Heyyy! Let me discuss about this first hehe :)

So yeah, Mixed emotions about Jessica not being under SM anymore. Sad, because it's SLIMMER yoonsic moment :(. Happy, because she got her freedom easily. I mean hey, they didn't make it hard for both sides. I just hope that Jessica would be signed in a better company. (And am i the only one who doesn't like her to be in YG lol)

And about Yoona, *sigh* Mixed feelings too. Sad because they were fine (?) recently. Yuri even mentioned him at Channel Soshi. And doubt (or is it just me feeling this XD) because you see, Party = KhunFany broke up and now with the Lion Heart promotion coming up, YoonGi broke up. Seems fishy to me. Anyway, I wish the both all the best.

I want to hear you thoughts about this too. Comment it up! Also, Thoughts about the story ^^

 

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"Sica, How did you solve for this?"

"..."

"Sica"

"..."

"Fine. Thanks really. I get it" Yoona remarked as she stood up to leave the classroom where they usually stay after eating at breaktime

"Wait, Where are you going?" Jessica asked following Yoona out

"Just stay there and text whoever is it you're texting that is way too importantant than me."

"Texting isn't important to me than you. Why are you so sensitive these days?"

"Sensitive? I was calling out for you but you are too busy to even look at me"

"I looked at you. I even gave you the formula on how can you solve for that said problem." Jessica explained softly 

"Sorry. But give me time. I'll ask dongwook oppa for help. Don't follow."

 

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"So you've been meeting him behind my back."

"What? Nooo! It's not what you think"

"Then, what was that just now?"

"We just met coincidentally"

"What a coincidence it is. Don't fool me Jessica. Everybody knows that you really like him"

"I LIKED him. Past tense. I LIKED him before." Jessica specified the word liked

"And as if that didn't change."

"This is too much. I love you and you know it. Isn't that what matters the most? I just liked him but now i don't. We met coincidentally and that doesn't mean anything."

But Yoona walked away leaving Jessica there.

 

-

"Yoongie, Me and mom would be at LA this weekend."

"Okay. Have a safe trip."

 

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"So, Are you going to treat us or are you going to?" Sooyoung asked as they joined Yoona and Jessica who's silently eating their lunch at the cafeteria

"Treat for what?"

"You don't know? KTY appreciated her efforts in the play and wants her to debut as an actress."

"Ah really?"

"Yes really. You don't know?" Sooyoung asked and Jessica just smiled at her then looked at Yoona who turned to whisper something to Hyoyeon.

 

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"It's too much Tiff. I don't know what to do anymore."

"Hush now Jessi. Everything would be alright" Tiffany said consoling the crying Jessica

"Nothing's going to be alright. We would be nothing soon too."

"Why? What happened?"

"Everytime we would always fight. Even the things that we already resolved before. And ..*sobs* she would always propose for a break-up"

"If you still love her, fight and don't give up."

"I tried, I'm trying so hard. But .. But everything is just too much. Sometimes it hurts too much. Sometimes its unbearable already"

"So, What are you going to do?"

"Maybe i should give her what she wanted."

"Hush. Everything may not be alright now but it would be fine. You're going to be fine. It's okay not to be okay." As much as Tiffany wants to curse at Yoona, she didn't because she believe that she has no right to do such and who is she to meddle with the relationship. She may ruin the two and she doesn't want her bestfriend to suffer anymore.

 

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"Look here Jess, That's not what i mean .."

"I get it Yoong. You want a break-up. Okay. We're over."

"What?"

"We're over. Who am i from the people you could have in the industry" Jessica spatted as she turned to leave Yoona. Tears was running non-stop from her eyes. It was too much. It's too Painful. But maybe she's just making it hard for the both of them if she wouldn't give what Yoona wanted for the past few weeks

 

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One month later.

 

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"Auntie. Where is Jessica?"

"I'm coming Tiff" Shouted Jessica walking down the stairs

"Why don't you sit first?"

"No thank you auntie. We would be late if we stay any longer."

"Please look out to her for me."

"I will auntie"

"Thank you fany"

"It's nothing."

"Jessica, The brightest make-up you could wear is your smile. Don't frown and smile a bit"

"Yeah Jessi."

"Nah."

"Why are you still going if you don't feel like it?" Mrs. Jung asked fixing Jessica's dress

"Because it's mandatory. Ugh" Jessica grunted at that fact

"Okay. If you can't smile, at least try not to frown. And don't act like it's the worst party you would ever go to."

"Not the worst but the one i want to avoid" She mumbled to Tiffany as they went out to go to the Grad Ball Event of the school.

 

- DANCE -

Jessica was sitting at one of the stools near the mini bar when Taeyeon came to her and whispered that Tiffany would meet her at the garden. She went only to be welcomed by just lights, trees, flowers, and nothing. Tiffany is nowhere to be found. She decided to look around the area but still found none. So she sat at the bench with her head hang low, she can see from her peripherals that a shadow is walking closer to her.

"Miss, May i hold your hand and dance all night long until we fall inlove again?" Asked by that someone she wanted to avoid seeing in this party. Her ex, Yoona. She looked up to see her looking at her too.

"What are you doing here?"

"I asked you to dance with me"

"I don't dance."

"I know. But not that kind of dance."

"So, Tiffany won't be coming here?"

"Hmm."

"Okay then." Jessica said as she stood up and was going to walk away when Yoona encircled her arms in Jessica's waist to refrain the girl from walking away. Her face was buried in Jessica's shoulder.

"Don't go. Don't leave."

