* park jungmin - SS501 *

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You're still young, and you don't know the world 
What is there for you to know 

Always the same thoughts, nothing else 
It's always like that with elders

I permit you to do everything 
(Satisfaction in that way) 
All kind kids are like that

In front that blocks me the wall 
I will unravel any restrictions and overcome the world

Whoever has made their own path 
(Satisfaction in that way) 
But when the world opened its roads lost it my soul

I must now open the locked door 
Find the self-control that fell in slumber

We’ll unlock the door forever 
The road I want is to you angel
(will you wait for me angel)

What you knew of me is no more from now on 
(Listen to me My heart go on)
I must open the door in the way of my road 

Look at me, over here
(Don't you see a man)

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"I'm sorry for my sister's attitude, Jungmin. She's usually not like that. Maybe, she had a nightmare and hadn't fully woken up."

"Oh, no, no. It's alright. I understand. I had a sister too. Girls are sometimes just unpredictable like that."

"You have a sister? Where is she now? What's she doing?"

"She...well..."

Liar.

"Well, if you'll excuse me, I'll be leaving first." Andy oppa who had been silent and only listening to the conversation stood up from his chair.

Andy oppa, no. Don't leave. Don't leave Hyesung oppa with that devil in disguise. I'm too scared to march down from my hiding. Or should I go wake Hyuna unnie in her room?

"Who says you can leave just as you like without explaining what you're doing in the same house as my sisters this early morning?"

"Your sister was drunk. I just sent them back. Oh, so I don't even get a thank you for that? How polite of you Mister Shin."

Why did they sound so...angered? Tensed? Were they actually enemies? But Hyesung oppa shouldn't talk like that about Andy oppa. He's misunderstanding a good guy. And to think that Andy oppa even cooked beansprout soup to help cure Hyuna unnie's hangover. He's like...the perfect oppas in dramas who never get the girl. But why did he talk so coldly to Hyesung oppa? And why was Hyesung oppa so rude towards Andy oppa yet treat the devil so nicely?

"It's not nice to eavesdrop other people's conversation, you know?"

"The devmff..." I didn't realize when he crept up to my hiding at the top step of the staircase but of course, why couldn't he? He's a devil afterall, not a human. Still, panic washed over me as the hand that felt exactly like human's hand and was larger than even Kihyun oppa's hand, sealed my mouth and extending over my nose, making it hard for me to breathe.

"Sshh, don't yell. Your brother will think I'm really a devil."

He pretended to be innocent, yet his hand wouldn't move from blocking all my breathing paths. How could he expect to be trusted? And he looked and sounded exactly like the devil anyway. Except that he didn't have green eyes or excessive lipstick on.

"Promise that you won't yell calling me Devil again."

I was desperate for air.

"There you go."

I breathed in and out like I hadn't inhale for a year.

"Anyway, did you really have a bad dream? Or did I remind you of anyone you happen to dislike and call devil as nickname?"

"You are the devil. Romeo."

"What? Romeo...like, Romeo and Juliet? Or the other meaning? You know, what they call flirts, or erts."

"Are you seriously still pretending? Do you think I'll be so stupid to believe you're not him? Just show your real self now."

"Was that guy really so similar to me? People always told me I'm unique. Damn...I had no idea it's that easy to find a lookalike. How annoying. Can you bring me to meet him, though? I want to see him for myself."

"Are you serious? No, I'm not going to talk to you. Stay away from Hyesung oppa."

"You don't think I'm gay, do you? Do I look gay? Aish...Jerry is right...maybe I should go to the salon and change hairstyle. This hair makes me look gay."

Why was he acting oblivious? He's the devil. Jerry who? No, maybe he's trying to trick me. I won't fall for this trick. But I didn't know how to react to all his acts either. What if...he's really just a lookalike? Would it endanger him for me to disclose so much about the devil to him? If he's really not the devil, then I couldn't...but no, he had to be the devil, how could a lookalike even have the same voice? Do lookalikes come with soundalike too? Well, I've never met any lookalikes before, how would I know?

Then I thought of someone, and hurriedly went to Eunji unnie's room, but was stopped when I bumped into someone on my way there.

"Yah, what's with all the commotion? Why do I heard so many men's voice inside the house?"

"That's...that's because..."

She didn't wait for my answer and simply walked past me. Oh no, Hyuna unnie will get a shock or headache to see all the people mostly, Andy oppa and the devil... or his lookalike.

"Yah, who are you?!"

And before I could catch any air, I heard screaming and I had to hurry up towards the staircase, where Hyuna unnie was mercilessly spanking the devil...guy, whoever on his head with a  slipper, leaving only one of her feet with the remaining of the pair. And the...guy was merely covering his head and screaming, begging for her to stop. Shortly, Hyesung oppa and Andy oppa arrived from downstairs too.

"Yah, stop it!"

"Y...you're here?" The slipper dropped down from her hand right onto the devil or his lookalike who still was squatted down and cowering with both his hands on top of his dark brown hair. Why would the devil be scared of such attack? He could easily stop Hyuna unnie without even doing anything if he wanted to. Like how he did to me. Could this really be just a lookalike?

"Who's that?" She pointed at Andy oppa who seemed terrified, probably at her attacks on Jungmin ssi.

"Unnie, that is Andy oppa, he's the one who helped send us home when you're drunk last night."

"What do you mean I'm drunk?" She shot her angry eyes at me.

"Unnie, last night, we found you drunk at the club."

"...Really?"

"Yeah." Eunji unnie answered instead as she groggily made her way in swayed steps, her eyes still close to shut and could hardly be seen. "Wow, is there a party going on here? So many pretty guys...am I dreaming? Hyeonrin-ah, am I dreaming?"

"Unnie, y