Is Your Heart Not Shaken?

 

“So you made out after you confessed?!” I pulled the phone away from my ear as Hyosang squealed like a girl on the other end of the phone.

 

“Oh Jin Jin, I’m so proud of you.” I shook my head even though he couldn't see me.

 

“It's been three days and still no word.” I let out a sigh before finishing. “What if she rejects me?”

 

“Who would dare reject my Jin Jin?” He paused before continuing. “Hell, I bet she'll ring your door any minute now.” And as if by magic my door bell really rang.

 

“Hyosang are you at my door?” I asked my friend suspiciously.

 

“No. Why did it ring?” He was half excited half shocked. When refinished the door bell was rang a second time.

 

“Oh my god it's her!? What should I do?” I stood up in panic looking around my room.

 

“Go answer he door Jin Jin, go get your girl.” I hummed in response and ended the call, making my way to he door, without checking the monitor. That was probably my first mistake, because when I opened the door the person in front of me was definitely not Sabrine.

 

“Jin oppa!” I stood frozen as I was embraced tightly. After a few seconds I was released.

 

“Oppa I missed you so much. Look how much you changed.” When the female in front of me finished her statement I finally found my words.

 

“Bae Suji.” It was barely a whisper but in the quiet hallway she heard me.

 

“Yes Jin oppa, I'm back.” It was so weird to see her in person. It wasn’t like my old feeling had come back, it was more like a sweet childhood memory. While I was once in love with state, I realized that it was more of a puppy love, especially compared to what I now felt for Sabrine.

 

“I Had heard you were returning, welcome back.” She smile obviously happy that I knew of her impending arrival.

 

“Do you also know why I’m hear?” I rubbed my neck uncomfortable with where this conversation was going, but before I could reply she placed her finger on my lips.

 

“I'm here for you oppa, I was wrong for leaving you for fame. I was a child when I left, but now I have returned as a woman.” She stepped closer to me to whisper in my ear.

 

“I know all about your one sided love with that foreigner girl, but I’m here to make you forget about her.” And with that Bae Suji my ex girlfriend who I had presumed to be completely innocent, place her lips on mine and once again I was frozen.

 

Now it wasn’t that I liked her that I didn’t push her away immediately. No I didn’t respond to her kiss at all, despite her efforts. Instead I was too shocked to move, and that was my second mistake, because just when I had regained control over my body, I heard a loud shout from the end of the hall.

 

“And what the is this!?” I quickly pushed Suji away as the angry blonde made her way toward us, but I was hardly worried about her, because at the end of the hall I had caught sight of Sabrine retreating back into her home.

 

Smack!

 

The sound of skin against skin was loud in the empty hall way. I stood in shock holding onto my now burning cheek as Chaerin stood in front of me, furious tears streaming down her cheek.

 

“How could you!?” She raised her hand to strike me again but I grabbed it .

 

“How could you do this to Sabrine!? You know how she feels about you. You took her worst fear and made it into a reality. You are the absolute worst, don't come near her ever again.” She freed herself, and turned away.

 

“Chaerin it wasn't like that I swear, you know I would never do this to her.” She turned around glared at me, wiping her tears.

 

“You say that and yet here we are.” She turned back around and got in the elevator, not sparing me another glance. I made my way to Sabrine's door and began banging on her door.

 

“Sabrine, please let me in! I didn't kiss her! I would never do that to you, please open the door!” I didn't really expect her to open the door, but it didn't stop me from trying. Suji who had been quiet the whole time approached me, grabbing my arm to stop my desperate knocking.

 

“Jin oppa stop! You're gonna hurt yourself.” I turned to her, my eyes now slightly teary.

 

“I don’t care, Sabrine is probably in way more pain. And its all your fault!” I paused after I had raised my voice at the shocked Suji.

 

“Why did you have to come back Suji!? I was fine without you, what we had is long gone. Ever since the girl on the other side of this door came into my life I hadn't have one thought about you.” She stepped back as if she had been hit.

