*

I can't give up on you till the very end. Don't hesitate any longer. 
So that we never fall again, we must get up.

The thought of anyone bowing down to another has disappeared and they're tightening their hold on your innocent neck. 
Without a pulse, everyone is watching the all the elaborate labor of mankind go to waste. 
Everything is drowning in the mire of chaos as one. We need someone- we want a problem solver with tremendous strength

Don't just look straight ahead anymore, look around you once in awhile. 
What you are living without just might be your pure soul. Believe in yourself and believe in others. 
Don't lose this important thing called humanity and stand up again never bending dependence- show your noble determination

You never give up, you more passion easy come, easy go! 
You never give up you more passion easy come, easy go!

*

"I told you everything would go as planned didn't I?"

I smiled at him. Even though the uneasiness couldn't be erased easily. Especially when everything worked the way I prayed for. Why should I be uneasy about it though? Wasn't this what I wanted? What should happen?

Hyuna unnie even agreed readily to follow to the orphanage, and somehow, Seungjae oppa managed to send Kihyun oppa away from being at home and stopping us, I didn't even know how he did it. Well, they're best friends anyway, and Kihyun oppa is fiercely loyal when it comes to his friendships.

I guess, I'm lucky to have Seungjae oppa in my life. Even when times go from bad to worse. Even the sight of him smiling right before my eyes after all that had happened was unreal. He's such an angel to even forgive me. But what about Joohyun? What about Hyesung oppa and Eunji unnie? Will they forgive me too? Will I be able to forgive myself?

"Unnie, that baby is looking at you. Ommo, kyeopta!"

Seungah unnie's voice drew my attention towards the kitchen table where both her and Hyuna unnie were busy spreading out the food we brought. One of the staffs who's talking to them had a baby in her embrace. Which reminded me, of the deal.

"She seems to like you. You want to spend some time with her?"

The lady carefully offered the baby to Hyuna unnie who had a forced smile and turned to Seungah unnie, the smile changed to a quick frown.

"Go on unnie. I can take care of the food here."

My breath hitched. Will she accept the baby or not?

"I'm sorry I'm having cold since yesterday...I don't want to spread the virus to the poor baby." Hyuna unnie smiled again, that cordial, forced smile.

"Oh, it's okay then. Maybe next time." The staff went away, presumably to protect the baby from being exposed to any spreading of cold or fever I guess.

But Hyuna unnie's not sick at all.

Time passed as I grew more and more anxious. Hyuna unnie kept herself away from the kids, and made herself busy with doing chores that didn't require her to interact with anyone, or rather, just not the kids. The closest she ever got to them was while distributing  the food to them, but even then she remained behind the counter, and gave her ever distant cold smile instead of mingling with them. Why? All the loving cuddles were solely given by Seungah unnie, and Seungjae oppa. Hyuna unnie barely even spoke a word to the kids.

Yet I couldn't give up.

"Hyuna unnie, help me! I need to go to the toilet! Please hold baby Yoorin for me."

She looked up from the book she was reading at the lawn outside of the bungalow sized building that housed the kids and their caretakers, and had that look on her face that I couldn't perceive. But I had carefully plan to corner her when there's nobody else near her. And it was already evening, this would probably be my last chance. I had to make it.

"Yah, pabo, the toilet is on the other side. Seungah is over there. Ask her to help. Can't you see I'm busy?"

"Unnie, quickly! I can't hold it in anymore." I started jum