YOUR POV

 

“Aniyo~ ______-ah! Your spell it wrong again” Nari onnie said for the nth time. “Aish, you can speak Hangeul very well, but you can’t write Hangeul at all”

I just rolled my eyes and sighed. I’ve been studying for my exams with Nari onnie for hours. Nari onnie was so kind that she’s willing to tutor me. Her shift was actually over but since my usual tutor didn’t come, I asked her for tutoring me and she agreed. What a coincidence, Nari onnie is actually Shindong oppa’s girlfriend fiancé.

“Onnie, I’m tired already.. Can we go home now?” I complained.

“No, no, no! You have to at least write down your name in Hangeul. Then we’ll go home..” she said as she pointed at the papers in front of me. Geez, I’m so sick with Hangeul.

“I don’t even know how to write down my name in Hangeul..” I whined, “I don’t even know a single alphabet in Hangeul”

“That’s why I’m here to teach you, pabo! If you don’t memorize Hangeul soon, how can you pass college exam, you can’t even read the test paper!” She started nagging again. Sigh.

“I’m hungry~ I can’t do this with my empty stomach. I need food” I whined.

“Gosh, you sounded like Shindong oppa. I’ll treat you food after this, okay? But you have to hurry.. He’s picking me up in a moment”

“He’s who? Shindong oppa?” She nodded, “But I thought you’ll going home with me”

“Yes, and you’re coming home with us.. You’re okay with that?”

“I’m okay. You’re so lucky, I wish I have a boyfriend to pick me up..”

“Yah, you’re still young, just concentrate on your studies. You can have a boyfriend in college later” Suddenly Nari onnie’s cell phone rang.

“Yeoboseyo? Ne, Chagi~” Oh well, I guess it’s Shindong oppa. “Umm~ Wait I’ll come downstairs”  She hung up the phone and then stood up from her seat.

“Where are you going? Shindong oppa is already here?”

“Umm! Wait here, okay? I have to go down for a while, you clean up the mess, put these books back to the shelves. We’re going home” she said

“Okay, I’ll wait you here. Call me if we’re ready to go, okay?” She just gave me an ‘okay’ and ran downstairs to meet her love, Shindong oppa.

 

I grabbed my books and papers then shoved them randomly to my bags. The desk was totally messed with my things. Dictionaries, notes, and pens everywhere. I should return these dictionaries to the bookshelves. They’re not my belonging. After the finally making everything on its own place, the desk was empty and clean. Nothing was on the table except my bag and my file binder. Now that I have finished clean up the mess, should I catch onnie downstairs? Naah~ maybe I’ll just wait her here, she needs her time with Shindong oppa.

To kill my boredom, I took out my note and started doodling on the note. This is so boring. Waiting is so~ boring.. And I’m a bit hungry.. Studying really took my energy so much. Especially when you’re studying math.. or Hangeul. Sigh. If only I brought something to eat before. Maybe some snacks..or chocolates. I want chocolates.. To my surprise, a pack of Smarties suddenly popped out from my back with a guy’s hand holding it.

“Smarties!” I squealed as I saw the chocolate pack in front of my face. That’s my favorite chocolate candies. With peanut inside the chocolate! Wait.. Who the hell..

“Omo! Kyuhyun oppa!” I nearly jumped on my seat when I turned my head back and found Kyuhyun oppa’s face was inches away from mine. He was grinning widely. “What are you doing here? You startled me!”

“Here, for you..” he just grinned and handed me the chocolate, “Surprised much?” Kyuhyun oppa took a seat across me, how can he come out of thin air like that?

“Ye-yeah~ why are you here? How can you be here? Don’t you have schedules? Are you alone or…” He surprised me too much that made me asking so many questions at once and staring at him with disbelieve eyes. He chuckled at my expression. Or maybe my questions. “Why are you here?” I asked him again, in demand this time.

“I just want to see you, Shindong hyung said Nari noona is tutoring you and he wants to pick her, so I ask him if I could come too” He explained, “I don’t know if noona is a tutor here”

“Yeah, she’s part-timing as native speakers and tutor here...” I muttered. What the hell. How could he come here all of sudden? 

“Don’t you want to eat that?” Kyuhyun oppa asked me as he pointed at Smarties packs on my hand. Oh, right! I forgot about that.

“Thanks for this, oppa. You should know I really need this” I said after finally ripped the package and took some into my mouth, “I was just thinking that I want chocolates, and then buff! You’re here!”

 

NO ONE’S POV

 

Kyuhyun laughed, “I knew you’ll need that. Sweets and chocolates really help me with my study”

“Yeah, especially when you’re studying this!” ______ showed her math papers to Kyuhyun, “MATHS!” she squealed and made Kyuhyun laughed more.

