“Kyu, are you okay?”

Ryeowook walked over to Kyuhyun and touched his bruised cheeks. The make up noonas won’t be too happy when they see Kyuhyun with a blue black on his right cheek. Kyuhyun stared at Ryeowook and then pushed his hands away.

“Don’t touch me.” Kyuhyun said.

“Kyu… What’s wrong?” Ryeowook asked, stunned by Kyuhyun’s sudden action.

“Is it true? That you were just using me?” Kyuhyun asked, hurt in his voice. “I was just there to help you with what Dragon did to you that was why you used me? For distraction? So that you could get rid of Dragon’s touch?!”

“No! Of course not, Kyu! I-“

 “You used me. You used me when I told you how I’ve been loving you all these while. You were just using me to get rid of feeling dirty because you knew how I felt about. You knew that I would never say no to you.” Kyuhyun scoffed, his voice shaking. He was too heartbroken and angry. “You know what, D was right. You deserved what you got from Dragon.”

Ryeowook’s tears started falling and Ryeowook shook his head vigorously, he didn’t want to hear those words from Kyuhyun of all people. Ryeowook stepped in front of Kyuhyun and grabbed his wrists, wanting to explain to Kyuhyun but Kyuhyun shook his hands away.

“Never. Touch. Me.” Kyuhyun warned before going out of the room, slamming the door.

Ryeowook fell on the floor, his tears streaming down like a waterfall. He looked at the box that D had given him and with shaking hands, slowly opened it. There was a beautiful silver ring with blue diamonds. Was D… Was D planning to propose to him? No, everything went wrong. What had he done? He had not only hurt Kyuhyun but D too. Ryeowook didn’t know how long he had cried but after some time he took out his phone and checked it when he felt another vibration. He read it once, twice and then sighed to himself knowing what he had to do. I’m sorry, Kyu but I had to do that for myself. Ryeowook gathered himself and walked out of his room, telling himself that he had to be strong.

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I want you like crazy
I cant go a day without you, oh baby
I hold you in my arms
My heart still beats for that love
Im suffocating more and more
I think Ill die like this
I want you, baby

D was the first to start singing. After what happened during their rehearsal, he felt like he couldn’t do it especially with a song like this. The lyrics of the song felt too strong, he felt it all through his body and his heart. The pain, his love for Ryeowook.

Youre so, so beautiful
Im entranced by your appearance
Im entranced
Im captured by your gaze
I cant turn my head around either
Im a fool

Ryeowook’s eyes were red and he whispered a small thanks to god for not having this performance broadcasted anywhere on television. He didn’t want his fans to see how bad he looked. One look and his fans could tell that he had been crying.

My heart feels like it will burst
when I hold onto your hand and we kiss
Only that girl can be my owner
Im a slave for you

For once, Kyuhyun hated this song. He hated singing it, he hated the lyrics and meaning behind the song. Why did he have to sing this song with Ryeowook and D of all people How did he got himself into this mess?

Sorry sorry sorry sorry
I I I first
Fell for you you you
Fell fell fell baby

Shawty shawty shawty shawty
My eyes are blinded, blinded, blinded
My breath is stifled, stifled, stifled
Im going crazy, crazy, baby

Sorry sorry sorry sorry
I I I first
Fell for you you you
Fell fell fell baby
I can’t imagine losing you
A life I live without you
Living a life without you

The audiences were mesmerized. The three handsome man in white, all singing with so much emotions and pain, it felt so real and raw. Ryeowook and Kyuhyun, no doubt they were amazing coming from the best band from SM, Super Junior. Ryeowook had a soft sweet tone but he sang the song with so much power and emotions, the audience could feel him touching their souls. Kyuhyun, on the other hand, had a nice soothing deep voice which matched his looks a lot. Compared to Ryeowook who had touched the audience’s soul with his voice, Kyuhyun sang with so much hurt and sadness the audiences were moved and felt like they were listening to a piece of story from Kyuhyun. D, however, captured everyone’s heart with his deep raspy beautiful voice. His tone was perfect and sounded like he had been training and working hard for years already. He looked sad and his voice matched his look. The audiences could feel the scars and wounds from D, they could feel his heart breaking. They were all closing their eyes, enjoying the beauty of the song and felt how real the emotions were conveyed through the song. You don’t even know

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Everything is going to be okay in the end when you know that your loved ones are safe and sound. I’m okay knowing that everyone will be safe. I’m okay…

For Leeteuk hyung, who have loved me throughout everything despite my countless jokes about your age. You will always be my idol, hyung. You will always be my precious umma and I hope that nothing will change your beautiful soul. I hope hyung will stay cheerful and outgoing forever. I love you hyung, please stay safe.

For Heechul hyung, the hyung that is forever overprotective of me. Why hyung? I’m all grown up now and although I love it that hyung still treats me like a baby, I feel like a burden. Hyung, you’ve took care of me enough so now let me repay hyung. Thank you Heechul hyung for always scolding me straightforwardly when I do wrong, thank you for being strong for me. Thank you hyung for protecting me but no