myungsoo's pov.

i layed in bed, for the first time since forever, i started thinking about naeun. not about the baby, but naeun. just her alone. i recalled the times i broke up with her, the words that i have said, filled my heart with guilt. that memory clearly replayed in my mind from that day. her eyes was filled with shock, sadness, she was hurt, badly hurt. 

i tried keeping my feelings in that day, when i said those words to her. my heart was shattered into pieces just like her, seeing her being all so strong, trying to keep her tears in, trying so hard to make me stay, but i rejected.

what a fool, kim myungsoo.

looking to my left, i saw my guitar, stretching out to get a hold of the guitar, i brought it to me, as i sat up on my bed, crossing my legs. i examined the guitar, as that was my first guitar. my first guitar which was bought my naeun. 

at the thought of naeun, and the replayed memories, i started composing a song.. with the thoughts and words i would have always wanted to tell to, this special girl. son naeun.

hey its a very old memory, but

my heart still gets saddened because i miss you

there are still times when i crazily want to go back to those times

i use to watch you as i secretly hid behind 

i use to call out to you without a sound

when i said cold words that i didnt even mean, 

when i only have immature pride,

you are the most beautiful girl in my life

you gave me the happiest heart rush in my life

even now, those times are beautifully painful

i miss you, i miss you.

i stopped, writing down the lyrics first then, before starting writing the second verse of the song.

i used to practice saying i like you but i never told you

only you didnt know about my hot heart

that i didnt tell you about till the end

you were the most beautiful girl in my life

you gave me the happiest heart rush in my life

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