“You really hate math, don’t you? Let me see that…” Kyuhyun took the papers and wrote something on the paper. Looked like he was solving the problems. ______ was just staring at him in amazement while eating the chocolate.

“Here. Take a look” after a few minutes, Kyuhyun gave her back the papers.

“Mwoh?! It’s done! You finished it all?! In a few minutes?!” ______ eyes widened in surprised while Kyuhyun just smiled proudly with his arms crossed on his chest. “Unbelievable. You just ”

“Ani~ It’s just a piece of cake” Kyuhyun said proudly.

“Nope, this is totally not a piece of cake. Cake is what I need right now, and this? This is what I need to throw away right now” _____ joked. She shoved the paper to the table. Not wanting to see math anymore.

“Oh come on~ Math is fun, you know” Kyuhyun said, just to receive a weird look from ______.

She rolled her eyes, “Are you sure you’re not a nerd in your high school time? Because you sounded like one”

“Well, the fact is, I never was a nerd in high school. I was really popular not only for my appearance, but also for my smart brain”

“Yeah, right” ______ rolled her eyes again. It’s starting to become her new habit.

“You want me to teach you math?” Kyuhyun asked with smirk on his face.

“Naah~ I’m done studying today. Well actually Math isn’t my major problem now. It may be difficult for me, but I still could understand it..”

“So what’s your major problem, then?” Kyuhyun asked, he rested his chin on his hand and stared at her.

“Don’t laugh at me..” she chuckled, “It’s Hangeul..”

“Mwoh? Wae??” Kyuhyun laughed in surprise by her answer, “Don’t tell me you can’t read Hangeul”

“I can’t” ______ answered shortly and made Kyuhyun stared at her in disbelieved, “I’m saying the truth. I can’t read Hangeul. I don’t understand any single alphabet in Hangeul”

“Then how will you pass your exam? You can’t even read the text??”

“I’ve told you, that’s my major problem.. But that’s okay, I’ll memorize it fast…” She murmured and then sighed, “I wonder how to write my own name…”

“You can’t write your name either?!” Kyuhyun squealed

“Oppa, stop it. I told you I can’t read Hangeul nor write it. Don’t make me feel so stupid”

“Ah, Mianhae. I was just surprised.. So.. Do you want me to write your name?” Kyuhyun asked her. She answered him with nods and then handed him a paper and a pen. Kyuhyun wrote down her name on the paper and then showed the paper to ______. It was written “사랑해”

“This is really my name?” she asked him. Kyuhyun nodded in answer, “Hmm.. Gomawo, oppa..” ______ was smiling brightly while staring at the paper. That made Kyuhyun smiled too. Nope, technically he’s trying to hold his laugh but he failed and accidently let out a chuckle. ______ noticed his weird act and looked at him questioningly, “What’s wrong?”

“Nothing” Kyuhyun pressed his lips to hold his laugh. He looked away to avoid _____’s eyes because she’s starring at him suspiciously. But she kept shooting him glares and made him irritated with the glares. “Okay, I didn’t exactly write your name!” Kyuhyun finally said.

______ chuckled, “What? So what is this?”

Kyuhyun shook his head. “I don’t want to tell you. You have to find it out by yourself”

“Silly, why should you keep it a secret? I will know about it eventually. Just tell me now”

“I won’t tell you anything. Find it by yourself, search it in dictionary, or internet, or ask your sister”

______ eyes narrowed, she tried to recall Hangeul alphabets she’d known in her mind and tried to read the word but it’s all useless. She decided to give in and keep it for later.

“I’ll just ask Audrey later” she murmured as she put the paper into her file binder.

“______-ah! Kyuhyun-ah!” Nari called both of them as she walked into the room with Shindong, “Let’s go home!”

“Aish. What a party popper..” Kyuhyun murmured, earning chuckles from ______.

“Come on, let’s get outta here” ______ said to Kyuhyun.

 

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______ ended up riding home with Kyuhyun, who forcing her to go home with him instead with Nari and Shindong. ______ would love to ride home with Kyuhyun, but that was her first time being in a car only with Kyuhyun since their date. The night that Kyuhyun kissed her. After forgotten for a long time, she suddenly remembered about the kiss that night. That made her so nervous and panic when they’re inside the car. She didn’t say any words to Kyuhyun and just staring outside the window. Kyuhyun, who noticed her weird attitude, played a CD in the player to break her awkwardness. As the song started, ______ drifted her attention to the melody she recognized.

“Omo..!” She looked at Kyuhyun, “Isn’t it that song?”

