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You Are My DestinySehun POV's
Since that day, my heart turns cold. Noone can touch my heart like she did. I play around with Jinah and other girls. I don't care about their feelings. What I care is I can forget Seunghwan for a while. Yes, for a while, I never forget her. I will make myself busy with practice, recording, and everything. I just want to keep my thought busy too. If I just sit around, not doing something, she will appear on my mind. I'm kinda busy now. EXO is promoting growl now. I try to focus on this promotion but you all know the answer. I can't focus.
"Sehunnie" I hear Jinah call my name. Like usual, she will come to the backstage and meet me. I never like her but she always there for me. My feeling towards her is just respect. She is one of my fans. Well, she bring trouble to my relationship with Seung. But I think I can repair my relationship with Seung. I have no optimism about that. So I just forget all Jinah's mistake and act kind to her. She often bring a meal for me, for my members and for our staff. "Annyeong Jinah" I said that to her and waving "You are so cool on that uniform" she said that and pat my arms "Thank you" I smile to her "Sehun, can we have a private talk?" she ask me "We can but I think after we go back to SM" I said that to her. I see her nodded "Okay, I will meet you there" she give me slight kiss on my cheek and run away. What a shocking thing! How can she did that?
When I arrive at SM, I see Jinah already there hugging her body. Today's weather is quite cold. "Jinah, let's go in" I said that to her and lead her to the building. All hyungs straightly leave me to the dorm. I will just go to our dorm alone with my car. We are at the lobby now. Facing each other "What do you want to say?" I ask her straightly "Sehun, can I ask you a favor?" she ask me back "What's that?" I lift my eyebrow "I often see you with a random girl, so can you just hang out with me?" well, who is she asking me this thing? I bite my lower lips thinking about what to say. I don't want to hurt her either "Listen, I want to clear this thing Jinah" I clear my throat "I just consider you as a friend and a fans" I continue my words but I see Jinah's eyes teary. What should I do now? I can't let her cry because of me. I see her crying now. Andwae, I made her cry. As a gentleman, I walk closer and hug her. I try to comfort her "Don't cry, I know it's hard but I have to said it" I said that to her. She keeps crying but suddenly she pull me away. She wipe her tears and smile "I can understand it Sehun, you are an idol and I just your fans. Having you as a friend is more than enough" She said that to me "But I have a feeling for you. It's not a feeling from fans to her idol but a feeling from a girl to a boy" She continue her words "Jinah, I will help you to remove that feelings, you should meet another kind boy
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