Is Your Heart Not Shaken?
 

“Blue!” “Green!” “Blue!” “Listen you idiot you look best in green not blue.” I sat and watched as the two males continued to bicker back and forth.

“Adrian, Pablo, in about three seconds I’m going to rip off your arms and beat you with them.” As soon as Sabrine approached both boys quickly shut up. I looked over to Sabrine, who smiled at me. For the billionth time that night I was amazed at how beautiful she looked.

Jiyong had made Sabrine a white mini dress of silk and lace, and as she turned around to scold Pablo and Adrian I admired her back, which was exposed in a heart shape do to the dress’s design

Our party had started an hour ago, and as I looked around at our guest, nearly one hundred and fifty of them I realized that Sabrine outshined them all. Our party had a dress code of white and black and Jiyong had not failed in making Sabrine look like an absolute angel. After deciding that the couple on front of me had been reprimanded enough Sabrine turned toward me.

“I swear I can’t leave those two alone for a second.” I could tell she enjoyed the duo’s little arguments.

“Jin oppa Lets dance?” I looked at her with concern as she grabbed my hand. It was well known that I wasn’t much of a dancer.  Still, she walked to one of the security guards, while still holding my hand.

“Mike let me borrow your head set.” With any words the tall security guard handed over his head device.

“Toki can you play my jam?” I listened as Sabrine had a quick conversation with the DJ, who flashed thumbs up at us.

“Oh and Toki, tell David to get my spot.” I watched amazed as a bright spotlight shown on the middle of the dance floor.

“Come on Jin oppa, I’m the princess here tonight, and I need to dance with my prince at least once.”  Shaking away my apprehension me and Sabrine made our way to the center of the floor, as a smooth guitar beat started to play.

Sabrine placed my hands on her hips, as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

“It feels unbelievable when my bodies wrapped around you.” Sabrine laid her head against my chest as we swayed to the sweet lyrics.

“Days fall by the second, and the years will fade, but I won’t waste our time…” I smiled as Sabrine hummed along to the song, and right here in this moment surrounded by all of these people, it truly felt like only me and Sabrine in this room, hell in this world. All too soon though the song finished, and reluctantly I stepped away from Sabrine, but the look on her face was one I had never seen before. Just as quickly as it was there it was gone.

“Thank you for the dance Jin oppa.” Sabrine was quickly swallowed by the crowd, disappearing from my sight. I didn’t see her again until we cut our huge cake, and said goodnight to our guest.

“Jin I’m going to go to the hotel with my friends, I probably won’t be home until they leave.” I nodded a little, sad at the news, but before I could leave Sabrine stopped me. “I have a late club meeting on Wednesday, can you come pick me up.” A smile quickly made its way to my face as she hugged me goodbye.

Four days came and went, and when Wednesday came I was all but skipping through the halls of Sabrine’s school though when I rounded the corner, the sight in front of me was not one I was prepared for.

Min Yoongi, he had been absent at our party due to a funeral.  I watched as he and Sabrine continued, what looked to be a very heated argument. I stood there as they spoke fiercely to one another at the end of the hall. Because of the distance between us I couldn’t hear what they were saying, but next thing I knew Yoongi had grabbed Sabrine by the head turning it left and right, and that’s when I made my way over to them. Yanking Yoongi’s hand away from the smaller female, I turned him to face me.

“Have you lost your mind!” I had never been a violent person but before I even realized it I had thrown a punch at the shorter male making him land on his back. Sabrine stood frozen as she watched the scene in front of her.

Yoongi didn’t return the blow instead he stood and wiped his bloody lip, and turned and gave a pointed look at Sabrine. “This is exactly what I’m talking about, you know what, forget it.” I rubbed my hand as Yoongi walked away.

“Are you okay? Did he hurt you?” I checked Sabrine from head to toe.

She seemed to suddenly grab a hold of the situation.

“Jin oppa you’re so cute, when you act brave.” I swatted her hands away from my cheeks.

“Suga bear was just playing oppa.” I looked at her as if she had sprouted two heads. “I have to go apologize so I’ll go see you later.”

 I suddenly felt like I had no control over my body, so even I was surprised as I spun Sabrine around.

“Do you really not see me as a man at all?” She gave me that friendly smile again.

“Of course oppa you’re my big strong man, but I really have to go talk to Yoongi.”

I spun her around again and slammed her into the looker a little harder then I had meant to. But maybe that’s what I needed, because as the lockers made the loud banging sound I felt as if I had become possessed.

“Is this what you want!?” I asked her in my fit of rage. “You want someone who will treat you bad, someone who doesn’t care about you.” She looked at me not able to find any words to answer me with.

“ it.” And just like that I fulfilled my most selfish wishes.      

A/n:  The next chapter will be a Sabrine chapter that will explain the argument, and the secret conversation between her and Chaerin.