naeun's pov. 

he left the room after i shouted at him but he have got a point there, "i do remember, dont i?" she asked herself. unknowingly, tears begin to stream down her cheeks, as she heard soft sounds of sniffing across the room, and that's when she realized she was crying.

"why did things ended up like this....."

i, son naeun was lying all along. i knew myungsoo ever since i was a trainee, a year before he debutted. we were together. we loved each other whole heartedly as though nothing could get in the way, nothing could break us apart.

but i guess i was wrong afterall.

we broke up. i'm not sure about him but i was badly hurt to the extend that i promised myself that when the day comes, whereby i actually debutted, i would act as though i didnt know him, he didnt know me. we would be strangers, just like how people see us as. myungsoo just kinda, go with the flow of not knowing or even caring about each other. but no matter how hard i tried to deny, true fact was,

im never over him.

flashback in present naeun's pov.

31st of may 2010, 10 days before his debut, he broke it off.

"let's break up naeun." he said, as i stood infront of him, digusting the words he just said. it's as though the whole world just came crashing down onto me. it's as though i was killed a million times, my heart was shattered into pieces, it took me awhile for me to speak.

"myungsoo," i called out, controlling my tears from falling. "i can change, if im not good enough, i can change. i would do anything just for you." being the naive me back then, i actually said those words to him. 

he let out a small laughed, as sarcastic as it sounded, he said "i never loved you. never did i ever loved you. i have someone else in mind. i didnt want you, who annoyed me as