Kyuhyun smiled t her, “Dae~ it’s Frente, your lullaby.. Do you remember that?”

“Aigoo~ It’s the song that you sang for me on the phone”

“You sang it to me first” Kyuhyun reminded her.

“Aaaah! That’s so embarrassing! Don’t bring it up again~”

“Wae? I’d like to hear you sing again..”

“I won’t ever sing in front of you again… That’s so embarrassing, I’m nothing compare to you”

“Oh, yes you are. Because I’m nothing to compare” Kyuhyun joked praised himself, only to receive a weird look from ______.

“Anyway,” He took something from the dashboard, “I made this for you”

“A CD case?”

“The CD is inside the player. It’s played right now. That’s only the case..”

“Aaah~ What is this? A CD compilation?”

“Yeah, I chose some songs that I thought you’ll love. Like this Frente song..”

“Really? Aaah~ Gomawo oppa, this is so sweet of you..” ______ examined the CD case and a smile curved on her lips, made Kyuhyun smiled too as he saw it. She read the words that written on the case cover. It’s written ‘To: ______,사랑해’  “Oppa what’s this?”

“Hmm?” Kyuhyun glanced at the case, “Aaah~ You have to figure it yourself, ______-ah”

“Again? Isn’t it the same with what you wrote before? Is it my real name written in Hangeul?”

“I’ve told you it’s not your name..”

“So? What is it?”

“It’s secret~” Kyuhyun .

“I'll just search it in my dictionary” She said as she took out an electric dictionary from her bag.

“Yah! Yah! You can’t do that!” Kyuhyun started to panic.

“Waeee?”

“Don’t search it now” He took the dictionary from ______’s hand and put it back into her bag.

“Yah! Oppa! That’s a bit rude, you know!”

“Mianhae, but you can’t figure it out now in front of me, wait until you reach home..”

“Wae? I’m curious! Why can’t you just tell me now?” ______ asked with a pout.

“Because I said so. Just wait until you’re home and you can ask your sister, okay?” Kyuhyun leaned closer to her and pinched her cheek, “And stop pouting, it won’t work with me”

______ glared at him with annoyed face but Kyuhyun ignored her and just smiled teasingly, making her more annoyed. Just when she wanted to protest again, her cell phone rang. She looked out her phone and surprised that it was Heechul who’s calling.

“Nugu?” Kyuhyun asked

“Heechul oppa…..” She murmured. She hesitated to pick up the phone, afraid that Heechul would ask her answer after his confession.

“Why don’t you pick up the phone?” Kyuhyun asked again. He’s a bit curious about how’s going on between Heechul and ______. But he also a bit pissed that Heechul ruined the moment by calling her. “Pick up the phone, maybe it’s important” he said again

______ nodded and picked up the phone, “Yeoboseo?” She glanced at Kyuhyun who was starring at her with an upset expression.

“______-ah odieyo?”

“I’m on my way home, oppa.. Wae?”

“Ani~ Are you with Kyuhyun now? Jungsoo was pissed that he’s nowhere to find”The phone call was loud enough to be heard by Kyuhyun. He rolled his eyes after hearing Heechul asked his presence. He believed that Heechul asked that because he just worried that Kyuhyun was with ______ not because Leeteuk was looking for him.

“Eh? Kyuhyun oppa?” She looked at Kyuhyun, asking for answer. Kyuhyun immediately shook her hand, signaling her to tell Heechul that she wasn’t with Kyuhyun, “Ani~ I’m not with him now”

“Ah, gurae~ Have you eaten yet?”

“Nope.. Wae?”

“You wanna have dinner with me? I have no schedule tonight, I could pick you up if you want”

“Dinner?” The idea of her having dinner with Heechul is a bit unpleasant for ______. Because she was trying to avoid Heechul since his confession,

“I don’t think I’m able, oppa.. Emm.. Audrey has cooked for me, and I’m a little grounded now since exam is coming right away” Kyuhyun was amused that ______ rejected Heechul’s invitation.

“What? Come on, I’ll pick you now, okay?”

“I can’t oppa, I’m sorry. Maybe later, not tonight. Audrey will be mad if I don’t eat her cooks..”

“Seriously, ______-ah.. It’s not because of Hyeonmi or your exam, right?”

“Eh? What did you mean?”

“It’s because of my confession right?”

“Mwoh?!” Both ______ and Kyuhyun was surprised. ______ was embarrassed that Kyuhyun heard that while Kyuhyun was getting more upset because Heechul brought his confession topic up.

“I’ve told you, don’t take it stressfully. I don’t want you to avoid me just because I love-..”

