You opened your eyes and were blinded by light. You quickly closed your eyes again, slowly regaining consciousness, Beep Beep Beep the machine beside you vibrated. You opened one eye, slowly adapting to the new environment. When you opened both of your eyes you stared at the ceiling and something hit you, ‘Where am I?’ you panicked. You squirmed in your seat –bed- when the machine began to beep faster and faster. You jumped in fear when someone ran beside you, you shut your eyes and your mind was blurred, you waved your hands around frantically trying to escape the other’s grip. “Ayun, Ayun!” a familiar voice broke the intenseness in the room. You opened your eyes and saw Chan looking down at you worriedly, “You’re in the hospital.” You looked around the room and shivered, oh how much you’ve hated this place. Memories came back, you were in the toilet cutting the knife deeper into your skin before you suddenly felt light headed and everything seemed to have out. “Chan, before you-” you were interrupted with a frustrated groan. “You’re not going to make an excuse to me Ayun, why on earth would you do something like that? You know how stupid it was?” he frowned at you and finally released his grip on your forearms. You tried to avoid the question by asking, “Where’s Mingyu?” which only earned a scoff from the other, “So now you’re looking for Mingyu Hyung?” You returned his scoff and thought, ‘How can someone’s mood change to quickly?’

(Few days later)

It seems as though time had fast forwarded by itself. Here you were standing among the group of boys that crowded around the camera, again. You peeked over Mingyu’s shoulder to find Chan dragging Taehee-brat-women over to the camera too. You rolled your eyes and scoffed, thankfully only Junghan and MingMing heard. You’ve noticed -so have the members- that you’re always trying to get Chan attention, in the end he just went off to find Taehee again, which also visited the company as often as you. Which left you with Mingyu, you liked Mingyu, he’s like an older brother, really resembled Bae but you don’t talk to Chan anymore well, not since A WILD TAHEE came! You glared at the back of Taehee-brat-women’s head, silently hoping your stare would burn a hole in her head. You glanced up at the suddenly chuckle beside you, to find Mingyu raising his eyebrows at you, “You little jealous girl?” he teased while pushing you towards their direction. You stumbled on your own feet, reaching your hands out to Mingyu but he only pushed you again. You suddenly felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist and letting go quickly after helping you regain your balance. You turned around to find Chan smiling towards you while the Taehee-brat-women were mouthing curse words behind him. You shot a glare towards her which made her immediately stop. You mouthed a sorry to Chan before running back to Mingyu’s side, punching him in the back a few times before storming off to stand beside Seungcheol and Doyoon.

