 4 
1 and 2 and 3 4 
1 and 2 and 3 4

game over
game over
game over

we end our performance with a big big big smile on our face. The crowds give us a standing applause. I’m tearing up. So this is how it feel being loved and appreciated?

'WE WANT MORE WE WANT MORE’

I can hear the crow said ‘we want more’. It soooo loud, like all of the crowds say that loudly. I turn my head to hanbin boy and chanhyuk boy, we all clueless.

The crew approach us, and the crew said that they give us more time to perform only one song. After that me, hanbin boy and chanhyuk boy discuss about it. We discuss, we already choose the song, take our part and practice a bit.

We back at our position, and ready sing our last song. Chanhyuk take the first part.

If you’re saying hi
Because you feel bad for me
Don’t worry about hurting me
And just pass by

It’s my turn.

Nana (nana)
Nana (nana)
Don’t worry about my heart hurting

Chanhyuk take his part again.

I’m actually fine
Even though I look like someone in pain
There are so many things I want to say
But in the end, I’m just alone
Actually, I don’t like you
I actually dislike you, I hate you
Laying in bed alone at night
The blankets I hold are so cold

It’s my turn again. I see the crowds, they all shake their head to the left to the right as the rhythm.

If you’re coming to me
Because you feel bad for me
Don’t worry about hurting me
And just pass by

Now, it’s hanbin boy part. I didn’t even know he can rapping. Not just make a really good song, arrange song, and he can rap too. He really multitalented.

The cold words you indifferently said to me
I secretly hurt over them, as if it’s natural
It’ll never happen anyway, it’s obvious, I know
I don’t want your pity anymore

I fill the vocal line. And hanbin boy will continue his rap part again.

I don’t want to be pathetic
So I got up first

It’s hanbin boy last rap part.

Don’t linger, I’m really okay
Don’t say anything, just turn around and walk away

The last part, it’s my part and chanhyuk part.

Nana (nana)
Nana (nana)
Don’t worry about my heart hurting
And just pass by
Pass by

We end our performance, bow to the crowd. And the crowds, again, give us standing applause. So loud. My tears falling down. I’m so happy, feel so blessed.

As I, chanyuk boy and hanbin boy back to the backstage. I hug them. I’m so happy! I never feel this way without them. Without they asked me to join this team. I’m so thankful.

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Hanbin’s POV

we end our performance with a big big big smile on our face. The crowds give us a standing applause. I immediately turn my head to see hayi. I can see a really big smile on her face, and she almost cry. I think it’s a joyful tears.

‘WE WANT MORE WE WANT MORE’

I can hear the crow said ‘we want more’. It soooo loud, like all of the crowds say that loudly. I turn my head to hayi, and she turn her head to me too. Then she turn her head to chanhyuk.

The crew approach us, and the crew said that they give us more time to perform only one song. After that me, hayi and chanhyuk discuss about it.

When the crew said that petition, I already think a perfect song for us to sing it. I think, it’s really perfect for us. And it’s so me. It’s so my love life.

We discuss, we already choose the song, take our part and practice a bit.

We back at our position, and ready sing our last song. Chanhyuk take the first part.

If you’re saying hi
Because you feel bad for me
Don’t worry about hurting me
And just pass by

It’s hayi’s turn.

Nana (nana)
Nana (nana)
Don’t worry about my heart hurting

Chanhyuk take his part again.

I’m actually fine
Even though I look like someone in pain
There are so many things I want to say
But in the end, I’m just alone
Actually, I don’t like you
I actually dislike you, I hate you
Laying in bed alone at night
The blankets I hold are so cold

It’s hayi’s turn again. I see the crowds, they all shake their head to the left to the right as the rhythm.

If you’re coming to me
Because you feel bad for me
Don’t worry about hurting me
And just pass by

Now, it’s my part. Like I’m telling my own love life. Literally, I told my story.

The cold words you indifferently said to me
I secretly hurt over them, as if it’s natural
It’ll never happen anyway, it’s obvious, I know
I don’t want your pity anymore

hayi fill the vocal line. And I continue the rap part again.

I don’t want to be pathetic
So I got up first

It’s my last rap part.

Don’t linger, I’m really okay
Don’t say anything, just turn around and walk away

The last part, it’s hayi and chanhyuk part.

Nana (nana)
Nana (nana)
Don’t worry about my heart hurting
And just pass by
Pass by

We end our performance, bow to the crowd. And the crowds, again, give us standing applause. So loud. I turn my head to hayi, and I can see her tears falling down. I hold her hand.

As I, hayi and chanhyuk back to the backstage. hayi hug me and chanhyuk in the same time. Oh I really wish that only me that hayi hug tho. But… wel… yeah… I’m so happy! At least, I can make her happy.

 

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Rose - Leehi

Brown Eyed Soul-After you leave 그대 떠난 뒤

1,2,3,4 - Lee Hi

Just - Zion.t x Crush

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