“Ah!!” ______ shrieked because Kyuhyun pulled the break in sudden and stopped the car roughly. They actually have arrived in front of _____’s house.

“Are you crazy?!” ______ hissed at Kyuhyun.

“______-ah, are you okay? What happened?”

“Aniyo, oppa.. The taxi driver pulled the break in sudden. What did you say just then?”

“I’m telling you…”

“Hang up the phone” Kyuhyun said coldly. ______ looked at him confusedly. His sudden weird attitude was making her confuse. She couldn’t just hang up the phone. “That’s enough, ______-ah. Hang up the phone”

“… I still want to hang out with you like we used to be” Heechul kept talking on the phone, “Don’t ever avoid me, ______-ah.. Just because you’re confused with my confession..”

“Stop talking with him!” Kyuhyun hissed. He tried to grabbed ______’s phone and hung it up but she held him from doing it.

“______-ah, do you hear me?”

“Ne, oppa?”

“So.. even if I said that, I want you to not forget that I love you..” Kyuhyun was surprised to hear that. He was so angry, he couldn’t take it anymore.

“I really love you-…”There, all of sudden, Kyuhyun grabbed ______’s nape and crushed his lips with hers. He roughly kissed her and made her surprise.

“Hmph! Hmph!!!” She was so surprised with Kyuhyun’s sudden action and trying to push him but Kyuhyun was so fierce.

“______-ah? ______-ah? What happened? Are you okay?”

Kyuhyun completely ignored Heechul who was still on the line and kept kissing her. Eventually, ______ melted by the kiss and started to kiss back. She forgot about Heechul, she forgot that they’re in front of her house, she was completely forgetting everything by the kiss. Until Heechul actually shouted at her,

“______!! I’m panicked here!! Is everything okay?!! You’re not answering!! Yah! Park ______!!”

She broke the kiss and lightly pushed Kyuhyun, just to talk back at Heechul, “Mianhae oppa.. Everything’s okay here..”

Kyuhyun was still inched away from her, he leaned in again and gave her a peck on her lips. And a peck again. And a peck again.

“What’s happening? Are you spacing out there?” It was like Kyuhyun was teasing her, he pecked on her lips again, but this time he bit her lower lips a little.

“Mianhae oppa, I gotta go.. Bye..” She said before finally hung up the phone.

She stared at Kyuhyun who was staring at her too. His face was so close to hers that she could feel his sweet and mouthwatering breath. As she felt the urge and butterflies in her stomach, she pulled Kyuhyun in his collar to get closer to her and then kissed him on his lips.

Kyuhyun was surprised to know that she wanted him too. She was the one who pulled him and kissed him. And more to his surprise, she even let him entering and let his tongue dance with hers. He then put his hands on her waist while her hands rested on his chest, rubbing it gently. He was a little out of control when he slid his hand under her blouse and caressed her flat tummy. Then it hit her, she slightly pushed Kyuhyun away from her.

“Oppa! This is wrong..” She glared at Kyuhyun

“Mianhae, I was out of control and..”

“No.. It’s not only about that.. Oppa, why did you kiss me?” She asked confusedly, “What was it for?”

“______-ah, I did kiss you, but you kissed me back.. You even pulled me. You wanted the kiss too, right?”

She blushed by his answer. He was right, she wanted to kiss him, but she felt something wrong about the kiss, “But, what did you kiss me at the first place? And you kissed me too in our date before. Why?? What was it for?”

“______-ah… Isn’t it obvious?” Kyuhyun said softly as he caressed her cheek.

“Wh-What?” ______ asked nervously.

“Isn’t it obvious that I’m in love with you all these time?”

______ eyes widened in surprised, “Mworago?”

“I love you ______-ah.. I’m really in love with you.. Ever since you jumped on me and spill ice cream on my shirt..”

______ was surprised with his confession, not because she never expected that or because she didn’t like it, but because it was all out of sudden. She was still confused with Heechul’s confession and now Kyuhyun’s. Especially because she still didn’t know about her feelings towards whom.

“Wait, oppa.. This is wrong.. I don’t want to hear that” She quickly pushed him and grabbed her things. She tried to get out from the car but Kyuhyun grabbed her by her arm and stopped her,

“Tell me what’s so wrong about me falls in love with you?”

“It was all wrong! You can’t fall for me!” She said, her eyes started b with tears.

“Why? Why does Heechul hyung can love you but I can’t?”

“Wha- Aish! Don’t bring it up!” She groaned, “You don’t understand! This is all wrong, you and Heechul oppa shouldn’t fall for me!”

“You’re talking nonsense, ______-ah. It’s not fair! Why can’t I love you? Tell me which part of loving you is wrong?”