The gathering session has ended and everyone has split up to do their own things, you took a quick glance around the room and immediately spotted Chan sitting in the corner with Taehee-brat-women, he looked like he was introducing that girl to all the viewers in front of the camera. You pouted unconsciously and sat down beside Mingyu, instead of listening to him you were staring at the other two across the room, laughing and making jokes. You were suddenly forced to stand up, and soon you were dragged across the room by Mingyu. When you noticed he was taking you to Chan and Brat-women you tried your best to run away but he was stronger. He pushed you to stand beside him and began talking to Chan, “Hey, since you’re done talking to that br-” awkward silence “…I mean Taehee, why don’t you introduce Yunnie? I’m sure you guys have a lot to talk about.” He grinned evilly and pushed you into Taehee’s spot after shoving Taehee away. He bent down to whisper to your ear before leaving, “So much to talk about Yunnie, so much.” His low voice sent shivers down your spine. Before you could respond he skipped away and left you two alone. Chan smiled at the camera again and pushed your chair closer towards his, “Guys, this is Ayun!” he made you wave towards the camera. He grabbed the nearest microphone and pretended to be the MC during an interview, “So Ayun, what do you like to do? What’s your hobby?” he pointed the mic in front of your mouth. “Um… listening to music?” you replied unsurely and stared at the mirror behind him, catching Doyoon’s eye right away. You watched the elder grin and wiggled his eyebrows when Chan began to ask another question, “What kind of music do you like to listen to?” you thought for a moment and looked at Doyoon again, ‘Our music’ he mouthed. You stared at Chan again, “Your music?” you replied as if you were questioning yourself, only jumping a little when Chan burst in laughter and leaned on you for support. You sent a questioning look towards the laughing boy but he only continued to laugh even harder, if that was possible. You glanced towards Doyoon’s direction and he was laughing to himself too, ‘Help me, please!’ you mouthed and glanced down at the laughing boy who seemed to calm down a bit. ‘Where’s the oppa?’ he smirked, you quickly shook your head and found Chan holding your hand, still laughing. “What’s so funny?” you muttered with frustration, which you probably shouldn’t have because it only made Chan laugh even harder. You quickly sent a pleading look towards Doyoon but he only continued to tease ‘Where’s the oppa?’ he asked again. You glanced down at the laughing boy beside you, who is now almost falling off of his chair, ‘Help me, please! … O-oppa’ you gagged inside when you saw Doyoon spring up from his seat and run towards the both of you. “HEY GUYS!” he broke into a gigantic smile, “H-Hyung!” Chan calmed down by the presence of the other. Without warning Doyoon picked you up from your seat and bear hugged you, “Doyoon, put me down before I murder someone.” You warned but he didn’t stop, instead he squeezed you even harder. “YUNNIE CALLED ME OPPA!” he screamed at the top of his lungs, your cheeks flushed red and groaned, “Doyoon, shut up-” “AYUNNIE CALLED ME DOYOON OPPA!” he interrupted you. Everyone rushed in and gasped, “OH MY GOD THAT’S SO UNFAIR!” Hansol yelled in English and rolled on the floor, fake sobbing. Doyoon finally let go of you but his arm was still hung loosely around your shoulder, “That’s not fair!” the others complained, “Why is it always Doyoon Hyung that gets all the girls?” another yelled. “Ayun, you have to call us all Oppas!” anonymous yelled. Within a few seconds a line was formed in front of you and Seungcheol stood in front of you with the biggest grin ever, “You have to call me Seungcheol oppa.” he ordered. You shook your head and rolled your eyes, “No, I’m not going to and you can’t make me!” you yelled. Your attention darted towards Chan who didn’t seem quite interested, instead he was talking to Taehee-brat-women again. ‘What’s so attracting about her?’ you thought. It seemed as though you were so desperate to get Chan attention that you can do anything. “Maybe calling everyone oppa can get his attention.” Seungcheol whispered into your ear. You thought for a minute a bit on your lip whispering a soft, “Seungcheol… Oppa.” The room was so quiet that it seemed as though you yelled it out loud. The room irrupted with cheers and Seungcheol squeezed you quickly before letting go. You glanced towards Chan direction and he was staring at the line in front of you. You sighed ‘What’s the harm right? They are your oppas too.’ You thought and finally gave in, calling everyone Oppa. Doyoon stood in front of you again with a proud grin, “Hey, I already called you oppa.” You frowned. “Hey, I’m your favorite Oppa right?” he nudged you on the arm waiting for the word ‘oppa’ to come out of your mouth. “Nae Oppa.” This time it came out naturally which earned complains from around the room, “WHAT? HOW IS HE ALWAYS THE LUCKY ONE!” Seokmin yelled. You pushed Doyoon away and Mingyu popped up from behind, “Aha! Finally my turn!” he exclaimed. You chuckled and pushed him away sticking out your tongue, “I’m never calling you oppa!” He gasped at you and picked you up, dangling you upside down from his shoulders. “Mingyu! Put me down!” you screamed, flailing your arms and legs around, “Call me Oppa!” he laughed. You shook your head and tried to wiggle out of his grasp but he only started to tickle you, which made it worst. “M-Mingyu!” you managed to say, “Mingyu oppa!” He insisted. You finally gave in, “Mingyu o-oppa, PUT ME DOWN!” you screamed through your giggles. He instantly put you down and back hugged you, pecking your temple on the way, “Cute!” he chuckled which made your cheeks flush.

“Channie, you should talk to Ayun.” Seungcheol whispered, unluckily you over heard. “Why?” came the other’s reply, harsh and cold. “What do you mean why? Stop hanging out with that brat and go to Ayun, didn’t you learn your lesson from last time? Who knows if she’s going to start a boxing match with Taehee today?” Seungcheol groaned. “I didn’t do anything.” Chan replied, short and fast before taking a glance at you. Your grip on you book tightened and you were silently calming yourself down, ‘Chan’s an idiot, he’s an idiot.’ “Chan! Are you blind or something? She’s so distant from all of us, the only people she’s been talking to was Mingyu and you.” Seungcheol whispered a bit louder than necessary. “Then let her go hang out with Mingyu hyung! All she does is talk to him, so what’s the problem?” Chan replied, was it was just you or was he actually mad. “Chan, we all know you have some kind of feeling towards Ayun! Do something about it!” This caught you off guard. “Are you kidding with me? I don’t even want her to live under the same roof as me! She has her own life problems and I hope she doesn’t expect people to give her sympathy. She-”

“Chan! You don’t mean that! You like her and you should do some-”

“Like that thing? Seungcheol Hyung, you’re real funny! I rather date Taehee than talk to Ayun!” Chan replied. Your mouth hung open and stared at Seungcheol’s direction, your vision blurring slightly and the blood inside you boiled. You suddenly caught Seungcheol’s eye and he began to panic, he suddenly slapped Chan’s arm and pointed his chin towards my direction. “What now?” Chan replied in annoyance and turned around. You guys stared at each other for a good 2 minutes, not saying anything to each other. The door suddenly swung open and Mingyu skipped towards your direction pulling you up, “Yunnie, let’s go get something to eat across the street.” He held your hand and turned towards Seungcheol, “Hyung, I’m going to eat something with Yunnie. Chan want to come?” he asked, completely oblivious of what was happening before. “I-” he began but you cut him off, “No, he doesn’t want to. He can go take Taehee on a date another time.” You said before dragging Mingyu out of the building.

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Sorry it's been a while :/ hopefully this can make it up? :P