"Let go." was Jessica cold response though she can feel Yoona cried in her shoulder

"Don't ask me to let go and don't let me go too. I don't want you to go. Hold me. Choose me again, love me again"

"Why?" Jessica asked with her voice creaking

"Because i love you. Present tense." Yoona answered as she lift of her head to answer that sincerely.

"And just because you do, do you think it would be that easy?" Jessica asked as she faces Yoong "Do you think that everything just happens like that so easily?"

"I know i hurted you before and im so sorry for that. I also know that i can't take the pain you've felt and how i was not there to comfort you."

"5 signs Yoong! 5 signs of falling out of love and you showed 5 out of 5 in weeks, It's not love anymore. You're just sorry." Jessica remarked while letting her tears flow

"Nooo! I have to admit that i changed a bit but that doesn't mean that i don't love you anymore"

"That word is deceiving. Don't use it. You wanted a break-up, right? I gave you what you wanted that's love. So, let me go too."

"You got it all wrong. It's not love. Because if it is, You wouldn't have let go even in any circumstances. Because in love, You don't let go. You hold on to that someone as long as you can and eventually that someone would hold you back when you feel like giving up."

"So you're saying, keep on holding even if you're way too hurt? Well damn. You don't know how much i fought for us. You don't know how much i held on to the words 'I still can. We can still work things out' before saying to you that we're over. Because it feels like you have the need."

"Nooo. Please. If you don't feel like holding me, this time, let me be the one to hold. Let me be the one to hold you. Let me be the one to make us work again until you can love me again. Just like how i asked it just a while ago. Can i hold your hand until we fall inlove again"

"It was only  you who needed to fall in agin. I never fell out of it but i'm sorry. Everything is unbearable. Admit it. We hurted each other." She answered softly and wiping off her tears in the process

"Then, Let me show you the Yoona that you loved before. I'll show you the things i did that made you love me and would still do. Please give me a second chance. A second chance to prove you how much i love you, still love you. A second chance to prove you that we're still worth the heartaches. A second chance for me to love you the second time around that i swear to love you right. I know i took advantage of you doing all the stuff for us, i know that i never thought of you leaving my side no matter what only to be proven wrong the day you broke-up with me. I also know that it took me quite some time before talking to you again but i just needed that time to find the me that you loved before. The me that wants to spend my everyday life with you. And then here am i, Still the old me who wants to spend day by day with you."

"Everything that happened is unbearable sometimes. It hurts a lot. I don't know if giving you the second chance that you want is the right thing to do."

"I will make sure that it's right and a decision you wont regret taking." 

"Give me time" Jessica asked for a favor. "If there is."

"I can give you that favor. But grant this favor of mine about dancing with you. Whatever your decision may be, i'll respect it. But i'm still hoping that it's still you and me in the end"

"There's no music in here silly." Jessica remarked then Yoona took out her phone and played So Close. For the first time, Jessica smiled that day.

"There, Now, Shall we?" Jessica didn't hesitate any longer and took Yoona's hand that was waiting for her to take.

"How silly of us to be doing this kind of stuff. We're both ladies"

"Whyyy? We can. Also, there's no one here so don't be shy ~"

"Even so."

"Honestly .."

"Hmm?"

"I miss you a lot. It's boring and lonely without you"

"I miss you too." Jessica admitted honestly. She'll be lying esp to herself when she'll say that she didnt miss this girl dancing with her. She misses the Yoona that she loves.

 

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1 year later.

 

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"Sooyeon, Where are you going? Date with him?"

"Yes mom!"

"Him again?"

"Who do you expect me to date?"

"Maybe Yoona?"

"Maybe not" Jessica said as she stuck out her tongue

 

-

"Yoona, She's waiting for you downstairs already."

"OMG. She's already here?"

"Yesss."

"How do i look?"

"You look fine. Go now"

"Thanks unnie." 

 

"Heyyyy."

"Took you so long."

"Sorry." Yoona then kissed the girl in the cheek.

"Are you ready to meet Jessica and Tyler?"

"Tyler who?"

"Don't act dumb Im Yoona. If i know,  you already did some background check on that guy."

"I didn't, okay?"

"Really?"

"Yah. What do you take me as?"

"Hmm .. Stalker. Always."

"Geez. Let's go already."

So the two left to meet 'Jessica and Tyler'

 

"Have you ever thought on what would happen if she said yes?"

"I think i'll be happy of course."

"But sadly she didn't."

"It's okay. She deserve more. She deserve better."

"You just indirectly answered me that you're not better for her."

"Then, If ever i am, why didn't  she choose me?"

"Are you seriously asking that to me?"

"You started it. By the way Seo, Why did you choose me?"

"Let's just say, i saw something in you that she didn't."

"Ohhh."

 

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Jessica and Tyler was the first one to arrive in the restaurant. Jessica on the other side, was clueless on who are they going to meet on this restaurant. She was just informed that they will be having a meeting with the new model for the newly launched perfume line. The company just told her to meet the one she'll be working with for the promotion of those perfumes

"Chill. It's not like they're going to eat you alive" Tyler told her as he hold her hand. "Oh look, there they are." He stood up to welcome the two. Jessica followed suit

 

"Hello ~" Seohyun was the one who greeted

"YOU?!" Jessica said as she saw Yoona infront of her.

"Yes. She'll be your partner for the perfume line promotion."

"You know each other?" Tyler was the one that asked

"Who wouldnt know about an idol thats slaying the charts?" Seohyun answered while the two being talked about is having an awkward stares with each other

"Oh i see. Please take your seats."

"Very well." Jessica mumbled as she sits again

 

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"So, You two know each other?"

"Yeah."

"It'll be easier to do the commercial then"

"What about you? Who are you?"

"Oof. I'm Tyler. Tyler Kwon." Tyler replied