“I don’t know oppa! I can’t even think again! You both make me confused!” She shoved Kyuhyun away from her and ran out the car, leaving Kyuhyun dumfounded. She opened the house door with her keys and slammed the door hard, causing her sister surprised.

“______-ah what’s happening?! Don’t slam the door that hard! It’s night already. Neighbors will.. whoa!!! Are you crying?” Hyeonmi was surprised to find crying ______.

“What happened with you?” Hyeonmi asked again but she didn’t answer. As a care sister, she embraced ______ into a hug and let her cried on her shoulder, “Uljima, uljima…”

“What was that?” She took the CD case that was on  ______’s hand and read the words written on the cover, “to ______, Saranghaeyo.. Omo! Who gave you this?”

______ was surprised to hear that. “Onnie, how did you read that once again?”

“Mwoh? Can’t you read it? It’s easy Hangeul, written ‘to ______, Saranghaeyo’, means I love you..”

“I knew what Saranghaeyo means! But is it written like that?” She hurriedly took out a paper from her bag, which was the paper that Kyuhyun wrote before, and showed the paper to her sister, “Is this written like that too?”

Hyeonmi looked at the paper and nodded confusedly, “Dae.. why?”

“Kyuhyun oppa gave me this…” She murmured.

“Jinja?! Aigoo~ Kyuhyun finally confessed, huh? So what will you answer him? And how about Heechul oppa?”

______ looked at her sister shockingly. “How did you know that? I never told anyone about Heechul oppa..Confessed to me..”

“I have my ways, dear.. How about your feelings?”

“I don’t know onnie, I just want to forget this all and sleep” She touched her temple as if it was hurt and walked to her own room.

“Aren’t you going to choose one of them?”

“Choose?! Are you crazy?! They’re brothers, for God’s sake! What do you want me to do? Choose one of them just to make them hate each other?” ______ cried out, “I don’t want them fighting over me!”

“Oh my, ______-ah, you’re such a childish girl, aren’t you? What are you gonna do? Ignore them and hurt them more? If you were worried about the fight, it was already happened once, you know!”

“What did you mean?”

“Jungsoo oppa told me, they jumped into each other the night Heechul confessed to you” Hyeonmi said, “They were striking each other until Jungsoo oppa stopped them. That’s why he banned them to see you”

______ stared at her sister in disbelieve, she wasn’t able to speak anything. She didn’t know that Kyuhyun and Heechul really fought because of her. The idea of Kyuhyun and Heechul, who are brothers yet fought because of her, really made her felt guilty.

“Leeteuk oppa did the right thing.. Maybe I should just ignore them..” she said incoherently.

“You can say you ignore them cause you don’t want them to fight, but if that’s so, you shouldn’t make them hope for nothing at the first place, _____-ah..” Hyeonmi encouraged her, “I think you should’ve known that those guys have special feelings for you, if you’re not going to choose one of them, you shouldn’t be nice to both of them in the first place..”

“Okay so this is my entire fault then! Tell me, what I should do?!” She shouted at Hyeonmi

“Don’t yell at me! I was telling you the truth!”

“The truth?! You were just blaming on me, onnie! You didn’t help me!”

“Yah! I know you’re confused and upset, but don’t put your angry to me! I gave you advice, I told you what were your faults, if you can’t receive it, that’s okay! No need to yell!”

“Yeah! I don’t need you to encourage me! Stop acting like Mom!!” ______ yelled before she left her sister to her room and slammed hard the door.

“Don’t ever come to me and ask me for help, young lady!! I won’t help you again!!” Hyeonmi shouted from outside.

 

It was like the worst night ever for ______. She got a lot of things in her mind. Her exam is coming soon, Heechul and Kyuhyun confessed to her in a sudden and then fought each other to get her love, everybody seemed to force her to choose one of them, that was the hardest thing to do for her, and to make it all worse, she quarreled with her own sister. She felt guilty and distressing. All she could do at the time was curling up on her knees and crying over the night.

 

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THERE IT IIIIISSS!!! Finally..... phew...uch a relief.. Finally I update a new chapter.. Sigh...

I'm sooo sorry for making you wait *bow 90° * Mianhaeeeeeee~ Please dont hate me.. esp this story~  It's just that I didnt get enough time to write this, I was spending my holiday in my hometown and my old buddies there dragging me everywhere everyday, forcing me to spend time with them. Kekeke but it was FUN ^_^  I got back home 3 days ago but I still cant write a chapter bc I have this big finale exam this morning.. Oh well, but I eventually wrote one last night.. (Dont tell my mom! >< ) My exam will end in the end of January, but I think I'll have some time to write this story... Wish me luck ><

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