 

“The only person in my heart is Sabrine Michaels, and you have ruined every thing I worked so hard to build with her.”

 

“But I was your first love, how can you just push me away like this, I came back just for you!” I looked at her long and hard.

 

“Suji, I will say it again, we were kids, But you are right, you were my first love, But I want Sabrine to be my last.” I watched as big tears fell from her eyes, but none the less she turned and left me alone in the hallway.

 

“Did you hear that Sabrine!?” I continued to bang on her door. “Yes me and Suji had a past, but everything I had with her ended the moment I laid eyes on you! I will stand out here waiting for you, no matter how long it takes. Do you know why!?” I was met with silence but I refused to stop. “It's because I love you Sabrine, and it will only be you!” I waited for a long time, but the door never opened, but I stayed true to my word. I turned around and slid down the door, leaning against it as I sat on the floor.

 

“Sabrine I'm not going anywhere, I will' wait out here forever if I have to.” a few silent tears ran down my face as I banged the back of my head against the door. I stayed that way for hours until my father came home and physically removed me from my spot in front of Sabrine's door.

 

When he sat me down in front of him I explained the situation to him, earning a pitiful look for him.

 

“Son, you fight for that girl, if she means so much to you.” I got up ready to go back to the hallway.

 

“Seokjin, give her sometime, resume your fight in the morning.” I reluctantly followed my father's advice and made my way to my room, refusing to eat, much to his displeasure.

 

That night I had the worst sleep of my life, with thoughts of Sabrine moving and leaving me forever. So when I awoke for the third time I decided to stay up. It was 5:00 in the morning on a Sunday, but still I got up, dressed myself and ate, and waited in front of her door.
 

 

“Seokjin what are you doing here!?” I looked up at Mr and Mrs Michaels from my position, now flat on my back, as they stared down at me. I quickly scrambled to my feet greeting them. I looked at my phone to see it was now noon.

 

“Can I see Sabrine.” I knew it was wrong of me to ask her parents instead of waiting for her.

 

“Sabrine's not here.” Mr. Michaels started. “She went to Chagrin’s late last night, but. She should be home soon, to pick up her uniform for school.” I nodded as Mrs. Michaels informed me that Sabrine would be staying there for a week. And just like that I was left alone in the hallway to wait.

 

One hour.

 

Two hours.

 

Three hours.

 

Three hours went by painfully slow. I pulled out my phone. Three forty-five shown on the screen, and just as I had put my phone away I heard the elevator ding.

 

“Sabrine.” I watched as she approached her door. I was thankful that she hadn't looked up yet, so I took that opportunity to stand but that's when she looked up sensing my movement. She turned right back around rushing to the elevator but it had already left.

 

I spun her around and hugged her tight, not knowing what to say.

 

“Let me go Seokjin!” she fought me trying to push me away, but I just held her tighter.

 

“Jin let me go! Don't touch me!” I pulled a way to look her in the eyes.

 

“That girl yesterday kissed me I wanted no part of it. Sabrine look at me.” I grabbed her chin softly, wiping away the tears that continued to fall from her eyes.

 

“I love you and only you. So you can hit me you can yell at me, but that wont change that I love you.”

 

I embraced her, as she began to pound on my chest.

 

“Why, are you making me feel like this, you made me fall for you, and then you brake my heart! Jin let me go.” I pushed her at arms length as her hits got weaker.

 

“I will never let you go, I made a mistake yesterday, but a bigger one would be letting you walking away from what we have.” “Sabrine I will never love someone as much as I love you, and while I can't promise that we wont have times where we hurt each other, I can promise that it'll always be you. Forever Sabrine, I will love you forever.”

 

And right as the elevator door opened. I stepped away to let Sabrine make her choice.

 

 

 

 

A/n: Hello my lovely readers, I am sad to say that Is Your Heart Not Shaken? Will soon be over, But do not fret because after a short break, I’ll be back with a new story for you all. So enjoy this chapter and anticipate the end.