Trigger warning: VERY fictional. May/may not be 2 shot only.

Italized Carrot colored font are POV/thoughts-whatever. Normal ones are flashback. Anyway, you'd know this once you start reading. Was just giving a heads up :)

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Yoona is an independent woman living in South Korea while her parents’ stays in Australia; where they have decided to live permanently.
 
Living alone has its pro’s and con’s that Yoona could agree of. But she never felt alone, when she met the love of her life back then. They shared the same apartment – basically living together as if they’re a married couple.
 
“Muddy” She smiled, greeting the dog that welcomed her. Right, she isn’t alone; she lives with her dog.
 
The dog stood excitedly as it greet back Yoona excitedly
 
“How’s your day?” She asked, but frowned away when she saw traces of scattered tissues on the floor almost everywhere – making her apartment looks like in a mess “Not a good girl” nagged her and Muddy looked guilty of what she have done but nonetheless continued to Yoona in every part that she could reach
 
Yoona went to the couch with Muddy on her hold, slumping down on it before turning on the TV.
 
“Aren’t you hungry?” She asked, but got her question answered by herself when she saw the food bowl having some dog food left “You’re a very smart dog” She boasted proudly
 
Muddy, a dog Yoona found in the streets. Yoona had named her ‘Muddy’ because she was full of mud when she was first found.
 
Personal alarm clock, nanny, news dog, reminder, you name it. Yoona believes that Muddy has been raised to be a service dog. But since no one is looking or claiming, she decided to keep Muddy in her place. And honestly, Muddy has been of great help to her.
 

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“Muddy,” Yoona called as she combs Mudd’s hair using her fingers. They are now in her bedroom, lying down on the bed. “Tomorrow, do you want to come with me?”
 
Where to?
 
“It’s my love’s birthday tomorrow” She smiled “Let’s surprise her”
 
Oh …
 
“It’s Sooyeon …” added her before shifting a little so she could take out the picture frame in the cabinet; it has a picture of Yoona and a blonde girl staring at each other as they sip from their drink shared with two straws. They looked as if they were the happiest person in the planet. She looked on solemnly before showing it to muddy “It’s her birthday tomorrow, April 18. Funny thing is, I may forgot a lot of things; but never once that I forget her birthdate.”
 
Yoong … It’s me
 
“I bet that if you came here when she was still here with me, she would’ve shrieked with joy the moment you come in”
 
Yoongie …
 
“It has been more than a year since she left this world, but …” Yoona rolled her eyes to control the tears – not wanting to let em out. “You’re coming, okay?” She asked with finality and kissing both muddy and the picture frame – placing it back to where it’s located the first place, and drifting to dreamland.
 
Goodnight my Yoongie. I’m just here, by your side, always.
 
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Don’t know what to do whenever you are near,
Don’t know what to say, my heart is floating in tears.
When you pass by I could fly
Every minute, every second of the day
I dream of you in the most special way
You’re beside me all the time
 

Yoona serenaded the tomb in front of her, singing every word melodiously.
 
“Happy Birthday my Sooyeonie” She smiled “I love you”
 
Thank you, and I love you too my Yoongie
 
“This dog is muddy” She introduced “I found her the next day you left this world”
 
…
 
Yoona bitterly smiled “She was filled with mud, so I named her as it is. I guess you have shared to me some of your laziness”
 
I have always. You’re used to going out before, but since I want to stay in our room most of the time, you would choose to do the same and we’d cuddle the whole day.
 
“Do you remember my friend, eunjung? When she knew that she has a cancer, she asked us ‘If you were to turn into a thing after you die, what do you want to be?’”
 
What did you answer?
 
“At first I thought that it sounds ridiculous. But just an if, a what-if, then I’d choose to be a pair of shoe” She continued because no one will answer her anyway “White shoes, specifically”
 
My favorite …
 
“Yep. You have tons of em. So maybe if I were to turn into one, you’d never forget me. And oh! If I’m so lucky, I could be your favorite too” She added with a soft laugh
 
You are my favorite, Yoongie.
 
“If you were asked the same question, I wonder what your answer would be