You sat on your bed, feeling as if these were one of the days where you could sit down for hours and just think. And so you did.

'Where do I even start? What happened to me? I was a happy, energetic bubbly girl during my 10 years of living. Was it in the summer? Was it because my Aunt was talking with my Uncle about how I gained weight? Why should I care about how they looked at me, they're meaningless in my life. I don't care what they think, why should i care about what other people think of me? I had a good family, I lived in a big house, great friends, they all treated me well. But after that summer, and I began school again, my personality changed. My friends didn't notice, or maybe they didn't show it. But either way, I covered my true feelings with my previous attitude. I'm trying to change for the better isn't it? I've been like this for three years already, heck I don't even know who I am anymore. Even if i try to act normal, what is considered normal? I'm sure this isn't the true me but, but what is? I've been hiding in the dark, I want to step out of the darkness now. I'm ready, but i need someone to save me. Remove the cover which has been sealing me away from reality, and reach down to me. Save me from the depression I'm in. Is there really no way that someone can find me. Trapped underground, scared to age, scared to face people. Scared to face to the truth, I'm not ready. I'm tough outside but I have days where I cry myself to sleep, I have days where I want to escape into the woods. I don't even care if i get eaten by a bear or something, I just want to escape. I've come to a point where I just don't want to deal with anything, anyone anymore. Yet here I am, dreaming that one day I will be set free and find my way. Find a person I will be with forever, and hope that person would be the one to save be from the darkness, save me from this depression.'

"Depression?" a voice whimpered. You jumped from your seat and grabbed your fork, which was from your water melon. Suddenly Chan stepped out from your bathroom. "Why on earth are you in there again?" you asked frustratedly. "Depression?" He asked again and dragged you to your bed. "What depression?" you asked, clearly unaware of what he was talking about. " 'Find a person I will be with forever, and hope that person would be the one to save me from the darkness, save me from depression'." He copied what you said previously. "I said all that out loud?" You asked, and recieved a nodd in response. "You're depressed?" he furrowed his eyes brows and gripped onto your bed sheet. "You heard what i said? All of it?" you asked again, to make sure he wasn't kidding with you. He grew impatient and yelled, "WHY ON EARTH ARE YOU DEPRESSED!" You stood up and walked backwards, taking a few steps back until you reach the corner of your room. Chan took a deep breath and murmured a soft sorry. He stood up, taking one last look at you and walked out the door. Silence fell when suddenly you heard something crash or maybe, someone threw something.

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